A/N: I'm baaaaaack! xD Okay, here's a random Dramione songfic of the awesome song Breakeven by The Script
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Breakeven
"Oh c'mon mate! Just one song! One song!" All his friends cheered. He chuckled a bit. Why not? I mean, it was his best mate's birthday. He stood up and walked towards the stage.
"I'll be playing my own song." He said. Oh what am I doing? He was, as others say, "whinging it". He took the guitar that was handed to him and played the first song that came to his mind.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even.
Everybody started cheering but things weren't going too well for him. Why on earth did he pick this song?
Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no
His voice was beginning to tremble and memories started flooding back. The day she said goodbye, the day she said they were through. All the pain he felt, they all met at a certain part in his chest.
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
He remembered taking her hand, begging her to not leave him. It was the most un-Malfoy thing he's ever done but it still wasn't enough to stop her. God, I'm such an idiot.
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no
He started thinking about if she has moved on. For all he knows, she may have forgotten him. Forgotten the mutual hatred and eventual love they shared over a year ago. Maybe she forgot about how she ripped his heart out too, he thought bitterly.
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)
He wondered where she was. If only he could see him now. He felt pathetic but he knew everything he was singing was true. The best part of him was ALWAYS her. But she let her friends get the best of her. She believed them. She believed that he didn't love her. If only she knew.
You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.
That Weasel… He just had to enter the picture, he thought. He didn't even know how he was singing. With all the confusions, he wasn't sure how he remembered all the lyrics.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't break, no it don't break even no.
Oh why was he even thinking about all those? He's getting married in a month. He needs to forget about her. He needs to move on. If they were meant to be, they would be together. But the sad thing is: they're not. He had to accept the bitter truth that she'll never love him no matter how much she meant to him. Even if she was his whole life. There's nothing he could do anymore. He closed his eyes tightly one more time and sung the last verse with the least conviction possible.
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no.
He strummed the last strum slowly. Everyone rose up their seat and cheered him on. He didn't know how he sounded and he didn't care. No matter how much he tried, he knew he could never let go of her. Never.
Little did he know that at the very back, in a secluded place, there was a Ms. Hermione Granger, crying by herself. Regretting not telling him the real reason why she broke up with him. It wasn't her friends. She wasn't pressured. She was going to die.
A/N: OhmyGod I'm so evil xD Sorry Purple, but that's what my typing fingers came up with. This whole fic is just a spur of the moment :D Sorry guys. Now, Review!