Prologue

I held the cold heavy metal in my trembling hand as I stared into the shimmering darken lake , the sky black like the feeling of my heart at the moment.

"Why God, Why Does This Have To Happen Me!" I angrily thought out loud into the emptiness of the night. The wind picked up whipping my long dark blue hair around my face. I could hear the tree leaves violently shake that's about the only sound I heard other than a car that passed in the far distance blaring some type of retro music or something I don't know. I looked down at my watch it was a little pass two. The cold air bite into my exposed neck sending a shiver down my small body. Tears rapidly fell down my face I had this sinking feeling in my stomach that someone was watching me lurking in the shadows. I put the heavy metal against my mouth the taste metallic against my tongue. What am I doing things can get better, your mom wouldn't want this for you, before I could think anymore over the situation I squeezed my eyes shut and pulled the trigger.