NOTE: A few things. First fic I'm going to post, due to a dare. I've been procrastinating a lot (with a good reason, though). I am in a process of thinking about posting another fic if I ever get to finish it, and I'm working on another one with a friend of mine. I have no idea where it'll go from here. I'll try to post every one to two weeks if I can. Of course, there'll be times when I can't, since I still need to do my summer assignment (I just moved and I'm not even registered for the classes yet), and I might get sick too, who knows. Another thing. Usually I write in 3rd person, but I was really sorta desperate for new ideas. I thought 1st person might give me some ideas. So that's how it went. Please rate, review, etc.. (what do people say on here?) Oh, I just want you to know that I don't watch the dub (I watch sub cuz I know Japanese), so I may not know of the specific ways the characters speak in English. Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Hetalia or any of its characters (although I wish I did...) Anyways, I'll see you at the end of this chapter.
"I love you too," he replied.
"Y-you do?" I was surprised. "I don't annoy you every day? Or torture you? You're okay with this?"
"I guess."
"C-can I… kiss… you?" By the time I finished the sentence, it was barely a whisper. However, he nodded gently and leaned in. I closed my eyes and leaned in also. I could feel his warm breath and—
Then I woke up. I look around my room and I see the bright daylight shining through the curtains. After a while I fully wake up; no more drowsiness.
"WAKE UP!" came from the doorway.
I sat up on my bed before I responded. "Get out of my room, Den. It's called 'knocking', or better yet, 'privacy.' Get out. And close the door."
He finally left but something's been bothering me. He's always been noisy and annoying, but he changed a bit recently. I don't know how he changed, or why, but he did. Of course, I don't share that with anyone else. Just my thoughts. I wonder if he knows… Is that why?
I got out of bed and I change into my usual clothes and run down stairs. I see Iceland, Denmark, Sweden, and Finland all sitting around the table. I guess they were waiting for me…
"So what do you want?"I asked after sitting down. They were all unusually happy and smiley, even for Finland. "Why do you want me up so early?"
"Nothin' much," Svi replied.
"You just woke me up just because?" I looked around the table for answers. Ice looked pretty happy too. "What? You gonna call me 'big bro' now?"
"No." Iceland's smile disappeared as he coldly replied, "I won't. Shut up about it, will you?"
"Then why are you guys all making such a ruckus in the morning?" I asked.
No one replied. I simply stood up and walked away.
I decided to go for a walk around the neighborhood, and help me clear my mind. I can't believe I'm having these thoughts again.
All alone on the streets. That's how I liked it. Well, not completely alone, since my friends are around.
"Hey, will you listen to me?" I ask them. "I need to get this off my mind." They nod gently and come in closer. "Now that I found out Ice is really my brother, I can't ask him. And it's been bothering me. Last night, or rather, this morning, I had the dream again. We were… about to kiss. Then Denmark woke me up. But I don't know. I'm not supposed to feel this way, right? I want to be with my little brother. And hug him. And cuddle. And kiss. And touch. And caress. But I can't. Because it would be wrong. I can't tell him now. If he hadn't done that stupid DNA test, I could still tell him, and it won't be as wrong. I want to scream it to the world: 'I love him!' I love Ice!"
"You WHAT!?"
I turn around to find Denmark. He was right behind me. He had his normal clothes on, the long black coat with red cuffs, and beneath it he wore a red shirt with a black tie. He also had a small hat on his blond hair. His ocean blue eyes beamed down at me. His expression was somewhere between confused and disappointed.
"What the hell! Stop stalking me!" I yelled at him, hoping that he didn't hear what I had said a few moments before.
"Nor… You and Ice…" He looked down so his face was hidden. "I guess you didn't tell him?" He asked me in a sad voice.
"Tell him what? And… W-why are you sad? You're Denmark. Always bright, oblivious, and annoyingly loud. What happened to you?"
"Never mind. You won't get it." He uttered those words and headed home.
Great. I thought to myself. I can't go home now. What would they think if they found out? Hell, Ice would be creeped out even more than he already is. I walked towards England's house. Maybe he would let me stay the night.
So what'd you think of the first chapter? I know, I suck at describing stuff. Imagery isn't my forte (music is... anyone get the pun?). But I promise, I'll write more, so don't hate me! Suggestions are welcome, any time. :) (trust me, I'll need them .)