That girl

is the bane of my existence

Just looking at her clothes

Makes me feel rather itchy

But her eyes are

Lovely

and I don't know why

I've realized that love

isn't like numbers

There's no concrete answer

I can't stop looking at her

Life is just dumb that way

I was never supposed to notice her

I wish it were that simple

I wish I didn't like her

When I see her my heart goes

thump, thump

and I hope

that hers does too

But Lately

I'm not so sure

if she sees me at all anymore

It makes things weird

and complicated

She's a criminal

I've been trained not to care

But when I think about her

Something changes

Still

She's so strong

And the way she looks at her brother

is so kind

And caring

And not bad at all


Technically

I'm in the lead

But I've never felt more left behind

It's quite pathetic

It's weird

How one look can make me turn red

I do see her ugly sweater

and her messy hair

but

Despite all this

One kiss

left me stammering


And so

I've been reduced to a title

An outsider

But

I see

her eyes

her laugh

her smile

And they don't seem so terrible

at all

I can't be mad

Because I still like her

She's so smart

Kind

So fun to be around

And it's not her fault

The way she twirls in the grass

And looks at the sky

with such wonder in her gaze

Somehow

It all makes my heart beat too fast

I get so happy

when I see her

It's something that I can't understand

But even so


It sucks

That twerp

is in the way

And she seems to smile

And I know

I shouldn't mess with him

Or her

and their "happily ever after"

But I can't help it

I can't help but feel

slightly curious

But she's looking at someone else

And I can't stop thinking about it

And I wonder

I do want her to be happy

But

How can I get her to look at me like that?


(A/N) ...Aaand that concludes this one-shot!

Sorry that i'm so late updating on my other story...School's kept me really busy, but I've started working on the next chapter. It's just that I was thinking of ideas and this popped into my head and I knew that I had to write it before it all the words disappeared. That happens to me a lot. :'D

So..About this poem...Sorry that the format is so weird. On my word processor, I have a button to align writing to the right, so I had the italic text on the left, the normal text in the middle, and the underlined text to the right. But then I had to redo a lot of that on here, since there is no right align button... So that's part of the reason why the format is so weird. Plus, there were a bunch of spaces I would've liked to add, but I guess fanfiction doesn't like those...

I wrote this with two ways to read this in my mind. The first way is to just read it straight through. The second way is to read each text separately-read, for example, the italics first, the underlined next, and the normal third. (Or any order you like) (Please try it if you want to! :D) But sorry, I guess it's sort of hard to do that now in this format...I'm sorry!

...I'm curious to know. Does anyone know how many people were in this poem, and who's who/what/who were they talking about? :'D

Anyways, Thank you so much for reading this! I'd love to hear your thoughts about it!

-Kaze :)