"Zeke?" I call out loudly uncaring of my surroundings. "ZEKE!" I scream this time looked around and I ran through my feet pounding down the hall way and I looked left and right a powerful ache spreading through my chest as I whimpered low when suddenly Zeke was standing in front of me and I broke out in a completely wide smile with tears of relief pooling into my eyes they were hot like usual but I was to happy to mind them. "Zeke! Thank god I found you!"
"I'm sorry Allie." He says tears welling up in his eyes as he stared at me love shining in his eyes but regret also. Regret for what?
"Why are you sorry? We can be together Zeke! Nothing can stand in the way, Sarren is gone and everything's being fixed and we can be together again Zeke it'll be perfect." I say a nervous edge melting into my voice as I walked towards him my smile wavering gently.
"STAY BACK!" He suddenly roars making me halt right away my eyes widening at it the tears pooling in my eyes slid down as I blinked and I knew the bloody trails they left.
"Zeke. . . "I whispered my voice rough sounding with the tears as he bowed his head his tears dripping down onto the ground gently when he lifted his hands up and there clenched between his hands was a long deadly stake.
"Zeke!" I yelled stepping closer and he gave me such a sad smile as he stared at me.
"I love you vampire girl." He says his voice surprisingly strong for the tears gushing down his face, the blood tears marking him as a vampire and he lifted his hands up the stake at level with his heart and before I could say absolutely anything he plunged the stake into his heart making me scream loudly as everything shattered around me.
"ZEKE!" I screech bolting up right the tears now cold but they welled up again sliding down slowly and I covered my face sobbing quietly into them the tears slipping through my fingers as I fell right down onto my back again and I sobbed loudly and uncontrollably the tears making a small pool beside me on the flood and I screamed and sobbed until I got it out and I looked at the room of my room sniffling and I sat up again slower and stood up slowly when I felt small pangs of pain and an almost helplessness at first I thought was mine but I realized quickly it was Jackal's and Kanin's pain and I knew they heard me sobbing but I could hardly care as I stepped into the shower standing under the burning hot water staying there washing my body and face along with my hair until my dead skin was a bright vivid red and I stopped looking into the mirror at myself. I was exactly the same, nothing about me will ever ever change according to Kanin and I felt miserable at that moment but it was the pain in my eyes that got my attention and it made me wonder if its what Jackal and Kanin have been seeing over the past months since Zeke killed himself.I walked downstairs wearing my now normal black on black and there sat Kanin and Jackal sat then immediately looked up when I walked in and when I looked at Kanin when I felt this tiny little tingling feeling through my chest and veins lightly which made me blink gently then walked to the fridge grabbing a big bottle of blood that we now kept stored in the mini cottage we found in the middle of the woods. In a strange way it was like our very own , only us and no ne else to annoy us at all with our very own large supply of blood that Jackal would get every once in a while which I never questioned where he got it from much to Kanin's surprise since I questioned almost everything about the vampire community but not anymore. Not since I watched the love of my life stab himself in the chest rather than spend life as a vampire but like Kanin told me, he was to human to ever be a vampire. We all sat in silence, Kanin stared at me intently like he was waiting for me to speak or if he was just staring in general, I didn't know but I kept my gaze to my bottle taking a swig of it every once in a while as Jackal picked at his nails before he broke the silence.
"Are we REALLY going to be like this?" He says his voice loud in the silence the irritation almost visible and I looked up at him to see annoyance sparking in his brilliant gold eyes.
"What do you mean?" I ask as naively as I could which made him glare at me.
"You fucking know what I mean." His voice lowers turning into a near growl which made me bristle.
"James. . . " Kanin says trailing off before Jackal raises a hand to cut him off and surprisingly, Kanin did just that and did't bother continuing his sentence.
"I don't James why don't you tell me what the hell you mean." I say as a challenge only to get both a wary and warning glance from Kanin but I ignored it immediately glaring back at Jackal as I put emphasis on his old name making him bristle just as I had.
"I mean you need to clean up your little fucking act!" He suddenly yells making both me and Kanin jump a bit turning to him with wide eyes, Kanin's eyes widen just a bit slower than mine but he didn't say anything. "Boo hoo you lost that damn guy but for god fucking sakes there's plenty of guys out there! FIND ONE!" He roars standing up so fast his chair slammed back to the ground as he glared at me his gaze absolutely terrifying. "cause I'm tired of watching you wither away to fucking nothing so clean up your damn act!" And with that he left slamming the tiny door behind him causing the whole cottage to shake with the force of it and we listened to the sound of him walking away and mumbling to himself about me being a stupid girl and such but then I turned to Kanin.
"Do you believe him?" I ask my chest suddenly tight at the thought of Kanin believing the same as Jackal as he stared at me with his dark eyes. He opened his mouth to say something then sighed and nodded almost shamefully and I stood up slowly and for some reason, instead of taking it out on Jackal with a movement I was barely aware of, I raised my hand and brought it down fast slapping Kanin hard then stormed out of the tiny kitchen slamming my door shut hard then locking it and I laid down in my bed again clutching my pillow to my chest tightly and closed my eyes even though it was night I laid there like that and I heard the soft sigh of Kanin then the front door opening much more gentler than Jackal had then shut almost silently as if by a breeze and I felt a few tears slip down and at first I thought it was over Zeke but no much to my great surprise it was to slapping Kanin. What the hell was that tingling feeling I had when I looked at him? Was it just an after effect from the dream? Or was it. . . was I starting to feel again? At the thought of feeling again my seemed to freeze all over again impossible as that was and I continued to lay there until it was dawn and I let the sleep over take me again.
~The Dream~
I was laying on my bed on my back and I felt hot. Like hotter than hot, it was like someone turned a flame on in me and when I sat up there was Kanin. Kanin? I thought to myself and I realized as my mouth went dry, his shirt was gone and his pants hung dangerously on his hips like they were about to fall off, I felt a distant throb and tingle between my thighs and for some faint reason, I was happy it was this dream and not my Zeke dream. Kanin walked towards me and I blushed furiously surprised I could still do it and I let out a breath as he pushed me back onto the bed and I realized for a second time, I was stark naked and I could feel a strange friction almost between my legs along with thi eagerness within my bones that I hadn't felt in a long time and I stared up at Kanin my body trembling faintly with the emotion my face darkening and he slid his pants right off and I looked down at his penis. Good Lord! My eyes widened greatly until they must've looked like moons my face a burning crimson. He was huge! I looked up to see a grin on his handsome face and he leaned down to. . . kiss me. I blinked blushing feeling his lips against mine and I surrendered with a moan giving into the dream state and I wrapped my legs around his waist with a low whimper of eagerness wiggling against him and he chuckled once a hand going down my bare back and to the small of my back th down further cupping my ass as he thrusted into me and I cried out loudly.
"Kanin!" I screamed as he thrust into me with now mercy as my body trembled hard with the new sensations flowing into it and I whimpered and moans uncontrollably as he began to thrust faster.
"Allison." His voice was so low and his face was nuzzled under my chin and he moaned loudly picking up a whole new speed and I faintly heard my bed screeching against the floor but I was to busy arching, pressing, wiggling and squirming against his hard body when he slammed into me hard and we both screamed at the climax.
~End of dream~
Kanin's P.O.V
What. . . the hell was THAT? A sex dream? About me and Allison? What is WRONG with me?! Shes like a daughter! I created her and so it technically made us master and creation, father and daughter bumore than anything we were man and woman, with desires and aches so it wasn't that surprising but that dream. . . that dream broke so many lines and crossed so many boarders and I prayed to God Jackal didn't see any of it and I hoped it stayed to myself and as I sat up I realized I had a little. . . . Problem. A HARD problem and I leaned back on my elbow staring at the tight spot of my pants. Hmm what to do. I grinned to myself suddenly. Maybe I could get Allison in here to hel- NO! WHAT THE FUCK! I shook my grin off eyes narrowing and I growled to myself and I fell onto my bed my penis hard and raging and I tried to ignore it until I wiggled almost aching to take it out and I did nearly moaning aloud at how amazing it felt and I wrapped my hand around it tightly stroking it slowly and closed my eyes replaying scene's of the dream over and over in my head as my hand picked up an amazing new tempo moaning out loud finally wiggling and bucking my hips my hand squeezing and stroking and I cried out hoarsely as my climax came and the come had spurted up and out making me cry out again one hand twisting up in the sheets as I held on to what felt like dear life as I rode out the orgasm and breathed hard. Dear damn god I was losing it! I have been alive for centuries and this one GIRL comes along and I have to go fantasizing about her! My own daughter too! I panted roughly when the door opened and before I could hide anything there stood Allison and her eyes widened a dark blush staining her cheeks like in the dream.
"A-Alli-" I stamared sitting up my penis seeming to have a life of its own and hardened back into an erection and her cheeks burned a darker crimson.
"No I-I. . . Um I think I'm going to go now." She turned all but running as my penis hardened and she slammed the door shut and ran all the way to her room and slammed that door and I felt her complete horror then sadness engulfed her as she started sobbing loudly again making my heart tremble and I quickly masterbated once again before putting my penis back in my pants stumbling out of room when I realized it was the early afternoon and I walked up to her door about to knock when her voice came clear as day.
"Zeke. . . Zeke why did you have to do that we could've been together it would've been okay I was here for you is being with me th. . . that bad?" She stuttered in between her words a loud sob bursting out and I walked back to my room and shut the door looking at the remains of my masturbation and I walked to the corner of my room after bundling up the blankets and putting them in the washer, starting it and walked back to my room laying on the bed closing my eyes.
"It wouldn't be that bad to be with you." I mumbled just before passing out finally and blissfully with no dreams this time.