A/N- Thanks so much to Cassia4u, who's reviewed some of my Harry Potter stuff.
Eponine-
I'm alone now Ponine. Well, how'd you like that, huh? I've got nobody now, not you, not Maman. Just Papa, although he couldn't care less about me. You were the favorite child, and i knew that. You were the ne they talked to, the one they cared most about. They never saw me. Now that you're gone, they still don't see me. Not that they ever would. There's no reason to. What am i really? Nothing. Exactly. It feels so lonely here without you, Eponine. Why'd you have to go and die? Going off to those stupid Barricades. For god's sake Eponine, couldn't you see that that uprising was failed from the start? And didn't you ever get it into your lovesick head that MARIUS DOESN'T LOVE YOU. He never has, and he never will. He pitied us, that's all. Just pity, there was nothing more. You were a fool if you ever thought there was. He loved Cosette. You should have realized that he'd never look twice at a grubby urchin like you. You let him brake your heart; let him lead yourself willingly towards destruction. You know, in a better life, you could have had him with your hands tied. But he'd never notice you over her.
He'll live happily ever after with her, and forget all about you. They'll get married, her in a white dress, live a full and happy life, with many children and many happiness. Cosette-She's very pretty, isn't she?
You thought i didn't recognize her, didn't you? Well, i did, right from the beginning. Well, i'm not stupid, Ponine. I never have been. I admit i wasn't as smart as you were. I never will be. But i'm not dumb. I recognized that man straight of, then the girl. She's certainly changed. Well, i daresay we all have. Eight years is a long time.
Is this what it was like for you, Ponine? Somehow, i don't envy you as much as i did. I admit i liked it better when they all left me alone. But now you're gone, Papa makes me do all the stuff, and beats me when i do them wrong, which is always. Why'd you let him boss you around so much anyway? You were to good for that, Eponine. I guess i miss you. You were an idiot about Marius, but you were my sister. I think Parnasse misses you too, although he'd never say so. I think he might have loved you, you know, in his own way. You, Ponine, you never even noticed. I know you just thought he wanted your body, but you were wrong. He did love you, i truly think he did. You wanted to think that he only thought of you as a whore, because if you'd accepted it, you would have had to question everything. He just didn't know how to tell you. He saw the way you looked at Marius, everyone with eyes saw. You would have been blind not to notice. How does it feel now, Ponine, to know you might have been happy with him? He was rough with you only because he knew you'd never love him.
You were so brave. I never could have done what you did. I never would have thrust myself in front of a gun. How could you stand it, dying knowing the man you sacrificed yourself for doesn't love you? Were you scared at all?
There's so much left unsaid, Eponine, but i'm just too dumb to say it. You were always the smart one. But you're not that smart, are you Ponine? Went have and 'heroically sacrificed' yourself for some dolt. Well, guess what Ponine? He didn't care. I miss you. I'm sorry.
-Azelma.