I got this idea while listening to Kiss it Better by He is We so I decided to make it the first chapter. I hope you like it.
Jace's POV
He sits in his cell,
And he lays on his bed
Covers his head and closes his eyes
He sees a smoking gun
And the coward he ran
And in his arms is the bleeding
Love of his life
Death and revenge brought me here. I closed my eyes and remembered. I was shopping with my wife, Clary, when I heard screams. The store was being robbed. I grabbed my wife, but of course, I had to marry a very stubborn woman. She stood still and refused to go down like the man ordered. Next thing I know, there is a loud bang and smoke is coming from the gun. I don't even hear the other customers screams as I watch the love of my life drop to the floor.
I gathered her in my arms. I looked up at the shooter, only to see him running back to the black van outside like a cowardafter dropping the gun. Peering out the window, I watch him pull off his mask. It was a young man about twenty-five years old. He's a killer and I'm going to be the one to kill him.
And she cries,
Kiss it all better,
I'm not ready to go
It's not your fault love
You didn't know, you didn't know
I look into Clary's green eyes as tears are streaming down her face. "Jace," she whispered.
"Hush, don't talk, Clare," I tell her.
But, of course, she doesn't listen. "Make it better. I'm not ready to go yet, Jace. I'm so sorry. I was stupid. I should have gotten down."
"It's not your fault, Love. You didn't know." She smiled at the pet name she always loved.
"Stay with me, Jace. Stay with me until I fall asleep."
"I'll always stay with you," I whispered.
She repeated, "I'm sorry."
I silenced her with a kiss and kept telling her, "You didn't know."
Her hands are so cold
And he kisses her face
And says, "Everything will be alright"
He noticed the gun,
And the rage grew inside
He said, "I'll avenge my lover tonight"
Her hands were freezing. "I love you," she whispered, just loud enough for me to hear. She took her last breath as tears blurred my vision. I shut her eyes so it looked like she was sleeping. I kissed her eyelids, her forehead, her cheeks, and placed one last kiss on her lips. I whispered, "Everything will be alright. You're in a better place. I love you, Clarissa Fray." I saw the gun the shooter dropped. I didn't feel the sadness in my heart anymore. I just felt nothing but rage for the man that took my love away. The ambulance left with my wife's body. I whispered, "Don't worry, Clary. I'll avenge you tonight," into the night air. I tucked the gun into my waistband so the police wouldn't see it. They informed me that all of the men were apprehended except for one that got away. I looked at the men in handcuffs. Clary's killer wasn't there. He got away. "Are any of these men the one who killed your wife?" the officer asked. I shook my head no. I felt my hands shaking. I'm going to kill that kid.
And she cried
Kiss it all better
I'm not ready to go
It's not your fault love
You didn't know, you didn't know
I had felt so helpless as her last words ran through my head over and over again. I wanted nothing more than to kiss away all the pain as she cried. She wasn't ready to go. It should have been me. It wasn't her fault this happened. It's mine. I should have jumped in front of her and taken the bullet.
Now he sits behind prison bars
Twenty-five to life and she's not in his arms
He couldn't bring her back with a bullet to the heart
Of the back of a man who tore his world apart
I hunted that guy down. I found him at a local convenient store right down the street from the grocery store we were at that night. Once I was absolutely certain that this was the man that killed the love of my life, I got behind him and took out the gun this man was holding just a few hours ago. I fired the bullet through the man's heart. This guy deserved it. Clary was my whole world and he tore that apart.
Now what? I got my revenge. A week later, after I was put on trial, I was now behind prison bars. I was given twenty-five to life. Was it worth it? Now I have to spend all this time without her in my arms. That bullet in the heart didn't bring my love back.
He holds onto a memory
All it is, is a memory
Hey, hey
The only thing that keeps me sane in this cold place is thinking of my last happy memory with my lovely Clary. I had set up a romantic candlelit dinner for our first wedding anniversary. We had her favorite meal, watched her favorite movie, and danced to all of her favorite slow songs just so I could hold her close. Once we got to bed that night, we spent hours just laughing and talking about nothing. It really was the perfect night. I held that memory close to my heart.
But at the end of the day, that's all it was. A memory.
He cries,
Stay with me until I fall asleep
Stay with me
Stay with me until I fall asleep
Stay with me
Stay with me until I fall asleep
Stay with me
Stay with me until I fall asleep
I cried myself to sleep every night. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw her angelic face. And in my dreams, she always stayed with me until I fell asleep.
Kiss it all better
I'm not ready to go
It's not your fault love
You didn't know, you didn't know
If I were to see her in heaven, would she be able to kiss away all this pain I'm feeling in my heart? I don't know if I'm ready to go. But I'm ready to always be with my wife. She was the last the person I had. My brother, Alec, is going around the world with his husband, Magnus. They never visit, call, or write to me, no matter how much I try to reach out to them. They must have forgotten about me. My sister, Isabelle, moved away with her husband, Simon, after we got into a huge about I don't even know what. I just know that she wants nothing to do with me. My parents, birth and adoptive, are dead. Clary was all I had. The only visitors I got in prison were Clary's parents, Jocelyn and Luke. They only came to lecture me on how I let their daughter die. As if I wasn't torturing myself enough.
I can't be alone anymore. I need my love back. The only way to do that is to join her. "Guard!" I yelled through the bars. The guard stopped at my cell and asked what I wanted. I grabbed him by the shirt and punched him in the face, effectively knocking him out. Before he could fall to the ground, I grabbed his gun from the holster. Other guards came running over. I backed up against the wall so they couldn't reach me through the bars. I held the gun up to my own head before they could unlock the cell. I felt the cool metal of the gun's barrel kiss my temple. I took a deep breath, tightening my grip.
I'm coming, Clary, I thought before I pulled the trigger.
(Kiss it all better)
Stay with me until I fall asleep
Stay with me
Stay with me until I fall asleep
Stay with me
(Kiss it all better)
Stay with me until I fall asleep
Stay with me
Stay with me until I fall asleep
Stay with me
I know, it's sad but I hope you liked it nonetheless. If you have a song in mind that you would like me to turn into a song fic, leave it in a review. Just tell me if you want it to be a Malec or Clace fic. Also say if you want them to be shadowhunters or human.
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