Darkness falls...
darkness reigns...
pools of tears...
don't drown my pain...
hate burns...
deep inside...
for everything done unto to me...
but even more deeply and deadly dark...
it burns for myself...
loathe the comfort I find in silence...
in lonliness...
in misery...
loathe the part of me...
resigned to die alone...
terrified I'll never belong...
never be loved...
longed for...
missed...
loathe the weakness...
that reigns over me...
am I all that was done to me?...
am I more?...
less?...
am I to weak to find the answer?...
was my fate sealed long ago...
by the one who caused this pain?...
or was it done by me...
condemnation...
damnation...
I am my own worst enemy...