That girl
is the bane of my existence
Just looking at her clothes
Makes me feel rather itchy
But her eyes are
Lovely
and I don't know why
I've realized that love
isn't like numbers
There's no concrete answer
I can't stop looking at her
Life is just dumb that way
I was never supposed to notice her
I wish it were that simple
I wish I didn't like her
When I see her my heart goes
thump, thump
and I hope
that hers does too
But Lately
I'm not so sure
if she sees me at all anymore
It makes things weird
and complicated
She's a criminal
I've been trained not to care
But when I think about her
Something changes
Still
She's so strong
And the way she looks at her brother
is so kind
And caring
And not bad at all
Technically
I'm in the lead
But I've never felt more left behind
It's quite pathetic
It's weird
How one look can make me turn red
I do see her ugly sweater
and her messy hair
but
Despite all this
One kiss
left me stammering
And so
I've been reduced to a title
An outsider
But
I see
her eyes
her laugh
her smile
And they don't seem so terrible
at all
I can't be mad
Because I still like her
She's so smart
Kind
So fun to be around
And it's not her fault
The way she twirls in the grass
And looks at the sky
with such wonder in her gaze
Somehow
It all makes my heart beat too fast
I get so happy
when I see her
It's something that I can't understand
But even so
It sucks
That twerp
is in the way
And she seems to smile
And I know
I shouldn't mess with him
Or her
and their "happily ever after"
But I can't help it
I can't help but feel
slightly curious
But she's looking at someone else
And I can't stop thinking about it
And I wonder
I do want her to be happy
But
How can I get her to look at me like that?
(A/N) ...Aaand that concludes this one-shot!
Sorry that i'm so late updating on my other story...School's kept me really busy, but I've started working on the next chapter. It's just that I was thinking of ideas and this popped into my head and I knew that I had to write it before it all the words disappeared. That happens to me a lot. :'D
So..About this poem...Sorry that the format is so weird. On my word processor, I have a button to align writing to the right, so I had the italic text on the left, the normal text in the middle, and the underlined text to the right. But then I had to redo a lot of that on here, since there is no right align button... So that's part of the reason why the format is so weird. Plus, there were a bunch of spaces I would've liked to add, but I guess fanfiction doesn't like those...
I wrote this with two ways to read this in my mind. The first way is to just read it straight through. The second way is to read each text separately-read, for example, the italics first, the underlined next, and the normal third. (Or any order you like) (Please try it if you want to! :D) But sorry, I guess it's sort of hard to do that now in this format...I'm sorry!
...I'm curious to know. Does anyone know how many people were in this poem, and who's who/what/who were they talking about? :'D
Anyways, Thank you so much for reading this! I'd love to hear your thoughts about it!
-Kaze :)
