Disclaimer: i nown nothing but the plot
Author's Note: So I woke up today and decided that today was the day i'd finally let this story go. i went through a really rough year and i wanted to tell the story. it was easier pretending it wasn't me but the characters of instant star going through the whole ordeal.
Prologue:
where do i begin? hi my name is jude harrison? i'm from... no that sounds stupid...... ok here it goes we're goin to go back, back to a time when my world wasn't falling apart. you're probably thinking oh wow you're only 18 you're exaggerating and young but i have something called anxiety disorder and to me the smallest thing makes me feel like everything is falling apart. the feelings i have, the things i think they're really fucked up and it hurts and i'm growing up with no confidence and being scared. and the fucked up part is i don't know why. all i know is there are times when i wish i could stop feeling in it's entirety. i feel like my house is my prison and the world is the electric chair and i want someone to save me. then he walked in.....
A/N: i know it doesn't make any sense what so ever and it will later for now it sucks and i don't know if i should continue posting. let me know
