I don't think you ever knew how much I feel in love with you

He only planned to comfort her that night. She came to him as a friend in pain, looking for a shoulder to cry on as she has so many times before. But the minute those words left her lips he snapped. Trailing his fingers up her arm and through her hair he wanted her. Looking at him from her hooded eyes, he could see into her deep blue eyes and know that she shared his desire. Gazing down at her lips, just one kiss, one taste, he had to know.

His mouth came down on hers with a force that held all his desire and need. Kissing her washed away all the hurt and pain from what he had witness early in the night and all that was left was his love for the woman currently in his arms. One taste of her lips and it was all over; he couldn't get their clothes off fast enough.

Breaking their kiss only to remove his shirt, he slammed her body back into his needing the feel of her against his naked skin.

Lowering them to the floor her hands slid from around his back, trailing down his chest in search for the button of his jeans. Undoing them and slowly sliding down his zipper, she reached in and wrapped her soft small hand around his thick ever-growing shaft, stroking him into a slow rhythm.

Letting out a soft moan as he tries to contain himself before it was over before it even began. Grabbing her wrists and putting them over her head, in swift movements he removes her bottoms. Trailing kisses and nipping his way down her body in search of her little bundle of ecstasy. Taking her swollen clit in his mouth, he sucks and lets go with a pop only to lick a thick trail up and down her slit losing himself in her sweet scent and burying himself in her soft short curls.

Moaning and wreathing at his menstruations, she felt herself getting close to the edge, "Oh God, don't stop" and with one last lick he clamps down on her clit and sends her over the edge, lapping up every drop of her release. Before she has a chance to recover, he slides up her body and drives into her. Arching her back at the impromptus invasion of her body, she grips his shoulder and holds on for the ride as he slams hard and fast into her body.

Meeting his hips with every thrust she wraps her legs around his waist taking him in deep. Feeling that he's close to climaxing, he reaches between them and starts manipulating her clit. Letting out a gasp, her inner muscles tighten around him as her orgasm takes over her body. Her muscle clamping him like a vice, he thrust into her three more times and shouts "Elizabeth" before emptying himself inside of her.

Looking into her eyes he lowers himself to her lips to claim her once again…

"Oh Jason"

A shift at his side derails him from his thoughts. Looking at the naked brunette snuggled up against him, with the big brown eyes instead of blue Jason knew Elizabeth was right. The night of the blackout would be the only night he would have with her.


You're so beautiful

He said to her before lowering her body onto the green felt of the pool table. Looking directly into his clear cerulean blue eyes, words were no longer needed, seeing the desire in them, she knew what he wanted, and answered by opening her legs inviting him into her temple.

Dipping his head he claimed her lips with a force that triggered a moan deep in her throat. His hands gripped her hips as he thrusts into her without preparation; the pain and pleasure of the most welcomed assault, raising her hips and wrapping her legs around his waist. Trailing kisses along her jaw and lightly biting his way to her neck, slowly pulling all the way out of her so only the tip of his length was nestled between her folds, he grabs her hands and places them over her heads as he slams back into her.

Knocking the breath out of her lungs all she could do was tighten her grip around his waist. Slamming into her with a force so rough and mind blowing she feels her coil start to tighten, "Jason I'm so..."

DING

The sound of the timer derails her from her thoughts. Gripping the sides of the sink, she tries to catch her breath as the replaying of the memory in her mind starts to fade. Looking down at the stick she sees two pink lines. Taking a shaky hand to hold up the stick to eye level

"Shit"

The wheels in her mind started spinning trying to figure out exactly how and when this could have happened. Questions started assaulting her mind, trying to figure out her next step because one thing was for sure. Either the father of her child was the drug addict currently curled up in the fetal position in the middle of her bed growing through another round of withdrawals or it was the man who invaded her thoughts after sharing one night together six weeks ago. A night they both agreed to keep a secret, a man who was in love with another woman, but also the man who had her heart.

Shit.


Pacing on the docks waiting for Elizabeth, Jason contemplates what reason she could possibly be calling him for.

"Jason"

Turning around he spots Elizabeth coming down the steps still in her blue scrubs with her hair pulled up in a ponytail.

"Elizabeth…um, how are you?" He asks in a nervous tone, unable to meet her eyes directly. It had been five weeks since the last time he laid eyes on her and seven weeks since she had woken up in his arms after several rounds of lovemaking around his penthouse.

"I'm good" she states, tucking a loose curl behind her ear, stareing at her feet.

Tilting his head trying to meet her eyes, "Is there something wrong?" You called me saying it was urgent…"

"Yeah, I uh needed to speak to you, I would've stopped by the penthouse but I didn't want to talk about this in front of Sam since we both agreed to keep this a secret I just…I don't know. I'm not…" trailing off unable to find the words to work up to her telling him her unexpected news.

"Yeah, Sam has been cooped up the past few days, I think she has the stomach flu or something?

"Oh I'm sorry Jason, you should be at home looking after her, this can wait" turning to walk away Jason grabs her hand and turns her to him. Holding her hand and taking his other hand to her chin to tilt her head up so he could look her in the eyes "You know you can tell me anything right? I'll always help you anyway I can". Rubbing the back of her hand in small circles hoping to ease the tension and calm her nerves.

Looking down and letting out a long shaky breath, she raises her head to meet his eyes again and blurts out "I'm pregnant". Dropping her hand, to run his hands through his hair as he released a breath he didn't know he was holding, "Is the baby mine?"

"It could be" pulling her bottom lip into her mouth working her teeth back and forth, returning her eyes to the ground no longer able to look at him.

"But we used protection…" At least he remembered using protection. Floor, pool table, couch….

"Yeah, we'll it's not 100"

Pacing back and forth in front of her trying to wrap his mind around the possibility that he could be the father of Elizabeth's child, he stops and rubs his hands over his face, "How can we find out for sure?"

"Well, see that's why I called you. I'm far enough along in my pregnancy to take a paternity test that is safe enough so that the risk to the baby is at a minimum. All you'll need to do is submit a sample and then we should be able to find out in two weeks"

"When do you need it?"

"As soon as possible. The sooner we know the sooner we can deal with this situation"

"So what would happen if I turned out to be the father of your child?"

"Let's cross that bridge if it happens. Um…would it be possible to keep this between you and me? I mean Lucky is working so hard to stay clean and this is the kind of thing that could derail this recovery. Plus you and Sam are in a good place right now, why rock the boat before we even know anything for sure?"

She was right. He was supposed to be working on his relationship with Sam, even though it felt like they haven't really made any progress. Sam was so hell bent on having a child, but he wasn't sure if a baby would fix their problems or add to them.

"I think that's a good idea, why say anything where there might not be anything to say at all"

"Right…well I have to get back to work before Epiphany gets on my case. I'll set up an appointment with Dr. Lee", she turns and takes off before he could even respond.

"You have got to be kidding me!"

Groaning at the sound of the voice behind him, he turns to see a pissed off blond

"Tell me it's not true Jason"

"How much did you hear?"

"Enough to know that that goodie goodie muffin face could be caring your child. How could you be so careless? Actually forget that, how could you even sleep with her when you're in love with Sam?"

"Can you lower your voice and calm down? It was one night, the night of the blackout, she caught Lucky sleeping with Maxie in her apartment, I saw Sam sleeping with Ric…we turned to each other"

Rolling her eyes, "Revenge sex…she's just trying to trap you Jason. I mean out of all the places she could've went to that night, Emily's, her grandmother's, a motel. But no, she had to see you, climbing 15 flights of stairs in the dark. She wanted you Jason"

"It wasn't like that for us Carly. We needed each other that night and it meant…"

"Ugh, spare me the details. What are you going to do?"

"All I can do is take the test and go from there"

"You know this will kill Sam right. All she talks about are you sharing a child together, the one thing she wants more than anything and you could already have given that to Elizabeth"

"I know" turning away and leaving in the direction that Elizabeth had left


Sorting through the files at the nurse's hub, Elizabeth tries to lose herself in her work. The past two weeks had been crazy. Lucky got kicked off the force after showing up to a bust high and almost getting his partner shot. Mac had no choice but to take his badge and gun, telling him to seek help before he completely ruined his life. Elizabeth thought that this would be the wake up call to finally get him into rehab considering her and Cameron weren't reason enough, but he was still insisting that he could handle his addiction on his own. Not willing to wait for him to get his act together, Elizabeth kicked him out, telling him that she already had one child to take care of and wasn't willing to risk the safety of said child in order to hold his hand while he lived in the state of denial.

If that wasn't bad enough, she kept having non-stop visits from Nikolas and Lulu telling her not to give up on Lucky, how he's just going through a rough patch, how the pills are at fault for him straying and hopping into bed with Maxie and that he needs her to take care of him. When exactly did she become Laura Spencer because the last time she checked the only child of hers was named Cameron Webber, not Lucky Spencer.

The pills. God she hated them but she didn't think they were what lead Lucky into bed with Maxie, after all he wasn't on pills when he hopped into bed with her sister Sarah. The one good thing she could say about all that had happened was that it distracted her from dwelling on the results of the paternity test.

Earlier that day Kelly had handed her the results. Seeking refuge in the locker room she went to open them, but a five car pile up on the interstate had taken precedence so she had to stick the envelope in her locker and wait until she had a free moment to herself.

There it still remained unopened and having the potential to really shake up her life. Every time she thought about it a million questions would assault her mind: If its Jason's would he want this baby? Would it ruin all of his chance with Sam? Does she really want Sam to play stepmother to this baby?

"I'm surprised you're not measuring for curtains"

Of course, what miserable week doesn't include an encounter with the one Carly Benson Quatermaine Corinthos Alcazar Corinthos Jacks, the last person she would possibly want to deal with right now.

Glancing briefly up from the files, she spots the overbearing blond. "Is there a reason you're here Carly?

"I'm guessing you're little test results hadn't come out as you hoped or else you wouldn't still be working"

"Excuse me, what test results" feigning ignorance

Rolling her eyes "I guess your latest attempts to get your claws into Jason have failed…again. It's all for the best anyway, you can't handle Jason's life and he definitely didn't want to be saddled with a child with you when he's been trying to get Sam pregnant"

With one last smirk and a flip of her hair over her shoulder, Carly saunters off to the elevators. Irritated by Jason's inability to keep her best friend out of their business but now she had to deal with a bitchy Carly attempting to control a situation that had nothing to do with her. Releasing an annoyed breath, Elizabeth rushed off in the direction of the locker rooms to find out the real truth about who the father of her child was.


Coffee invoices, messages with various problems he had to handle, Jason sat back in his chair at his desk digging the palms of his hands into his eyes trying to relieve the stress of the past two weeks. With all the increase in problems all he could think about were the results of the paternity test. He hadn't realized how disappointed he'd be when Carly informed him that Elizabeth's baby wasn't his.

Even though he wasn't in a relationship with Elizabeth and agreed to think about having a family with Sam he couldn't help but feel disappointed that once again he came up short in being a father.

A knock at the door interrupted his thoughts, opening it to reveal a nervous looking Elizabeth

"Can I come in?"

Opening the door wider to let her pass, Jason couldn't help but trail his eyes up and down her figure and stopping at her small round bottom, remembering how perfectly it felt in his hands as he took her up against the wall at the top of the stairs.

Entering the penthouse Elizabeth's eyes immediately darted to the pool table causing her to blush and smile, still remembering how the green top felt up against her naked skin after Jason drove into her at a fierce pace. She wondered if that was where their child was conceived.

Walking towards the fireplace, "I got the results back today"

"I know"

"You know?"

" Carly already told me that the baby is Lucky's"

"Carly?"

"I know we agreed that we weren't going to tell anyone, but she overheard us on the docks talking. You know how she can be…"

So that's how Carly knew about the test. She didn't think Jason would go against their agreement.

"Anyway, she told me she was at the hospital and…I guess it's for the best. I mean this way you don't have to worry about my life touching your children, they won't be in danger and now there's nothing in the way of you and Lucky working things out" Hoping that last part wasn't true, but knowing that if him and Sam were working on their relationship after everything there was really no reason Lucky and Elizabeth weren't trying to do the same.

"Wait, Jason, you don't understand, Carly had it all…"

"Jason!"

Elizabeth eyes shot open and looked like a deer caught in headlight at the sound of Sam's voice. She had completely forgot about the brunette that lived there.

Hearing the sound of feet growing louder as Sam raced down the stairs with tears in her eyes. Running to Jason and completely not noticing Elizabeth standing next to him, she wraps her arms around his neck. Not understanding what's going on Jason just goes with it.

As she pulls back, her eyes filled with tears looking into his baby blues, she holds up a white stick to Jason's face

"We're pregnant!"