Breaking the habit
Memories consume
Like
opening the wound,
I'm picking me apart again
You
all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
Charlie
was thinking for the first time about everything. Everything that had
happened on the island and everything that had happened before that
time. He found out that everything he had done had started and ended
with his addiction to heroine.
I don't want to be the one
The
battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one
confused
The
same was with his feelings for Claire. Because of her, he wanted to
try and stop with his addiction. However, he had failed and couldn't
resist the temptation. Then he tried again, but with the tragic
ending of only losing Claire's faith in him.
I don't know
what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know
why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I
got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the
habit tonight
Now
nobody trusted him anymore, and yet again, everything had ended
because of his heroine addiction. He had been weak and would always
be weak. How hard he tried the temptation would never be gone, but
his feelings for Claire would also never change.
I'll paint
it on the walls
Cause I'm the one that falls
I'll never
fight again
And this is how it ends