I never really understood you. I guess I was never meant to. I mean we were never together, we even barely talked…
I guess you never saw me, I was just a random bystander anyway. Just an attraction, a toy.
But still I find myself wishing, that we could have been.
But all anyone will ever see I me crying in the rain, me crying towards the heavens.
I guess we were never meant to be, that my tears were useless and filled with empty promises.
That you never loved me…
I guess I should have known, everyone has been lying to me, ever since I was born. I've always been just a toy.
This is what I wrote before leaving, leaving for good. I left to never be seen again.
To where? Nowhere, I've always been there. I froze to death. But that's all I ever wanted anyway.
I guess I should have known, that no one would find me and that no one would miss me.
So I'll still haunt the grounds, crying my never ending tears in the rain, crying for a love that could never be…
I guess I should have known better, but I didn't. And for that I'll keep crying. Waiting for someone to find me…
What will never be… I feel so alone. Like I was never loved, I guess I never was. After all I was just a toy. Now I'm a dead toy.
But I can't stop myself from crying and hoping, that maybe one day I'll be free and I wouldn't have to cry to the heavens anymore…