Hello anyone still around!
I've gotten a few emails about this site but never thought I'd be back
Until I saw all the Instagram posts...
Now I'm itching to write this.
Sorry if any symbols don't show up. I put them in and they disappear.
Nick's POV
I opened the door to my new apartment here in New York. It feels so good to have a place here.
I undressed and threw myself onto the bed. I love the Grammys but, I enjoy being home.
I grabbed my phone and stared at it. I was right on the edge of falling down a dark hole. She just looked absolutely stunning and that voice, oh that voice. What I'd give to hear that voice every day for the rest of my life.
I opened the Instagram app and started scrolling. Wow. There she was. She has to be the most beautiful woman in the world.
I've always thought she was pretty when we were young teens but now she's gorgeous. I mean that inside and out. I know she's had her moments and her scandals but, those don't define her. Anyone who knows her knows how amazing she truly is. She has so much love for everything...the Earth, animals, humans...everything. Then there's me and I love...her.
"#BitchIsBack recordingacademy Tune into The Grammys! jpgaultierofficial" I watched the little clip and laughed. What a personality this woman has. *Like*
I scrolled a little more.
"#BitchIsBack recordingacademy" Radiant. Absolutely radiant. *Like*
I came across the one with no caption. I don't blame her. How could you caption something so incredible? She looks so genuinely happy. I love her hair like this. *Like*
"Glammys ❤️💋🌹 Tonight was magic! Celebrating artists, movements , music , love ... Thank you for having me Sir Elton!" Whoa. It honestly kills me that she isn't mine. She's perfect. *Like*
I hit the comment button, scrolled over to the emojis, hit "❤️" and hit post.
I froze. My heart began to race. I threw my phone to the other side of my bed. What did I just do?
I took a deep breath and calmed down. I grabbed my phone again, opened up google, and typed our names in. I clicked on images and began to reminisce. We had so much fun back then. She was my best friend. I just think we've both grown so much since then that if we just tried one last time, we'd be together forever.
I looked over at the clock and sighed. It had been about an hour since I left that comment and nothing from her. Instagram is already blowing up over it but I have to leave her another hint. Give her a chance to reach out. She'll know.
I took a picture of myself. I typed "Missing someone" then erased it.
"Why am I still awake?" I posted it and put my phone on the nightstand.
Now I wait. I want to text her but hopefully she'll drop a hint that it's okay. I wish she wasn't with him. I wish she was with me. We belong together and I don't think I'll ever be able to love anyone else this way. I finally closed my eyes and let myself drift off to sleep.
Hope you enjoyed this little bit, I just had to get it out. I haven't decided if I want to just leave it here or if I want to turn this into a story. So, let me know what you'd like to see!