Sorry I started a new story. My creative juices want to flow.
Dear No-one,
It's getting harder to keep my secret. No one knows what happened that night, but someone's going to find out eventually. And when they do, I'll be gone. No, not dead, just gone.
The night April died, the day I knew would happen eventually, I was promised something. The man that visited, to kill the crush of my life, saw me watching. I wasn't supposed to. And he said that since I saw what happened, I would have to keep April's death to myself or I would become a dark reaper.
Now I know what you may be thinking. Dark reaper? Really? Well you see, they exist. So do light reapers. Dark reapers come and kill people so that they can't do bad things in the future. Light reapers try and stop them by putting gardian angels on the people, believing that person will make the right choice.
I know I can't keep my secret forever, but-
My thought was interrupted by a knocking at my lab door.
"Hey Donnie? Can you come out of that lab for once? Master Splinter's getting worried about you."
I sighed, but answered. "Leave me alone Mikey. I'm busy."
"Dude come on! We have pizza."
"I'm not hungry Mikey. Go away." It was true, I wasn't hungry, yet I hadn't been hungry for days. Oh, but I've had lots of headaches lately. Brain piercing, nausea inducing migraines that would leave me in bed for often days at a time. They would leave me dizzy, bedridden and throwing up for a long time; even pain medications wouldn't help. A painful throb ran through my skull, and I knew in a few minutes I would have to go to my room and lie down. I groaned a bit, and either Mikey has come back or he hasn't left, because he answered, sounding concerned.
"Uh, Donnie? You okay?"
"Yeah just starting to get a headache." I let out another groan as my headache got worse. "I just need to go lie down."
"Okay dude, just don't go in your room without a bucket. I don't want to clean up your puke." I walked out of my lab, holding my head in my hand as my headache got even more painful, when I noticed I felt nauseous and dizzy. Great, just great. I grabbed the waste basket from the bathroom, setting it down by my bed and turning off the light in my room.
Tonight was going to be a long night.