Series Title: The Bryan Adams Series
Title: I'm a Liar – Story Twenty
Author: ANNE (the insane one)
Rating: R
Summary: Catherine, on her relationship or lack of with Paul Newsome
Disclaimer: Characters et al belong to the people that make CSI. "I'm a Liar" belongs to Bryan Adams.
Cath's POV
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maybe i told you right from the start
you can have me
but you can't have my heart
it's easy enough to say but i couldn't care less
ya i mighta told you you were on my mind
guess i talked a pretty good line
but hey i can talk all day
but i just can't confess
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Goddamn this whole sticky mess. Goddamn me getting involved with Paul Newsome, and thinking it could just stay a platonic relationship with sex.
He wants more. Says he needs more.
And I know I can't give him more.
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that i'm a liar
i'm a victim of desire
i'm a moth into the fire
i'm over my head - forget what i said
tell ya i'm a liar
i'm just walking on the wire
i couldn't get much higher
i'm over my head - forget what i said
baby i'm a liar
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It was easier when it was just sex. When all I had to do was go through the motions.
But I can't tell him the truth. I can't just sit there and tell him that the sex is great…but I think about another man during it.
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when i told you i was hard to pin down
ya know i was just messin around
guess you know by now that's just my way
and if you want some stories - well i got a few
but hey - this is the truth i swear to you
how many more times do you want me to say...
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Every time he touches me. Every time he's inside of me. Every time I have an orgasm…it's not him that gives it to me.
It's Gil.
Gil with his soft touch, his quiet voice and his way of getting inside me. His love for Lindsey and his way of cheering me up after a hard case. His little smirk when he's happy, and how he sticks his tongue out when he's concentrating or excited. All he has to do is look at me, and he knows my deepest secrets and desires.
Then why doesn't he know this one?
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if i told ya to go away
baby you can't believe a thing i say
listen....
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FINIS