Alright well this is kinda bad/depressing/pointless but I was bored and didn't have time to start a new chap on one of my stories so thought I might write a one shot.

Set in the ep where Julian asked Brooke to go to LA. Except there is no Sam.

Everything else you would need to know is generally in there.


Dreams of Brooke Davis

Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there. I do not sleep.

Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there. I did not die.

And it's all too much

too much to bare

because she's gone

and you can't stand it

your weak

she was strong

and now she's gone

forever

you can't stand to look in the mirror

you can't close your eyes

all you see is her

Brooke Davis

all around

and it sickens you

because she's gone

gone

forever, how are you supposed to deal with that

vodka

whiskey

bourbon

your old friends

her old friends

your name is Lucas Scott

and it took you six years to realise you can't live without her

your stupid

your an idiot really

her smile

her laugh

her eyes

her heart

all of it

you loved her

you let her walk away

and she's gone

forever

and it's disgusting because its your fault

she told you she was still in love with you

she told you she wanted you to tell her to stay

she told you to stop her from going with him

and you didn't

you let her walk out that door

tears falling down her perfect face

you let her get in her car

you let her leave

your house

this earth

and it took you too long

too long to chase after her

and it was too late

her car was in ruins

she was gone

and its your fault

because you took too long to fight

you always took too long to fight for her

she came to your house

"Hey Pretty Girl, what are you doing here?"

"Lucas, I need to tell you something"

"What's up?"

"I love you Lucas Scott, I'm in love with you"

and you freeze because its crazy

it can't be true

Brooke Davis doesn't say things like that

Brooke Davis doesn't make irrational declarations of love

not when she's supposed to be leaving for LA with her boyfriend in less than two hours

not when you haven't spoken in almost a month

not when you just found out her best friend is pregnant with your child

"Lucas?"

she waits for your answer

"Lucas, I want you to tell me not to go with Julian"

but your still frozen in shock

tears spill from her face

"Lucas tell me not to leave"

"I love you too"

that's the one thing you do tell her because despite everything

all the drama

all the pain

all the heartache

its true

you love her

so much

too much

"Then tell me not to go, make me stay"

"I can't"

you have no idea what your saying but you can't make her stay

if she found out

Peyton, the baby

it would kill her

you and Peyton haven't been together in almost three months

but a baby will kill Brooke and you know it

so you can't make her stay

you can't

even if it's the only thing you ever really wanted

more tears spill from her eyes

without another word she leaves

and for a moment your body contemplates

but you know what your going to do

in the end your going to go after her

you can't not

you spring from your chair

she can't have gone far

your on the street

there's a sickening crashing sound

and your heart is on fire

you can barely breath

you turn and see the smash

your running but you can't feel your legs

she's out of the car

on the street

and your whole body is numb

you know she's dead

and a part of you dies with her

all of you dies with her

you hold her

grasp to her

pray that if there is a god he will bring her back

take you instead

but it doesn't work that way

and your in the hospital

you don't know why

Haley's there

Nathan

Julian, he looks broken

Milly

Mouth

Skillz

Chase

Peyton

you can't even look at her

it's not her fault

you know that

it's all your fault

yet you can't look at Peyton

and your at the funeral

you watch as your Pretty Girl is taken away from you one last time

you break all over again

it must be some sick joke

this girl in the ground is the first girl you ever gave your heart to

the last girl you ever gave your heart to

she held you through your darkest times

cried with you when everything went wrong

she was by your side when your dreams came true

and you need her now

to cry with

you need her to hold you

tell you everything is ok

how is it fair that she would have been the one person to make it better

yet the one person who can't

and you don't need six stages of grief

because you know she's gone

and you know she's not coming back

yet acceptance will never come

not to you

Haley tells you to be strong

Nathan tells you he knows how you feel

Peyton can't stop the tears

Mouth won't stop starring at one place

Skillz holds Jamie as the little boy says goodbye to his only godmother

Chase looks broken

Julian looks broken

there are ghosts in their eyes

and soon everyone is gone

but four of us are still there

Haley

Nathan

Peyton

you

the Tree Hill crew

its fitting that we should be the last to say goodbye

the five of us against the world

that's how it was supposed to be

all the drama

all the pain

you never let it rip you apart

but Brooke Davis is gone

and you doubt that you will survive it

people try to tell you it will get better

but all of a sudden imaging a future without her is impossible

and you can't help but think about the night she broke into your car

the night on the beach

the night of the letters

the night in the rain

Naley's wedding

Angie

everything

every moment with her

she told you she loved you

and all you could do was say it back

now every night you have a dream

she's there with you

and she tells you to tell her not to go

and every time you stop her leaving

and every time she stays

it may just be a dream

but it's your dream

and its all you have left

dreams of Brooke Davis

and its funny

in a twisted way

for years all you had was dreams of Brooke Davis

and now all you could ever have are dreams

and everytime

you make her stay.

FIN