Disclaimer: If I owned Degrassi, Dylan and Marco would still be going strong. Does the explain things for you?
Title: I Stopped Believing In You
Characters: Dylan, Marco
Summary: A bittersweet AIM conversation between Marco and Dylan after the events of 'Owner of a Lonely Heart'
Spoilers: OOALH
HockeyFan06 has signed on.
MDelRossi08: DYLAN!
HockeyFan06: MARCO?
MDelRossi08: THANK GOD YOU'RE ON!
HockeyFan06: YEAH, I AM
HockeyFan06: WHY ARE WE TALKING IN CAPS?
MDelRossi08: I ALMOST BECAME A PROSTITUTE TONIGHT.
HockeyFan06: WHAT??
HockeyFan06: MARCO, THAT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE YOU. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?
a minute later…
HockeyFan06: Marco?
two more minutes…
HockeyFan06: baby…
HockeyFan06: you're crying aren't you?
another minute goes by…
HockeyFan06: Marco please talk to me
MDelRossi08: Dylan, I don't know what's wrong with me.
HockeyFan06: just start from the beginning
MDelRossi08: I met this guy…
HockeyFan06: oh
MDelRossi08: But he didn't mean anything to me, Dylan.
HockeyFan06: even if he did I wouldn't have a reason to get mad
MDelRossi08: I guess not…
MDelRossi08: His life just seemed so glamorous, Dylan.
MDelRossi08: And I liked that. I wanted to keep up with that.
MDelRossi08: I just didn't have the money for it…
HockeyFan06: so you decided to become a prostitute??
MDelRossi08: It wasn't my idea, I swear!
HockeyFan06: are you okay, Marco?
MDelRossi08: What do you mean?
HockeyFan06: I've talked to Paige
HockeyFan06: she says you're having problems
MDelRossi08: I just don't know what to do anymore, Dylan.
MDelRossi08: I miss you so much.
HockeyFan06: you're the one who ended it Marco
MDelRossi08: Because you weren't acting like my boyfriend anymore.
HockeyFan06: I know
HockeyFan06: and I'm sorry for that
HockeyFan06: I still love you Marco
MDelRossi08: I know, Dylan.
MDelRossi08: I love you too.
HockeyFan06: so you almost became a prostitute?
MDelRossi08: I didn't do anything, if that's what you're asking.
HockeyFan06: good
HockeyFan06: because the thought of another man touching you makes my stomach turn
MDelRossi08: You were my first and only, Dylan.
HockeyFan06: for now
MDelRossi08: What makes you say that?
HockeyFan06: Paige told me you've been playing the field
HockeyFan06: you even hit on your straight roommate?
MDelRossi08: After you've had someone for so long, always had them around, it's hard to be single.
MDelRossi08: To be alone.
HockeyFan06: I'll always be here for you Marco
MDelRossi08: I know, Dyl. But it's not the same.
HockeyFan06: I miss you too
two minutes go by…
HockeyFan06: you're crying again
MDelRossi08: So?
HockeyFan06: please don't…
MDelRossi08: Why not?
HockeyFan06: I hate it when you cry
MDelRossi08: I'm single, alone, and I only have Hip Hop to cheer me up.
MDelRossi08: Plus the fact that I almost became a prostitute tonight. I'll cry if I damn well please.
HockeyFan06: we wouldn't be single if you hadn't ended it
MDelRossi08: I wouldn't have ended it if you acted like a boyfriend instead of a stranger.
MDelRossi08: This is the first time I've had a real conversation with you in forever, Dylan. Not counting that phone call.
MDelRossi08: What else was I supposed to do?
HockeyFan06: believe in us
MDelRossi08: I always did.
HockeyFan06: then why did you end it?
MDelRossi08: Because I stopped believing in you.
HockeyFan06: you're the one who told me to go
MDelRossi08: I never expected you to abandon me.
HockeyFan06: I didn't abandon you
MDelRossi08: You did.
HockeyFan06: if I knew going to Switzerland would cause me to lose you then I'd still be in Toronto
MDelRossi08: If I knew you going would cause me to lose you, I wouldn't have let you go.
MDelRossi08: I need you here, Dylan.
HockeyFan06: I know
MDelRossi08: But I can't wait forever.
HockeyFan06: I know that too
MDelRossi08: I still can't believe we're over.
HockeyFan06: we'll never be over
MDelRossi08: Maybe.
HockeyFan06: not maybe
MDelRossi08: Don't get my hopes up.
HockeyFan06: I'd never
MDelRossi08: You already have, so many times.
HockeyFan06: how?
MDelRossi08: You made me believe we'd last forever. Then you cheated on me. Then you were distant and kept things from me. THEN you acted like I didn't exist before we split up.
HockeyFan06: I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you
MDelRossi08: That's just it, Dylan. You always have been. But you keep hurting me.
HockeyFan06: I'm sorry
HockeyFan06: I think I should go
MDelRossi08: Right.
HockeyFan08: remember that Paige and Ellie are always there for you
MDelRossi08: And you?
HockeyFan08: I love you.
MDelRossi08: I love you too.
MDelRossi08: Goodbye, Dylan.
HockeyFan08: goodbye Marco
HockeyFan08 has signed off.