After looking at pictures that seems to have a connection to Lass' past, I suddenly have the urge to write a story about it. It's really weird if you ask me... Now I know why he doesn't want to talk about his past. You'll know in the future chapters ;)

Disclaimer: I don't own GC! I want to know more about Nightmare Circus mTnTm

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Black. The only color I can see. Bright multi-colored lights are replaced by nothing but eternal darkness. Just like what I'm right now. Hopeless. Pathetic. I'm just waiting for death to consume me. I felt my eyes being poked by a needle several times. "Just kill me already..." I murmured, small tears falling on the dirt-and-flower filled floor. A choker was wrapped around my neck, which had a long chain attached to it, a large heavy metal ball was attached at the other end of the chain, preventing any necessary means of escape.

I bowed down, feeling more tears gush out of my eyes. My neck felt like it's going to break any moment because of the heavy choker. I look so much like a prisoner. No one bothered helping me. All they wanted was to see me suffer in front of them. Suffer... "Why was I even brought to this world if I'm going to be placed at the evil hands?" I cried, looking at the wallpaper of black. My heart is filled with so much hurt. I feel it very heavy every time I was tasked to do something. This suffering has to end...

The door suddenly opened, revealing a fat man wearing a ringmaster's suit and a red top hat. His ghastly white eyes looked at my sapphire orbs in a sadistical way. "So how's the little boy doing?" he asked in a low tone. His body covered the light the moon's providing. I raised my head in response and looked at his sinister face, my vision blurry from the tears. "Aww, he's crying~!" his tone made shivers to go up and down my spine. With a sinister laugh, the man said, "Stop crying if you don't want something 'nice' from us."

My eyes widened in horror. I felt my heart dead on its tracks when the man grinned sadistically. "P-please..." the pain is getting crazy. I couldn't take much of it anymore. "J-just kill me... Please!" tears rushed out of its hiding place. "Just let me go if you don't want to do something good for me!"

The man stared at me, anger visible in those eyes of his. He stomped his foot angrily in each step then grabbed me on the collar. I coughed out some blood from the sudden action, my spine getting fragile every single second. "Don't you dare foul-mouth at me you little bastard! We'll not kill you!"

"But why are you making me suffer like this...?" I asked, breathing very hard. "You don't want to kill me right...? Then why is it that I feel like you're killing me slowly...?"

The man suddenly gasped. He didn't spoke any word but threw me carelessly on the ground instead. My head hit the hard cold floor, making me groan in pain. I tried raising my head to look at him clearly but my vision was becoming blurry. Even my breathing wasn't normal anymore. It was like someone just injected an anestesia to me. I heard him speak but his words are jumbled. The light disappeared and was replaced by darkness again. A smile was formed on my face, nonetheless. "Rest in peace..." was the last words I murmured before my whole world turned to black.

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I sat down inside my room, staring at the bright moon in silent anger. My childhood was nothing but color black. Full of too much hurt and pain. Those clowns kidnapped me and gave me a horrible time for 10 years. Then KazeAze saved me from those people but possessed my body and killed thousands of innocent people here at Bermesiah. The only day when I experienced happiness is when the Grand Chase saved me from KazeAze's possession. Above all, nothing... "You'll pay..." I murmured angrily, clenching my fists. "I won't be completely happy once I see blood seep through your bodies..." an evil smirk began to form on my face, which turned into a sadistic grin.

"I'll make you feel true pain..." I murmured angrily, still smirking while sharpening my katana. "I'll make you feel the pain you gave me years ago... But this time, I'll double the feeling... just for the three of you... You three are the most 'special' persons I met. So I'll promise you three some freshly made graves for your bodies." I grinned, placing my katana inside its sheath and turning to my daggers. "May your bodies rest in pieces..." I didn't notice the chuckle escaping from my mouth.

Reunions are supposed to be happy. But not in my case. They'll feel the exact opposite of happy. Just imagining their cold, unmoving bodies in a pool of blood just makes me laugh softly. I feel like KazeAze's taking possession of my body once again. I'm glad. So that I can kill them without showing any bit of mercy. "Beg all you want... Kneel in front of me all you want... and your body will fall on the ground without a head..." I was done sharpening my daggers and turned my attention to my claws. "Death comes slowly... By just a simple stab on the chest, you'll feel the intense pain you ever felt in your whole life. But in my case," I wore the fingerless blue gloves in which the claws are attached to and grabbed my daggers and katana. "it won't be a single stab I'm going to do to you... Expect your soul to see your bodies in pieces..."

Bloodlust. Yeah... The last time I was out for blood was when KazeAze was killing the people using my body. I jumped out of my room and raced through the shadows. Because of the people who made my life miserable, I'm out for blood again...

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Lass' too much of a sadistic one here ._." Sorry for making him open his bloodlust but those clowns certainly deserve it for making his childhood miserable!

Seriously, I need more knowledge about Nightmare Circus . That's the title of the picture Shadow-kun showed me last night. It shows that Lass' standing beside three clowns. Shadow guessed those clowns kidnapped Lass and I ended up telling Shadow that KazeAze saved Lass from those horrible clowns before taking control of his body.

And Lass' full name is finally released but his age is still unknown =n=,,, It's Lass XxX Isolet. Weird, he has three middle initials and 'Isolet' is really close to the word 'Isolate'. Connections? I think so :D

Read and review btw minna-san mOuOm