DECISION! This story is adopted! and as I promised... to keep the paring of Tobias and tris! I wont switch the entire plot! Tris will still dislike Cyurs! I wont rush the story! I give the credit to Dauntless-born96. I truly hope that you guys will enjoy the story!
Lots of love,
babysister1997
CHAPTER 1
Her warm touch. That first time. Her hair. Her very presence. That was everything that kept me going all this time when we were together. Were. That's what echos in my mind every time I thing about her. Were. Past. Gone. Ended. Its like the whole time I knew Tris it was a dream. A long LONG dream with so much feeling and destruction I thought it was real. Christina walks into the room with a breakfast tray in her hand from the cafeteria. I basicly stuck around with her for her mere comfort since she knew what I was going through. She had lost will anyway. She sits next to me at the table and offers me a smile. I give her one, but it was a lie. I have not been able to give a real true smile since Tris died. If I could, I would rewind time just so I could have been in the headquarters before David shot her so I could have shot him first. I could see her now, running up to me to throw her soft arms around my neck and place a kiss on my lips and that would make me forget everything going on around us. I wish it was me who died instead of her. She would have never went into the weapons compound and died if I was there.
Caleb sits to my left and gives me a reassuring smile. He knew I was thinking about her again.
"she is okay now Tobi-"
"four." I interrupt Caleb
" I want to be called four."
Caleb nods. "four then. I know what she would've done even if you were there. You couldn't have stopped her. Your strong but, she would have done it anyway." he tells me. I don't want to believe him. Not anybody. Especially if its about Tris. I don't think anybody knows Tris, Knew, Tris like I did. No one.
I get up out of my seat and walk out of the room and head back to my place. I cant help but think about how different this could have been if Tris was walking with me. We would laugh, until we got back to the room and we would love each other. I enter my room and look around, making sure no one broke in like last week. I see my mother in my apartment folding clothes. She smiles. What is with all this smiling?
"Hi tobi-four I mean." she says.
" hey mom." I tell her.
" I'm going to go out later to the store. Ill be back around 5."
"okay."
my answers were short. She looks at me with those worried eyes of hers.
" I know she is gone Four,but it wouldn't hurt to smile every-"
" I smile. I just don't mean it as much as I used to." I tell her.
She must have seen the look in her eyes because she shut up. My phone buzzes in my pocket.
"hello?" I say
"FOUR!" Christina yells
"whats going on?"
"you need to get down here RIGHT NOW! CANDOR IS OUTSIDE THE FENCE COMING FOR US!"
I drop my phone to the floor and book it out the door.
I run outside the apartment building and look beyond. I see the candor faction coming for us. We didn't have long before the train came and we were running after them. I hated to kill. After Tris, I lost interest in ending other peoples live. I look to my left and see Caleb running close beside me.
"CALEB!" I yell over the sound of everyone else screaming and yelling.
"Do we still have any peace serum that we can spread like the memory serum?"
"I THINK SO. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SET IT OFF?" he asked.
I nod.
"after its set off we can take them back to candor head quarters." I tell him.
He nods once and heads off to the airport to talk to the scientists about the peace serum. A man with a long beard comes up a kicks me in the jaw hard. My vision darkens at the edges.
'get on your feet.' a voice says to me in my head.
'stay on your feet and fight like a man.'
I smile as I stand with a jolt and punch the man upside his head. Tris was helping me. Well in my head anyway. Then I feel a huge blow to my back and I fall on my face. I turn only to be getting tackled by another guy, a little more clean cut. But he is also twice the size I am. He tries to lunge a knife into my chest when I knee him in the not so happy place and kick him with both feet off of my body. I smell the air and I can smell the peace serum going into effect. Luckily it doesn't effect me due to the serum we were given to prevent the memory serum. We found later that it protects us from all serums. I stand and brush the dirt off of myself.
I begin walking back to the apartment. On my way, I feel immense pain emanating from my head. Before I have time to react, I black out.
I get up out of the bed and try to remember how I got there. I notice a bandage going around my head so I must have gotten hit pretty dang hard. Christina walks in.
" you okay four? Your sweating." she says. I wipe my forehead. I was sweating.
" anyway. Dinner is ready in the dining hall."
I nod.
" I'll be down in a minute." I tell her.
She nods and closes my door. I smile. The smile was actually starting to be natural. I remember memories that me and Tris had. How she didn't even flinch when I cut her ear with a knife Eric had made me throw at her. How she had been so brave to jump off of the train first. I never jumped first. That's when I turn around to walk out the door. I was pretty hungry.
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