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*As I go back and reread this chapter I realize how horrible it is but bear with me because I think it gets better as the story goes on…Skip ahead to see if i'm telling the truth...*

A/N: well I've been reading on the site for awhile and i guess i wanted to give it a try? well here's the first chapter. the first few are going to be in Jakes POV but as Nessie grows it will be in both. I always wanted more with the family and friends so it will have a lot of the cullens and the wolfpack. and fair warning sorry for the spelling and grammer errors. Well thanks and enjoy.

JPOV

I was lying in my bed and the sun was leaking through my window and I was dreading this day, but also looking forward to it, only because I got to see my reason for existing. Months had passed since the whole "volturi thing" and for the first time in a long time things were finally settled down. I was just about to re-enroll in school on the rez because even though Nessie was the most important thing to me in my life, what good would I be as a lazy uneducated guy?

It was the Saturday before school started and I was about to tell Nessie that I wouldn't be there all the time like I have been. I flung my long gangly legs over the edge of my bed and stretched all my mussels out. I glanced at my small room littered with dirty clothes and other unnamable crap and stifled a laugh. I got out of bed and walked over to an overflowing basket of clothes and picked out some cutoffs, a plain white t shirt, some boxers and socks and smelled them just to make sure they were clean. Yup they were, man I loved my sister if it wasn't for her I'd probably never have any clean clothes. Rachel was nice enough to come over and help out around the house for Billy seeing as I was a bit preoccupied with Nessie all the time.

I attempted to walk out of my room but stumbled over some shoes and an old pizza box. I grabbed my towel on the way out and headed for the shower. I stripped and hopped in and let the warm water cascade over me. There was a nagging in my chest that I could now easily place. Nessie. I needed to see her. Eight hours away was just becoming too hard and a little daunting if you ask me. I quickly washed up and got out. I toweled dry, got dressed, brushed my teeth gathered all my crap off the floor and left for my room. I tossed all of the dirty stuff in my hands onto the floor, man I was getting messier by the day. I made a mental note to try and clean up a bit in here. Ha fat chance. I strolled over to the closet pulled out my favorite pair of Nikes. I slipped the on and then unsuccessfully tried to make it out of my room without tripping over something. I slammed my door shut and jogged to the kitchen and seen my dad at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee and a muffin reading the local paper.

"Hey Jake where's the fire?" he asked without even looking up from his paper. Man he was really observant. Or did it radiate off of me that I was that anxious to get out and see Nessie.

"Uh no fire just wanna get the day goin' yah know?" I replied

"Mhm." He said sarcastically.

"Well if your done, I uh have some stuff to do today."

"yeah sure um don't forget about school Monday. I mean I know it's been a while since you've gone so don't forget just sayin'. And I want you to know…well I'm proud of you for going back. This is gonna be a lot for you to handle with Nessie, your pack and all…So uh yeah." He trailed off and took a sip of his coffee avoiding eye contact. I stood in the doorway between the kitchen and the living room awkwardly. Billy was never the one to show his emotions much but when he did I always felt weird. But it was nice knowing my dad felt this way.

I rubbed the back of my neck. "uh thanks dad. And I remember school that was one of the things I had to do today…tell Nessie." I instantly got my anxious and antsy to leave and see her.

"Oh well okay son. Have a good day tell the uh Cullens Hi." I was thankful my dad was finally warming up to them because they were now well kinda my family.

"Sure, sure dad. Later." I replied walking by him and patting on the shoulder then i was out the door. Once my feet hit the outside I was sprinting towards my Nessie. I made it in no time and came to door of the Cullens huge house. I could smell some enticing smell and the vampire odor I had gotten used to. I glided up the stairs and rang the doorbell. Seconds' later pixie flung the door open.

"Morning Jake." She greeted happily.

"Hey Shorty. What's happen'?"

"Mmm nothing planning my next shopping trip to L.A. here to see Nessie or was it me you came to see?" I scoffed and walked into the house.

"Sure it was you, I was wondering if you'll include me in your next trip?" I over enthusiastically replied, because her eyes began to sparkle. I immediately backtracked. "Whoa I see that…that thing in your eye. I was just kidding I'm here for Nessie."

"Hm you know how I feel about your attire, that is something that will be changed eventually if you're gonna keep hanging around you know." I groaned knowing it was probably true she always got what she wanted. Damn persuasive vampire. "But her Bella and Edward should be here shortly. In the mean time Esme is making you breakfast in the kitchen." And with that she bounced away. Emmett and Jasper were on the couch playing a video game yelling at each other. Blondie was perched at the piano playing some tune I had no idea what it was. Alice had taken post at the computer looking up hotels in L.A. for this weekend and Carlisle was sitting on an arm chair in the corner reading a massively huge book I wouldn't even dare to touch.

"Good Morning Jacob, it's nice to see you again." Carlisle said looking up from his book and offering a smile.

I grinned sheepishly back at him. "Uh Morning doc, a uh bit of light reading?" I questioned jokingly. He chuckled.

"I guess you could say that." He replied. Just then my stomach let out a loud yowl. Doc chuckled again. "Esmes' in the kitchen just finishing up." He added with a grin.

"Thanks." I couldn't wait to eat some of that food. I mean I'll eat just about anything, but Esme is one of the best cooks I know up there with Emily and Rachel. Lately she's been making me all of my meals since I'm always here. For not eating damn she can cook. I waltzed in the kitchen to be smacked dead in the face with one of the greatest smells ever.

"Good morning Esme." I said plopping down in one of the bar stools.

"Good morning Jacob." She said placing a huge plate of mouthwatering food in front of me. She gave me a huge smile that made me feel all warm. It was like she was a mother to me, I mean she fed me and seemed to care for me close enough to a mother.

"Wow this looks amazing! Thanks you really shouldn't have." I said just to be polite because I was lying...she really should have and i was glad she did.

"Oh Jacob, you know I love to cook and you and Nessie are the only ones that can eat. I'll take whatever chance I can." It was like she radiated love. It just dripped off her in buckets.

"Thanks a lot…again." I smiled back.

"Well eat up dear. I assume Nessie will be here shortly." I nodded and she walked out of the kitchen but not before rubbing my back motherly. I dug in knowing that Nessie would be here soon. I knew Nessie had just hunted last night so she wouldn't want 'solid' food for a day or so. I finished in record time and I could feel the dull ache in my chest loosen alerting me she was near and as if a confirmation I smelled her sweet scent. I spun around on my seat to see her charging into the kitchen. She looked about eight but her ageing had slowed significantly.

"Jake!" she squealed jumping into my arms fitting perfectly like she was made for them. I hugged her close to my chest and buried my face in her curls taking in her scent. "I missed you." She whispered after a few seconds.

"I just seen you a few hours ago when I put you to bed." I laughed. Her lower lip jutted out and I felt anxious that I'd hurt her feelings. Jeeze I was such a pansy now, freaking over a kids pout. I guess i had an excuse she was my imprint for crying out loud. "What?" I questioned anxiously.

"You didn't miss me?" she asked me slowly.

"Of course I did I was just kidding." A wide smile spread across her angelic face. I kissed her forehead and set her down. "So what do you wanna do today kiddo?" I asked.

"Can we go to the beach?" she bounced around on the stool, her curls bouncing with her.

"Sure just have to ask your mom and dad." I laughed and she was gone. I could hear her asking Bella and Edward if she could go to beach in the next room.

"Well I don't see why not." I heard Bella answer.

"That seems reasonable Renesmee , as long as Jacob promises to get you home safe and by eight o'clock." Edward continued

"He promises!" I heard Nessies eager voice reply.

"For some reason little one, I don't think you can answer that you are not Jacob." Edward snickered. I took this as my cue and rounded the corner.

"Hey Bells, Edward. Yeah I promise I will bring Nessie back in one piece and we'll be home by eight. Scouts honor." I said placing one hand over my heart and held the other up. Nessie giggled and Bella and Edward just scoffed at my stupid joke. Well I don't care what they think, at least Nessie laughed. I thought to myself causing Edward to laugh.

"Okay, well have fun. Renesmee sweetheart don't forget your bathing suit and towel." Bella said hugging Nessie. Nessie pulled away nodded and went to hug Edward.

"Come on Jake! Help me pick out a bathing suit." Nessie yelped already on her way up the stairs to her room here.

A/N: so? well this is giving back story of what's been going on. let me know what you think?