look what happened
mcgees pov
i went away i got a offer i could not refuse for the last year i have been working at NCIS rota spain. i came back and was told some shocking news abbys getting married today and she wanted my blessing to make sure i am ok with it so i told her i was to make her happy. i cant say i wasent shocked when she told me i dident think she would move on so fast. i never thought i would feel like this.
i cant belive this is happening i wasent ment to be like this she was ment to marry me not him. i should of told her how i felt before i left and mayby just mayby it would be me standing at the alter waiting for her to walk down the ailse looking like and angel and i would be me looking at houses and planing what to call our kids.
now shes married everythings next it will be houses and babies and it should be me doing those things with her not him. hes not good enough for her he will hurt her and i will be the one she runs to for comfort. we were good togeather we had fun.
i wasent going to go but she asked and i went as she said ner vows i felt my heart break and shatter in to a million pieces. she was my darkangel and i loved her and still love her now but she dosent love me anymore. she told me before i left if i go then its over but i went any way it was a chance of a life time and i couldent pass it up so i went hopeing she dident mean it. but what did i expect her to wait for me to come back? no i dident but i hoped she would but now shes moved on and got married mayby i should move on too.