AN: I don't any of the character , Kripke is the God that created them. It's both my first slash and first supernatural fanfiction, I hope you like it. I certainly liked writing it, let me know what you think

What had happened? He and Cas he didn't know what they were yet, but they were about to come something. But now Cas was some orgie loving civilian? It was just wrong! So when he finally got rid of his future self he sneaked into Cas's temple of love.

"What happened?" Dean asked in a hoarse voice. Cas looked at him with his piercing blue eyes and Dean caught a glimpse of how broken he really was. " Whatever are you talking about, Dean?" he replied in his deep baritone voice.

"I am talking about your frickin' orgies! Really Cas.. Orgies?"

Cas laughed a cold laugh, "you've gotta do what you've gotto do, bro."

"Don't be like that! You're talking to 2009!Dean not to this caricature of myself that I have become, will become or whatever! You're talking to me, Dean Winchester. You are the one who gripped me frickin' tight and raised me from perdition don't tell me you've forgotten that."

Cas now serious once again "You happened Dean, You broke me!"

"How did I break you?"

"I need to go, Chuck was talking about me going on a raid for toilet paper." Cas said and he walked towards the door. However before he reached it Dean pushed him against it, hard . " Damn't Cas! This whole situation is somessed up!, but you can't.. you just can't leave me haning here . Damn't tell me what happened."

Cas stared blankly at him "I would suggest you let me go, Dean Winchester."

"no!" Dean said adding extra pressure.

"there you go, that's what happened. " Cas smiled but the smile never reached his eyes

" What.. wait… what? I said no?" Dean looked at him quizzically not quite believing he would ever say no to his Angel.

Cas seemed to be lost in thought as he reconciled with the memory of Dean Winchester turning him down.

" Yes you did. I gave up everything for you, I gave up heaven, My powers, the only thing I've ever known, for you, Everything Dean, I lost everything for you! And when I told you.. I lo….when I told you, you said you needed to find Sam and left, you left me standing there at the side of the road."

Dean was at a loss of words "Cas, I'd never…" He scratched his head "You know I lo…like you too, right?"

"I thought you did too, but you left me Dean. So I decided if I couldn't have you I'd have the second best thing."

Dean let out a bark that should have sounded like a laugh "and what is that, Cas? Become a gigolo"

"no you don't get it!" Castiel ran his hand through his hair "I wanted to be like you. 'cause that's the only way I ever feel close to you."

"Have you tried talking to me Cas? Did you even know why I left you standing there, did you ask?"

"no."

"You felt hurt and betrayed, I get that. But Cas I'd never ever have left you standing there, if I didn't have a hell of a good reason to do so!"

The voice of the other Dean interrupted their chick flick moment "Cas…" "I didn't know, I did have a good reason. I just had this little trip to the future and all I knew was that I needed to find Sam…and kill him to stop this all from happening. I failed." His voice cracked " I failed you. I'm so sorry!" Castiel turned around to face 2014!Dean, he hadn't realised they weren't positioned against the door any longer but instead stood in the middle of the room.

Castiel blue eyes widened "You could never fail me Dean. I love you."

"Dude, what did I tell you about the chick flick moments." Future!Dean said as he moved closer to his fallen. "Dude, I love you too."

Past Dean didn't know whether to be fascinated of horrified to witness himself declaring love to a male angel, but he did know he was going to grab his angel tight and never let him go when he finally got back to the future.