A/N : This is totally random. I was on the verge of sleep and then all of a sudden I had this AMAZING dream and my over-active imagination totally helped me fill in the gaps.

Who wanted to be stuck at home on a perfectly good L.A Friday night.? Not me. I got into my neon green mini dress and converse and walked out of my Palm Woods apartment I shared with my two BFFs Shannon and Stephanie.

It was kinda weird how all of our names started with an S but we thought it was kind of cool.

After making our way out of the hotel I noticed someone. It was Kendall Knight. Lucky for me he didn't see me.

We kinda MAYBe dated. We dated for close to 3 years but he left me for his singing career. He never knew Gustavo was my uncle and he didn't know I came here every year.

Expecially now my mom was off in Africa helping people and my dad was in jail for stealing from a couple of banks. Don't get me wrong I love Gustavo and he's cool but he can be contrrolling. And tomorrow I was supposed to help him at his recording studio so I'm pretty sure I will see Kendall and the rest of the guys there.

Anyways. We got into my new car and drove off to the nearest club. We were only 19 but we had fake ids. We've had them for 3 years so obviously we look older so that helps. It really helped when we wanted to party. I was the only one that didn't drink.

We got into the club but I couldn't help but feel I was being watched by the bouncer. the feeling quickly faded as "The City is Ours" came on. I still lover their songs.

We each got a table and started dancing on top of them. After about half an houre we got down and huddled together so we could hear eachother talk.

"And Carlos is coming in... now." Stephanie looked at the dorrs and me and Shannon followed her gaze to see all of Big Time Rush walk in the doors. They could get into anywhere as longas they didn't drink.

"How come you didn't tell me.? I could be in the bathroom by now.!"

"Sorry. I forgot." She gave me a sad smile and I nodded and walked off. To my very lucky suprise there was a guy that looked about a couple years older than me. he was alone so I took him to dance. Within seconds he was more comfortable.

I did have to admit he WAS pretty cute. We stayed at the club for about 3 hours and all 7 of us left together. Lucky for me I'm pretty sure Kendal didn't see me.

then, for no Apparent reason I could see I gave the bouncer a 20. I turned to walk away and he grabbed my arm. It took me 2 seconds to turn around after the shock I was just put through. I remembered him now.

He was my ex-boyfriend. We was 20 now and we only dated for 2 days. He liked to be seriously gross and perverted. Then 3 years later he did something to me I will never forget.

He gave me a wicked smile and sayd "Ya know. I know you're only 19 so Unless you want to get you and your friends in trouble you better listen really close."

I nodded because I didn't know what else to do. I had to hurry before someone realized I wasn't with them and then they look back. "Whatever."

"You have to go to this address tomorrow. (He gave me a card.) and you can't tell a single soul where you're going. My number's on the card. Text me and I'lll tell you the rest."

I nodded and walked away as calmly as I could. I was the type of girl that does things for others. I got that from my mom. but I was also the one to do things I wasn't supposed to. I got that from my Dad.

This was one of those things I wasn't supposed to do but had to for the sake of my friends.

Even if it Meant I had to go through what I did three years ago.