A/N: Just a 'first time', skirting on smut fic for Camaya.
but all i want is your eyes
in the morning as we wake
for a short while
He kisses like he sometimes whispers close to her ear; it's soft and chaste. She groans, and he gives a nervous laugh because he knows exactly what she wants, and that is for him to not be that way.
She's more than frustrated, and he bites his bottom lip sheepishly.
Really, it took them long enough to get to this point, with so many interruptions; Zig would call out of the blue as if his senses were tingling, egging him on to call and ruin a moment, Katie would enter a room while they were in positions she would later chastise her 'little Maya' about, and his billet family would start talking about the birds and the bees at the slightest hint of affection between them.
You'd think he'd be permanently blue from the wait.
And yet, Campbell, true to form, hesitates at every new sensation—her hand rises higher and higher up his inner thigh and he twitches, his fingers gather a heated speed inside her and he slows because he mistakes her raised volume as a warning signal for pain, and she finally removes her purposefully selected lacy bra and he just stops.
"Cam…" she pleads, and she wonders if he's capable of feigning innocence to tease her.
He props himself up, hovering over her, and he just looks at her. More like drinks her in, actually, because she suddenly feels more naked than the reminder of a cool draft nipping at her bare chest. It's now, watching him watch her with a reverence that no one has ever paid her, she realizes she's just as nervous as he is. Truthfully, she would not appreciate anyone else's touch, and she lets him explore her as cautiously as he wants.
"It's going to hurt," he warns her as he pulls away from her mouth. "You're sure about this?"
Maya moves her head in his hands that cradle her, kissing the inside of his palm before facing him. "I'm sure about you."
A soft cry escapes her, and they move together slowly, carefully, just as he intended and just as she knew she wanted all along.