Disclaimer: Hi I'm back again I guess you could say I'm on a roll...I just think I have a bunch of time on my hands.
Bella's self conscious about her weight and it's hitting her hard. Who will be there to pick up the pieces when she crumbles.
Well as you can see my self esteem has hit a major low, and it's all my fault I'm the one who ate McDonalds and decided I wanted a burger instead of a salad, ice cream instead of yogurt, fried chicken instead of baked.
It's entirely my fault. You see when I looked into the mirror today I didn't like what was in motion, Instead of just my limbs it was rolls of fat jiggling about like a sea of disgust and I cried, because I transformed from this little girl in her ballet outfit, pointe shoes, and a tutu to this fatso with baggy boy clothes and no smile on her face.
Where did that girl go? Did I eat her! Because I wouldn't put it past myself, what have I become? I need a plan, a way to lose this weight. I wanna reinvent myself become the girl that I used to be not this tub of lard in her place, but...where do I start? somebody help me.
I know its a little depressing but I needed to get that out there before school kicks back up. Who ever reviews will get a preview of the next chapter and remember I need followers on Tumblr. hailey_bailey_nc (dot) tumblr (dot) com please visit. You can also send me prompts on there :) Follow me.