Hello a new story!this fanficion is dedicated to my friend Hollow-my-Heart! i hope you like it. The rating may change later i don't know yet? Enjoy!

Alfred is laying in a field of grass think about the past years and his love for Arthur Kirland. He used to be his best friends when they were children but everything change once they went to high school. There was an exchange student that became Arthur boyfriend and he started to ignore Alfred. This is Alfred last chance to show Arthur that he loves him because Arthur is planning to move back to London after his senior year.

Alfred stares at the fluffy white clouds and thinks Will Arthur ever love me? Can I win his love in a year or ever? I would give my life for him but he can't even give me a minute of his time? Alfred's mind is filled with doubts but in his heart he is feeling love for one and only Arthur.

Mathieu sees his brother in the grass and wonder what he was thinking. "Hey bum what is on your mind?" He shouts out to the dazed Alfred.

"What? Who's there?" Alfred gets up to see who was talking to him and notice his younger brother. "Oh hey it is just you. I thought it was a killer." Alfred laughs and Mathieu joins him.

"So what are you doing here? Thinking about Arthur again?" Mathieu knows about his brother's crush and wants to help in any way he can. He felt sorry that Alfred loves someone that can't love him back. Mathieu had his own boyfriend and wants the same happiness for his brother as well.

"Yes and no. How can make him know that I love so much? If he can't love me who can love me Mattie? Am I unlovable?" Alfred feels likes he is about to cry but Mathieu holds him and comforts him.

"No silly. Everyone loves you but you just don't notice. If Arthur can't love you then it is his lose, you can find someone better and will love you for who you are. I love you Alfred!" Mathieu hugs his older brother which nearly causes Alfred to be out of breath.

"Ok thank! Let go I am dying! How did I get a brother who is wiser than me?" Alfred pushes his brother a little so he could breathe. He wonders How does Mattie know how to make me feel better. He is the best brother!

Mathieu smiles at his brother and responds "I got the better genes! Let's go home before mom gets worried. Race you home!"

"Last one there is a rotten egg" Alfred shouts to Mathieu. Then the two teenagers ran as fast as possible to their nearby home.

Alfred runs as if all the problems in the world couldn't stop him and before he knows it he is home. Mathieu right behind him whizzing but he could see that Mathieu is happy as well.

"Well I guess you're the rotten egg." Alfred stated and laughs. Then their mom yells for them to get inside and they do.

The boy's mom is beautiful with blond curly hair and bright blue eyes; her name is Lucy. She works as a lawyer as well as their father but he doesn't come home as much. She is make dinner and tells the boys to set the table. They had dinner without their father. Alfred knows he has to work but he thinks that he is avoiding the family because he has two gay sons. Their mom tells them that their father loves them.

"Alfred and Mathieu go to bed you have the first day of school tomorrow. Don't forget anything and I can't drive you next morning so you're on own." Lucy tells the boys before they go to their rooms.

Alfred doesn't want to think about school yet because then it will lead to thoughts about Arthur. He looks around his room for his uniform and it is nowhere to be found. He is about to asks his mother but then she says "It is in your closet in the dry cleaners bag." Then he looks and it is where she says it was.

"Thanks mom." Alfred shouts to his mom and wonders how she knows what he needs. Alfred goes to take a shower and wonders how the last year of high school will go. He gets dress for bed but he can't fall asleep so he decides to bother Mathieu.

"Hey Mattie what are you up to?' Alfred asks but them he hears his brother talking on the phone with his boyfriend and leaves the room. All he hears is Mathieu giggling and he envies his brother sometimes.

Alfred goes to his bed and thinks about Arthur. Then slowly he drifts into a dream.

Hello Alfred I missed you he hears Arthur voice whispering in his ear. Arthur looked like an angel and seems so real. Alfred couldn't help but touch his cheek and it felt so soft. Arthur smiles and holds Alfred closer to him. Alfred blushes, wants to kiss Arthur, and tell him that he loves him. But before he could do anything he felts Arthur touch his face and pulls it closer to him. Before he knows it Arthur kisses him and he tastes so sweet. Arthur is about to say something but then….

The alarm goes off. "Damn it right when it was getting good." Alfred whines and notice the clock says 6:30 am. Crap I have to get dress fast and eat! Alfred finds his uniform, puts it on and runs to the kitchen. Mathieu already dressed and eating pancakes that were probably made by him.

"Good morning sleep head. Eat some food and then we have to go. Oh Yeah I am driving mom gave me gas money for the car." Mathieu informing Alfred what is going on.

"Ugg fine mommy if I have to." Alfred giving his brother sassy because he wants to drive this morning but he guesses that their mom trusts Mathieu more than him. Mathieu notices that his brother looks like a mess and tries to fix him. First he fixes the tie, push off the crumble off the shirt and give his brother a comb.

"What I can't look too bad" Alfred says in confusion and goes to the bathroom. He looks in the mirror and notice his hair looks like something tried to eat it. He combs his hair but still had one hair that will not go down so he left it. He looks at the mirror one more time and thinks he looks fine.

"Ok now I am ready to go. At least I think?" Alfred kinda nervous because he yet to Arthur again since last year.

Mathieu looks at his brother and says "It will be fine and I will be there ok. Let's go before we are late to school." He grabs Alfred and runs to the car. He drives off to school and Alfred can't turn back now and his fate has been set.

What does Alfred have in store for his senior year? Will Arthur come to his senses? Time will only tell?

Ehhhh I tried my first Alfred and Arthur story