Chapter 1
You haven't felt this good in a long time you think as you feel the burning in your legs and this amazing smell coming from your prey. You could smell it radiating off its body as you chase it deeper into the woods. Not quite understanding what you were smelling. All you can think about is making it suffer like it did to all those poor people it slaughtered and tore apart. As you start to get closer you pounce on it. You both go flying to the ground wrestling to a stop. Grabbing the silver dagger that you love so much you shove it into it's gut ripping it up to the throat. It howls in pain and you take that moment to stab it in the heart . You quickly jump up and cut its head off.
As you stand there trying to catch your breath you can hear the boys running for you screaming your name. Damn, you think they're fucking pissed. "(Y/N)," cries Dean and you can hear the anger and fear in his voice. "I'm over here boys," you yell. They come crashing through the trees towards you, seeing the dead werewolf on the ground. " What the hell were you thinking," yells Dean and you see Sam looking at you with frustrated eyes . Dean always makes you nervous when he his angry. You start to stutter " I'm sssorry." "That doesn't cut it (Y/N)," Dean yells. He grabs you and pushes you towards a tree making you lose your breath when you finally hit it. "Dean go easy on her she did good and looks fine," Sam intervenes. Sam knows how you feel when Dean is angry and always tries to help you. But Dean just ignores him. He pulls up your shirt and you start to protest but Dean's furious and looks at you his eyes angry. "(Y/N) you have blood all over your shirt and I'm checking to make sure you didn't get hurt, or worse bit. You know what I'll have to do then," he says. Your jaw drops in disbelief as he finishes up. He puts your shirt back down and walks to where the dead werewolf lays. "Where is it's head?" He asks. As you start to answer you feel a hand come down on your shoulder and you jump. You look up to see Sam looking down at you smiling. His smile can make even the worst moments okay you think. " I'm glad you are okay," he says. Then his smile fades and says, " What would have happened if Dean and I didn't kill the other two in the pack?" You start to answer but Dean cuts you off, " They would have chased you down and tore you apart before me and Sam could have gotten here." You sigh and roll your eyes before thinking about it. This pisses Dean off and you see him moving towards you. You let out a little yelp and turn around running back to the Impala. " Get your ass back here little girl," he yells. "I'm not a little girl," you reply. He says something else but you can't understand it because of all the noise you make from your feet hitting the ground. You see the Impala and run to the back door and jump in. You turn around and look out the window grateful not to see Dean right behind you.
You try to calm your breathing down and relax. The boys probably won't be back for awhile you think. They have to hide the evidence so no poor hiker runs across a dead body. As you sit there you think about what the smell was coming from the werewolf and why it smelt so good. " Must have been the adrenaline of the chase," you say to yourself. Then your mind wonders to Dean and why he was being so mean. Did he really mean what he said if I'd been bit you think? Of course you do I mean he didn't even flinch when he said it. You feel your body wanting to cry and the sadness creeping in. "No," you say. You haven't cried in 5 months and you don't plan to start now. I'll never be that weak little girl again. You pull your mind away looking out the windows to see if you can spot the boys but don't see anything. It's probably going to be awhile you think as you lay your head back unto the seat. You feel yourself starting to fall asleep.
You hear laughing that wakes you up from your nap and you get all excited because you hear the familiarity of it. You dash of your bed and run to the kitchen where it's coming from. You run into your brother's arms. "Why didn't you tell me you were coming home today?" You ask excitedly. " We wanted to surprise you," they say . You hear the door open and see him walking through and your heart skips a beat. You run and jump on him wrapping your legs around him. "I've missed you so much Ty," you say as you kiss him. " I missed you too baby," kissing you back. " Oh come on now that's enough, Shawn says, we're starving help your brother's find some dinner." You get down and start laughing at them as they are raiding the fridge. "What's so funny Lil sis?" asks your oldest brother Shane who is 25. You smile and say nothing. "How long you guys home for?" You say. "We are back for 12 weeks, " Shane replies with a smile. "Yay" you scream and they laugh. " I'm sorry (Y/N) I know your lonely when we are gone," Shane says sadly. "I understand, you say, it's not your fault." All three of them work in the military and the training takes them away often. You just hate to be alone because they are all you have left and you worry about them all the time. Your mom died of cancer about 3 years ago and your oldest brother Shane manned up and became your guardian. "We missed you so much when we're gone as well (Y/N)," your other brother Shawn says. You smile and hug them all one more time then say, "let's get some dinner."
After dinner you all stay up telling stories and drinking a few beers. Around 2am you head to your rooms. You and Ty head for your room hand in hand. When you get to the room you grab your pjs and head to the bathroom to get dressed. Coming back into the room you see Ty laying on your bed only in his boxers. You look at his toned body and go to your side of the bed and get in. He instantly pulls you to his chest. You snuggle your face into him. Then he picks up your chin and brings your lips to his. He pulls you onto him and you straddle him. He continues kissing you telling you how much he missed you as he starts kissing your neck and keeps going down towards your chest. You start to feel his cock get hard under you. You roll of him hitting the floor. "(Y/N), are you okay?" He says surprised. You start to blush feeling stupid. You look at the floor and start to mumble embarrassed. You look up to see him smiling which calms you down. "I'm sorry Ty but you know how I feel about this," you say shyly. "I know, he says, I just missed you." Smiling you sit on the side of the bed by him. "The talk again huh?" he asks. "I'm only turning 17 in a month and I want to go to college. I need to be safe. And you know my mama wanted me to wait tell I was older she said that was the right thing to do. I just want to make her proud," you say. " I know, Ty replies , I would never force you. But we can't even mess around?" Sighing you say, "no Ty I don't want to tempt." "Okay well let's at least get some rest I'm beat." You both lay down and cuddle falling asleep quickly in each others arms.
You wake up to find you are alone and bed and get worried that it was all a dream, but then you hear voices coming from the living room. You quickly get dressed and join them. " Good afternoon sunshine," your brothers say together. You laugh at them because they are so much alike. "Damn what time is it?" You say looking to the clock. "Wow 3pm I must have been really tired." " It was a late night," Shawn says. "Hey (Y/N), Shane says excitedly, there's a party on the outside of town tonight at 10pm that few good friends are hosting want to come with us?" "Hell yeah," you say.
The rest the day you just stay home and just hang out with them. Around 10pm you all pile into Shane's green Chevy. He turns around and looks at you and Ty and glances to Shawn in the passenger seat. "There's going to be drinking and I want all of us to be careful and think before doing something stupid, okay? I want us to keep our jobs," he says. Yes sir, you all say laughing and he starts laughing as well.
Heading down a dark back road going to fast and all singing along to one of your favorite songs you hear Shane yell. He swerves to miss two men in the middle of the road. Shane tries to control the pickup but he loses. "Hold on," he yells as the pickup starts to roll. It feels like forever before you stop and your forcing yourself to stay conscious. You are suspended upside down and you can hear Ty start to scream when two men start ripping him through his window. You reach for him but they are already pulling him out. You panic and rip out of your seat belt falling hard. You get up and start shaking your brothers begging them to get up. Shane starts trying to get out and you can see he is bleeding badly from his head. As you try to help a hand grabs your ankle and you scream. He rips you over the broken glass and metal of the window tearing the flesh on your stomach. You start kicking and one man says, "stop fighting you whore," as the other one laughs. Then you see Shane run up behind him knocking him down with a punch. "Get off her you filthy son of a bitch," he screams. The men turn to him and start coming at him. Shane stabs one of them in the chest and all he does is laugh. He then opens his mouth and it's full of teeth. Shane's eyes bulge in terror and he looks at you, " run (Y/N)," he cries. You turn around and run for the truck to get your other brother. As you look back you can see them ripping out his throat and you fill yourself scream. As you reach the truck you find Shawn is awake trying to get himself out. "I can't feel my legs," he cries with panic in his eyes. You start to pull him out as he whimpers in pain. You can see where a piece of metal is sticking out of his side and it goes all the way through his back. Oh fuck you think as you start to drag him away hoping to hide. You look around and don't see the men but instead hear Ty screaming in the distance. " I need to go help," you say but look down at Shawn who needs your help as well. You start to drag Shawn again begging him to help with his arms. Then he sees Shane's dead body and he let's out a cry. "I know, you cry back but we have to try to hide." Then you see the men start to come towards you. "Run (Y/N), Shawn yells, just leave me!" But you know you would never do that you would protect him tell you died. He was all you had left. They approach you laughing maniacally and then you see another figure come out of the darkness laughing as well. It was a female. As they slowly approach you Shawn begs them to leave you alone and to take him. "I love you big brother," you say to him knowing this was it. " I love you sis," he replies with tears streaming down his face. You make a stand and get ready for them. The charge at you knocking you down. You fight like hell and grab a piece of metal you find laying beside you and jam it into the man's face making him fall back screaming in pain. The other man jumps on you and bites your neck but you push him off and turn around to Shawn. You see his cold dead eyes looking at you as you see what looks like the women drinking him. The man that bit you ripped you away throwing you. As you land you hit your head on the concrete. Then you see bright lights and you think it's heaven's light, but then you hear screaming coming from the women and men. You try to crawl away when a handsome man with dark green eyes comes running at you. You start kicking and hitting screaming at him.
"Fuck, she's a having a nightmare," Dean says as he blocks your hits and kicks. The boys are in the back seat trying to calm you down. "(Y/N), wake up," yells Sam. Then Dean smacks you in the face waking you. "What the hell?" You say taking gulps of air. "You were having a nightmare again Sam says pulling you into a hug. Dean crawls out of the back and leans against to open door. "Was it the same one you always have?" Sam asks while moving a piece of hair out of your face. "Yeah," you sigh. Then you notice your parked in a motel parking lot. "Wow, you say, I must have been exhausted. "Huh I wonder why," Sam says laughing. "Don't encourage her Sam, Dean says angrily, She almost messed up our hunt and we don't need that happening again." Anger raising up in your body and Dean just keeps going on. Grabbing your backpack and jumping out of the car passing Dean you start walking towards the road. "Where the hell you going," Dean calls following you. "I'm leaving I don't want to ruin anymore of your hunts," you say sarcastically. Dean grabs your arm and you turn around and punch him in the jaw. "Aagh," Dean moans grabbing his jaw. He looks at you with the most anger you ever seen. Sam comes jogging over, "whoa easy now you two," he says stepping between you both. You peak around him looking at Dean who is holding his jaw with one hand and the other in a fist, you gulp. "Why don't we take this to the room, Sam says, glancing at a couple then back at you. "Okay," you sigh and Dean is already at the Impala grabbing his and Sam's duffel bags. Your about 15 feet behind Sam following them to the room when the couple approaches you. You get nervous and reach down to your side where your dagger lays putting your hand by it. "Are you okay miss?" Asks the women. "I'm great." You reply nice but firmly. She was looking at your shirt. Oh shit you think looking at your blood covered shirt. You think of an answer. "We hit a dog an hour back and I couldn't just leave it on the road so I picked it up and moved it see," you say showing them a piece of hair which thankfully was there from the werewolf. "Poor little dog," the women says. "I know," you sigh acting sadly. The boys start walking over to you when they noticed you missing. "You okay?" Asks Sam. You just nod. The man looks at Dean and says "You need to be careful driving boy," as he grabs his wife and walks away. "What the hell I'm an awesome driver," he says. "I said that we hit a dog, pointing to your shirt, and I carried it off the road." All Dean does is grunt and walks away. "Oh good one," says Sam as he throws an arm around you and you start to head back to the room.
When you get in the room you can see it's the same cheap motel room as any other. There is two beds, a TV, and a small table in the corner that has two chairs around it. Dean sits in a chair at the table and starts to clean his gun. "Well I'm going to take a shower all I can smell is blood," you say. Dean doesn't even answer. "Okay sounds good, I'm going to get some sleep I'm exhausted," Sam says looking almost asleep as it was. "Well Goodnight babe," you say innocently and he gives you a smile before laying down. You stare at him for a moment before looking up at Dean. He is glaring at you and you turn around and go into the bathroom quickly. What the hell did I do now? You think. But you shrug it away as you get into the shower. You take your time hoping Dean will be asleep before you get out. The water starts to turn cold so you get out and dry off making sure you have no cuts from the werewolf. You look at your back in the steamy mirror and notice what looks like a weird bruise on your back. "Well I can't always walk away without anything," you mumble to yourself. You start to comb through your silky long (Y/C/H) hair that you love. You can still remember how your mom always combed your hair, she loved to make it shine. You smile at the memory and then start to get dressed in a tank top and some old shorts. As you start to pull on your shorts there's banging on the door. You jump and say, "I'm almost done." But before you finish Dean barges in. "Take long enough princess," he says sarcastically. You blush and hurry up and pull up your shorts mumbling sorry. He goes to the toilet and unzips his pants and you hurry out embarrassed.
You see Sam laying in bed and you slowly go over to join him. He looks so adorable you think and warm, "I'm freezing," you whisper. As you quietly pull the covers back you start to climb in but are stopped by an arm grabbing you and pulling you away. "What the hell Dean," you whimper as his hand is hurting your arm. "Sleep in your own God damn bed," he hisses. "I thought you were sleeping in it you say as you look at the floor. "I'll sleep in the chair," he says. "I can sleep in the chair Dean I don't mind," you say softly as you look up at him but he is staring at your chest. He then quickly looks up and walks away saying, "just go to bed and sleep alone!" You crawl into the bed as Dean lays back in the chair and closes his eyes. "What the hell did I do to make him this mad I mean I succeeded in killing the werewolf you think he get over it or even a bit proud," You mumble to yourself.
I hate sleeping alone. At least the boys are in the room you think as you look at Sam who is breathing deep and Dean who is lightly starting to snore. I need to try to get some sleep things will be better in the morning. You toss and turn for what feels like for hours as you try to get some sleep. Finally as you feel yourself start to go you see an image of your brothers all bloody. You snap awake scared. You look at Sam and slowly go over to his bed. Who gives a fuck what Dean says I'm a big girl I can do what I want, you think. You climb in trying not wake Sam but he pulls you into his chest and says, "It's all going to be okay, I promise." You smile as you lay your head down on his chest and fall asleep listening to his heart beat.
"What the hell?" You hear Dean yelling which wakes you and Sam up throwing yourselves off the bed ready for a fight. You look at Dean and you realize he is staring at you. "What's wrong Dean?" Sam asks. "I told (Y/N) to sleep in her own bed." " I got scared," you say looking at Sam. "Oh you got scared huh? But you can chase a werewolf into the dark woods and chop it's damn head off?" States Dean. Sam looks at Dean with his come on be nice face. "I would have slept on the bed instead of the damn chair my back is killing me." "Sorry dude," Sam says pulling on a shirt. "Whatever I'm starving let's eat breakfast before we hit the road," he replies. You all get dressed and load up the Impala stopping at a small town diner before headed back home.
Chapter 2
Once you guys hit the bunker you go straight to your room for some space. As the days go by you try to stay out of Dean's way. You haven't slept in days because every time you start to sleep you get jerked awake by frightening images. There's been a few times where you snuck out of your room to Sam's but you always stop at the door never going in. You didn't want Dean more mad at you.
The boys have been looking for a case for days when suddenly Dean says, "I think I got one guys." You pop awake in your chair looking at him groggily. "Finally, Sam says excitedly, I need to get out of here, I'm going crazy." "You are crazy bro," you hear Dean say to him laughing. Sam just giving him a bitch face.
After giving the report Dean stands up and says, "let's all get some sleep we head out in the morning." As you head for your rooms Sam walks beside you and Dean ahead. "Hey ( Y/N) you can sleep with me tonight if you need to, you look exhausted. Have you got any sleep besides the two hours in that chair?" Sam asks. You look at Sam all excited and say, "thanks I would lo…" but then Dean cuts you off. "She can sleep in her own bed Sam she's a big girl." "What's your deal Dean, huh?" he argues back. Before it gets out of hand you say, "It's okay Sam thanks though," as you head to your room saying goodnight to them as you shut your door.
You lay in your bed and listen to how quiet the bunker is. You start to feel yourself dozing when you hear those men's crazed laughing. You jump out of bed pouring sweat. "Really why can't I get one nights sleep," you beg. Knowing you won't be able to go to sleep you put some running pants on, a sports bra and your shoes. As you head for your door getting ready to go to the treadmill you stop, thinking of a better idea. You go to your closet and grab an old zip up sweater and throw it on. You quietly pass each of the boys room and go up the stairs to the door.
Once outside you take a deep breath of the night air. "What a great idea," you say happy with yourself. Looking at your watch it says 1am and you know you have to be back to the bunker before the boys get up.
You start out at a slow jog working your way to a fast run which you keep up for past an hour then you slow it into a jog then a walk. Looking around you know your miles from the bunker and on some old side street where there was creepy looking houses. Trying not to think of the creepy place you were walking through you tried to enjoy the night. Smiling you started to hum softly. But then movement caught your eye in an alleyway. You saw two dark shapes pressed against a garage. You quietly creeped closer trying to figure the shapes out. Then you saw a couple who looked like they were making out. You walked a bit closer without thinking. As you stare at them your mind wonders. "I wish someone would want me, you whisper to yourself. I miss the being held and the kissing." You stop when you noticed you walked a little to close to them, the man turns towards you and you start to blush, but then as his head turns towards you more the hairs on the back of your neck start to raise and you can see the women is being held all wrong for making out. You look at the man's face and he has blood over his mouth and all his sharp teeth. "Oh come on dude, really? You moan, I just wanted a peaceful night." The vampire turns towards you dropping the women hearing as you hear a sickening thud as she falls to the ground. You reach to the side of your pants to grab your trusty dagger but instead you feel nothing. Panicking you look down and remember that you were only going to the treadmill before last minute thinking to run outside. "Oh no, you groan agitated, I'm so damn stupid." The vampire smirks like he knows and starts running for you. You look around quickly for a weapon but only see beer bottles. You grab one and bust the bottom on the ground so it's sharp. Before you can get yourself back up the vampire hits you with full force. You kick him right in time as he tries to topple on to you. He goes flying and before you think you jump on him and start punching not knowing how angry you are. He grabs your sweater tearing it as he throws you off of him. You hit a couple trash cans and knock them over scaring two stray cats hissing at you as they run away. As he approaches you wait tell he is close enough to you, then you grab the bottle jabbing it into his eye making him howl in pain. You start to jab him in his throat multiple times knowing that you have to get his head off. He falls and your instantly on top of him. He gurgles under you choking in his own blood. You throw the bottle down and it shatters. Grabbing a large piece of the glass you start to saw away at his neck. Using all your strength to get the head off. You can feel the vampire move frantically under you but you push the glass harder. You feel pleasure as you feel the head start to come off even though you know the glass is cutting deeply into your hand as well. You finish cutting the head off and throw it against the building. You start to stand covered in the vampires blood smiling to yourself.
You jump when you hear someone clapping. You turn around to see a man in an expensive black suit with a beautiful smile looking at you. He was an older gentleman but was very attractive with brown eyes and a what looked like a week old beard. "What the hell," you say startled. He just smiles at you. "Who the hell are you and why are you not freaking out right now," you say nervously. "Names Crowley love," he purrs in a British accent. You feel a shiver over your body but it wasn't one of the bad ones. Pulling yourself together you say, " Well that's nice but that's just a name who are, what are you?" As he walks towards you, you back yourself closer to the wall still holding your piece of glass in your hand tightly. "Well, love I'm the king of hell," he replies. "Yeah okay then I'm God" you laugh. He just keeps smiling. Getting nervous you say, " Well Crowley, your majesty or whatever. You know what this is and I would greatly appreciate some help here cleaning this mess up." "I'm not the clean up crew love," he responds with a laugh in his voice. "Come on really, I can really use some help," you plead. "Since you asked so nicely, I can help out but you will owe me." He says smirking. " Yeah umm okay," you say without thinking it through. Turning your back to the man named Crowley you go to the women and check her pulse. " Hey she is still alive but faintly. We have to get her to the hospital," you say turning around to find the man, the vampire and evidence gone. You look startled as you go back to where the vampire was but nothings there not even a speck of blood you stand there amazed.
You jump to your senses when you hear the women groan. " I'm here," you say as you throw her arms over your shoulders and pick her up. She is a bit bigger then you but you feel your adrenaline kick in. You feel strong. You drag her as easily as you can to the street to look for help. As you start to head down the road you see headlights. You raise one arm up waving for help. The car stops and an elderly couple jump out. "What happened? Are you okay?" the little old man shouts. "Help some men just attacked my friend and I in the alleyway. She is losing a lot of blood please call an ambulance." You cry out. As you wait for the ambulance to show you pressure the wound on her neck trying to stop the bleeding. Her eyes flutter open and she whispers a thank you before passing out again. As you hear the ambulance a few miles off you call the older couple over. "I need help! One needs to pressure while the other holds her head. I need a minute I'm going to be sick." You state. They just nod and do as told. You back away slowly and go behind a parked car. You see the old man raise his hand to wave at the ambulance. You take your chance and run.
You don't stop tell you hit the bunker. Your lungs and body screaming at you. You never ran so fast in your life. You drop to your knees hard right outside the bunker door looking at the ground. Taking gulps of air and try to calm yourself down. After a few minutes you say to yourself, " holy king of hell." "Well I wouldn't say holy," Crowley laughs. You don't move trying not to show how he frightened you from just appearing. You can smell power mixed with whiskey and sulfur. You slowly look up at him standing in front of you as your kneeling. " My, my kitten don't you look lovely in that position," he purrs. Standing up quickly with anger you spit, " Why are you here?" "Well now is that any way to talk to someone who just helped your ass," he replies with anger. "I'm sorry it's just been a long night , thank you," you reply earnestly smiling at him. He starts smiling as he takes a step closer and he puts his lips very close to yours, "I never caught your name love?" He whispers as one of his hands move down your face gently. You can feel yourself get lost in his eyes. "I'm (Y/N)," you say quietly not looking away. "Beautiful name it fits you perfect," he says as he stares into your eyes moving closer. You can feel his hot breath and his lips almost touch yours before you break out of the trance taking a step back looking away. Without hesitation he asks, "Do you know that your eyes change color?" "What? No," you say surprised. "Interesting, he smiles. They were (Y/E/C) and then they went to a dark gold but now are back to your regular color. Not knowing what to do or say you just stand there confused. Before he takes another step towards you, you moved to the door. " Well I better go before the boys wake up," you say. "Aw, yes the Winchester's, he replies amused, they might be quite upset to see you like that," as you see his hand move over your clothes that are tore and bloody. Muttering to yourself saying, "damn more clothes ruined, then to Crowley, thanks again for the help," you say as you open the door. "Just remember kitten, you owe me," he says before snapping his fingers and disappearing. " I need to learn that trick," you laugh silently shutting the door behind you.
Once inside you look at your watch which is covered in blood you wipe some away to see the time. "Shit," you mumble. It says it was almost 5am. You quickly go to the bathroom being quiet as you can. Finally after shutting the door you let out a sigh and shrink down to the floor against the door. What a crazy night you think but you feel yourself smiling. "I did good, you say to yourself, I even saved a life by myself." Then you hear moving around the bunker you hurry up and get up turning the shower on. Taking your clothes off you rinse them the best you can in the shower watching as pools of bloody water go down the drain. Your hand starts to throb and you can see its pretty deep. Damn I'm going to need stitches and an explanation for this you think. Placing you clothes in a wet pile you clean your body and hand trying to figure out a plan. Then it hits you. You finish up and get out of the shower drying off. After you finish getting dry you grab the glass you brought in yesterday when you took a bath. You dropped it on the floor and it broke. Your hand was bleeding pretty bad still so you let some blood drip on some of the bigger glass pieces and then you wrapped it in a small white hand towel. When you finished Combing your hair you grabbed your wet clothes and twisted them tell there wasn't any water left. Putting the damp clothes in an extra towel you headed for your room.
In your room you hid the clothes in your bottom drawer covering them with some other clothes. As you push the drawer in and start to stand there's a quick knock on your door followed by Dean coming into the room. He blushes and apologizes after he sees you in just a towel. He starts to head out the door before he sees the bloody towel around your hand. "What happened," he asks coming over and slowly taking the towel off your hand. You hiss and say, "I accidentally dropped my glass in the bathroom and tried to pick up the pieces but cut myself instead. "Your going to need stitches let me go grab my bag," he insists. Smiling thankfully to yourself that you don't he to do it. You tell him your kit is on your nightstand.
He starts stitching your hand up as gently as he can apologizing if it hurt. "It's okay Dean," you say smiling at him but he silently keeps stitching your hand. You notice he looks tired and sad. "Dean are you okay? You ask but still he says nothing. Are you still mad at me?" you whisper almost wanting to cry but you know you wont. He looks up at you with his amazing green eyes and you see how serious he looks so you just look down at your lap instead. When he is done he lays your hand on your lap gently and sighs. " I'm not mad at you and I'm sorry for being such a dick," he says putting his hand under your chin and pulling you face up to look at him. He smiles gently and keeps talking but you can tell he is getting nervous. "I was just scared you were going to get hurt, and when you ran after that werewolf and we couldn't find you tell we heard you guys fighting I felt like dying. I can't lose any more people (Y/N). You and Sammy are all I have and I can't do it without either of you." You look at him amazed because you thought he hated you but he was just worried. "I understand, you say whispering silently, all I have is you and Sam as well." "Will you forgive me then," he smiles. "Of course Dean, I love you and Sammy, you say before noticing you said it. You look up nervously. Oh shit now I ruined it you say to yourself. He just looks at you and grins. You smile back. He leans in for a kiss and when his lips meet yours you can feel butterflies in your stomach and you lean into his kiss. He pulls away and stands up. "I better let you get dressed so we can get a move on, he says with a sparkle in his eyes. Oh and if you need you can sleep with me tonight if you have any more nightmares. "Really?" you say excitedly. "Of course or Sam if it makes you feel more safe," he says as he starts to shut the door. You lay back on your bed the happiest you've been in a long time. This day was already awesome and you couldn't wait to see what else could happen as you get up to get dressed.
Sitting in the back of the Impala you listen to Sam tell you and Dean about the case which happened to be a witch. "I've never dealt with a witch," you say looking up to the rear view mirror where Dean was looking at you. "No worries (Y/N) this will be on Sam and I," Dean smiles through the mirror. "Why do I even come then if I can't help, you whine angrily, I should have just stayed back home." "Don't be like that (Y/N) you help us a lot we need as much help as we can get for research," Sam says as he turns around and puts a hand on your knee squeezing it. You just sigh and pull away to look out the window but glance at Sam as you are turning away. You can tell you hurt his feelings, that was the first time you pulled away from him and not into him. Whatever you think maybe he should stop treating me like a child. You look out the window remembering the first time you woke up to meet the boys.
"Hey Dean I think she's finally awake," yells a man with long hair and who looks like a giant. You stare at him through the slits of your eyelids trying to get use to the light. "My brother's?" you say weakly looking up to this mountain of a man. "Hey it's okay your safe here. My names Sam and this is my brother Dean he points to a man with green eyes and short hair. Looking back to this so called Sam you repeat, "my brother's?" Sam says, "you need to rest now," but you turn away and get up slowly feeling pain everywhere going to the man named Dean whose leaning on the wall and look at him. He sighs and says, "You guys were attacked no body made it but you, I'm sorry sweetheart." Sinking to your knees you knew. You were hoping it was just some wild dream. Sam reached down and pulled you into him on the bed where you cried like that for what felt like hours. Never letting go of him. When you finally slowed down to just a few tears Dean finally asked. "So what's your name and do you have any other family?" You felt a stabbing pain in your heart. "(Y/N)" you whisper looking up to Sam. He looks back at you with the most beautiful smile you ever seen. "Okay (Y/N) we stitched you up, you had some massive cuts on your stomach and you been sleeping for a few days." He says and you pull into him again whispering thank you. You can hear Dean sigh and shift to the bed sitting down. He sits by you and Sam. "(Y/N) I know this hard but you have to be strong, Dean says nicely. So do you have any family?" Looking into his eyes you say, "no there are all I had left." Dean's eyes go dark and looks up to Sam and sighs. "Okay well how old are you, you look young," he says rubbing some tears away from your face. You don't answer but feel nervous. "Um we know a really nice lady who would be able to take you in and give you a somewhat normal life," Sam says. Getting scared you start to panic but try to keep control. You know you don't want to live with a women and go back to a normal life that will never happen. Standing up grimacing at the pain you calm down and lie, "I'm going to be 18 in a few weeks I can take care of myself. What's one year going to hurt you think. You start to head for the door but Dean rolls over the bed and stops in front of the it. "What the hell let me go, I'm going home." You cry. "Calm down (Y/N) you can't go home we cleaned up the mess and everyone thinks your dead. You look at him with shock. It was safer that way he continues that was only part of a pack of vampires if they knew you survived after their friends died they would hunt you down and kill you." You start crying again and you can see Dean didn't like it but you go to Sam and crawl back into his lap. You see Dean giving Sam a look. Sam just shrugs and pulls you close. "I'm not living with some lady, I can take care of myself," you say loudly so they both hear. "Well how about you stay with us tell your healed and we teach you a few things first," Sam says. Dean looks shocked and Sam sets you on the bed and pulls Dean out the door to talk with him. You sneak over to listen. "No and that's final," you hear Dean say. "She has nowhere to go and she will get killed if we let her go you know this." Sam pleads. "Fine Sam just stop looking at me with those puppy dog eyes dammit. And dude she has to stop crying like that I can't handle it, it's weak." Dean groans. "Just give her time okay Dean she lost her brother's," Sam says. You hear them grabbing for the door and quickly go to the bed turning away bringing your knees up to your chest acting like you were crying. The door opens and they walk in. Hey (Y/N) your going to stay with us tell we know your healed and safe. We will teach you a few things as well okay?" Dean smiles at you. "Okay," you say looking from one to the other thinking this is going to be hard.
Coming back to now you smile. The boys got attached to you months ago and when you tried to leave they got mad and wouldn't let you. The finally asked you to stay permanently and you were so happy. Sam still questions why you never cry and all you say is I don't want to be weak. It was the truth. You didn't want to be for Dean so you know you will never cry no matter what. They helped you celebrate your 18th birthday but you knowing it was your 17th. You never told them because you didn't want to live in some home for kids. They never dug on anything about you so you knew you could get away with it.
Smiling you turn towards the boys and ask, "How much further?" "We will be there by tomorrow morning," Dean says looking at you smiling. "Looks like your in an a better mood, he says, what were you thinking about back there?" You just kept smiling and he looked at Sam confused. Sam turns around and raises his eyebrows. Feeling playful you sigh and say, "I don't think you care to know," while looking at them with innocent eyes. You know how nervous they get when any kind of sex talk comes up but you were in such a good playful and teasing mood you just had to make them squirm and there was nowhere for them to go. They knew you had a boyfriend before and thought you knew all about sex but you just play off what you watch and hear. Them not knowing you were a virgin and you weren't going to tell them.
"Well you know I have been wondering what it be like to be in a Porno," you say best you can while having a straight face looking at Sam. Sam's face turns completely red and he turns around completely facing the front and Dean has a shocked look on his face. "Aww come on boys you asked," you say giggling. "You watch them all the time Dean don't you think I would look good in one? And Sam, you continue talking You think I would be good in one of those right?" flirting with him. "Come on (Y/N) I don't have time for this," he says shyly and rubs his face with his hands. Leaning up over the seat in the middle of them you push up your boobs and smile I might have to try one someday when I find time from hunting, while looking at Dean. Dean turns quickly into a gas station and before he even parks Sam hauls ass out heading for the store. Before Dean gets out you grab him and he looks at you with lust filled eyes. Wanting to pull away but wanting to stay right there you can tell he was torn. You finally get close to his lips and whisper, "would you like to be in it with me?" And then kiss him gently slowly pulling away. But he grabs your hair and pulls you into him hard his lips crashing against yours. You are stunned not knowing that this was going to happen. A door slams and he jumps and pulls away getting out of the vehicle heading to the store. What have I done you think. I didn't think he would do that maybe he was caught up in the moment you look towards him walking away. Your heartbeat racing you smile to yourself or maybe he wants me you think as you feel this weird sensation in your lower groin.
When they come back out they have some snacks and drinks. Jumping in Sam hands one to you without looking and Dean just starts to drive. Sighing you say, "sorry guys didn't mean to embarrass you." You look down at your drink and feel eyes on you. Peeking up you can see Dean staring at you from the mirror. Sighing Sam says, "its okay, so anyways I was looking into these deaths that the witch is doing and I think she or he is targeting people that it has a grudge against and I doubt she or he will be done anytime soon." "Why do you think that?" I say. "Well these deaths look like it wanted the victim to suffer," he says turning around to show you a photo. "Oh yeah that's gruesome I see why you think that." "Well let's hurry," Dean says as he punches the pedal. You look out the window wishing you could be there already not wanting anyone else to die.
Chapter 4
After getting to town the boys got a hotel room and put their fed suits on to go visit the police station and the morgue. "We won't be gone for more then a few hours okay (Y/N), maybe try to get some rest," Sam tells you. "Whatever just go," you say and they know your pissed. "Stay in this room and don't go anywhere not even to the ice or pop machine," Dean sternly says to you. Rolling your eyes you just lay on the bed waiting for them to leave. Once you hear the roar of the Impala fade away you sit up. "Why do I always have to stay back," you moan.
After about an hour of just flipping through the TV and finding nothing on you decide to get dressed into something warmer and go for a walk to get some fresh air, not caring what Dean said to you.
Once outside you start walking towards what looks like the middle of the town. You see a few people on the streets and they look nice a few even smile at you as you pass them. You see an ice cream place and decide to go in. As you walk in you see a group of about five guys about your age sitting in the corner. You can feel them stare at you as you order your cone and sit. One of them gets up and comes to your table and you just roll your eyes. He leans on the table, "Hey baby where you from?" He asks. "None your damn business jerk," you say to him as you start to get up. You know these types of guys they have no respect and you aren't going to deal with the shit. You get up and leave listening to his friends laugh at him. Once back outside you see a few downtown stores that look interesting so you go in and look around. As your looking at some old books that look interesting your phone rings and Dean's face pops up, the picture of him sleeping with some drool starting to come out. You giggle and then answer, "What's up?" you say. "Hey (Y/N) we are going to be longer we got a lead on the bastard and going to go see if we can find him, oh and be safe and lock the doors he knows we are in town. But hey got to go," Dean says before hanging up. "What a gentleman," you mumble as you put your phone away. Noticing it start to get dark you decide to start heading back.
Outside the store you head towards the hotel but you see a small park with some swings that get your attention. Remembering how you use to love to swing even when you were older. Your mom and brothers would take you to the park just for fun.
You sit down and swing for about ten minutes before you hear laughing and talking come from behind you. You stop the swing and turn around seeing the jerks from the ice cream place. Before you can get moving the one who came up and talked to you runs and grabs your arm. "Whoa baby where you going we just got here," he laughs. "Fuck off and don't touch me," you hiss. He laughs as the other four surround you. You pull out your dagger and he jumps back. "Hey now we just want to talk with you baby girl no need to get all hostile," he smiles. "Nope I don't feel like talking now let me go before I stab one of you," you tell him. "Well see we can't do that, your just to pretty to not have some fun with." One of the other guys say. Knowing how this was about to go down you stab at him and he jumps back, you take off running. You didn't want to kill some douchebag but you would if you have to. You see a nature path and run that way heading towards the motel. As you see the end of the trail and part of hotel you get tackled from the side. Losing your dagger from the blunt force you get pinned down but your able to kick him off you and grab for your dagger but a foot kicks it away. You see the four guys standing behind their leader breathing hard, and you look to the guy who tackled you. "Oh yeah sweetie there's more then five of us. Dale hear was late but lucky for us he cut you off."
You wished you listened to Dean and just stayed put. You start to stand but he pushes you to your knees. "I got something here for you," he says as he grabs his front of his pants and they all laugh. "You might as well kill me now because I'm not touching your nasty ass," you tell him. "Oh baby when we are done with you, you will wish we killed you. Hold her down boys," he yells. You panic but before they grab you, you hear a familiar voice. "Get away from her you morons," he says. Crowley comes towards you and helps you up. "Go away old man before we hurt you," the leader says. Then you hear Crowley laugh and as they charge him he moves his hand in a wave motion and they all go flying. The guys start to get up and run away scared one by one and Crowley looks at you, "ready to leave kitten?" "Yes please," you say as you wrap your arms around him. He snaps his fingers and your back in your hotel room before you know it. You step away from him still a bit dizzy from the shifting. "Sit down kitten and relax for a awhile, Crowley tells you. You find the bed and lay back on it. Now tell me why you were out at night by yourself, I should punish you." "Really daddy I think I learned my lesson," you say sarcastically as you sit up. You look at him and feel bad for talking to him like that so you hurry up and whisper "Thank you by the way." He leans in close to your face and you can smell the whiskey on his breath. He reaches a hand behind your neck and pulls you to his lips as you let them crash together. You look into his eyes and you can feel yourself start to tremble. He sighs and pulls you onto his lap. You don't know why your doing this but you couldn't stop yourself. You straddle him and push hungrily into him. He lets out a soft growl and pulls your hair back biting into your neck and one of his hands goes up your shirt to play with your nipple. As he starts to pinch you accidentally let out a moan and you see his eyes get dark. He throws you onto the bed and crawls on you. "You've been bad for daddy, he says as he starts to go for your shirt but before he even can get it off you feel nauseous and push him off. "Kitten what's wrong he asks you just make it to the floor and start to throw up until blood starts pouring out. It starts to become hard to breath like your lungs are being ripped out. You can barely hear Crowley as he throws things around yelling, "There's a hex bag in here." You see him reaching for you before everything goes dark.
You startle awake hearing yelling. As you open your eyes you can see Sam, Dean and Crowley yelling at each other. Dean has a gun pointed at him and Sam has his demon knife ready. "What the hell guys?" you manage to squeak out. "Kitten your awake," Crowley says coming to sit by you. "Stay away from her!" Dean growls at him. "I just saved her life while you idiots were off doing who knows what," he shouts at them. Sitting up you ask "What happened?" "Well love a witch put a hex bag in your room and I found it just in time," Crowley says. "Thanks," you say looking up at him. "Why are you even here Crowley and how do you know about (Y/N)?" Sam asks. "Well you see boys, she's very important to me so of course I know who she is, he says, leaning into you he smiles and whispers in your ear, see you soon kitten." He snaps his fingers and was gone. You look at the boys and they just stare at you. You decide to tell them everything not wanting to lie.
After you tell them everything, and why you weren't in the room because the witch had to put it there when no one was around, they ask if your alright and want to go find the guys. "I'm fine, Crowley scared them," you say but they still look skeptical. "I'm passed angry, Dean says, so this is the second time you went out in the dark. Don't you ever listen? I knew that cut on your hand looked to deep to just be from picking up a piece of glass. What happens if that vampire killed you, you need to stop being Rambo and be careful, and I'm going to find these guys and kill them for touching you." "I'm with you on that," Sam says. "Let's just get some sleep and go home I don't want to be here anymore," you say as you head to the bathroom. Once inside you shut the door and wash your face. As you dry your face you feel a burning sensation on your back and hiss out in pain. "Guy's there's something wrong," you yell. They bust open the door to see you clutching onto the sink. "What's wrong (Y/N)? Dean asks. "My back its on fire," Dean pulls up your shirt and him and Sam gasp. They see what looks like some language and designs being tattooed on your back. "Holy shit," Dean says. "What is it?" You ask. "Looks like some kind of tattoo burning into your back," Sam replies. "Great today just keeps getting better," you moan. "I think we need to call Cass," Dean says looking at you in the mirror.
Chapter 5
As the pain finally dies down you can hear Dean calling for Cass. Within a minute you hear the sound of wings fluttering. "Yes Dean?" Cass answers. "Something is going on with (Y/N)" he points to your back.
You watch through the mirror as Cass approaches you. "Its not hurting anymore" you say to the angel with blue eyes. You start to shiver when Sam pulls up your shirt to show Cass. "Interesting, this marking is Enochian." You feel his hands gently brush over your skin.
"Do you know what it means," you say softly looking at him. "It says daughter of many," he looks up to you with confusion. "What the hell does that mean?" Dean asks as he pulls your shirt back down. "I don't know but she is important I can sense that." Cass replies.
You turn around and push past all the guys and sit on a bed. "I don't want to be important, I just want to be normal, well being normal as a hunter can be."
"Everything will be okay (Y/N), I promise we won't let nothing happen to you." "Sam I'm not worried about me I don't care what happens to me but I can't lose you and Dean. I just can't lose you guys," you say softly.
"Hey nothings going to happen to us," Dean says as he kneels in front of you and pulls you into a hug.
"Can we just go home? It's been a hell of a trip." Smiling Sam says, "of course let's get going."
"I'm going to see if any of the angels know what this would mean," Cass says. Then you hear the flutter of wings and look around to see Cass has left.
You sigh and start packing your backpack and throw it in the back seat of the Impala and jump in beside it. You can hear the boys quietly talking but you tune yourself out not caring what they say right now. After about ten minutes they get in and you start to head for home.
"You hungry?" Sam asks but you just nod your head no and sigh. You look back out the window and let yourself get lost in the things that fly by, as Dean turns up the music.
About an hour into the ride you smell a hint of sulfur and whiskey mixed with power and you know It's Crowley. You turn in your seat and jump. He is sitting right by you smirking. You glance at the boys to see Sam is sleeping and Dean is zoned out on the road.
"What are you doing here?" you whisper. He smiles and pulls you close. "I came to see how your doing." You smile back at him nervously, then you hear Dean yell and stomp on the breaks making Sam slam into the dash.
"What the hell Dean?" he gasps. As the car stops Dean turns around and goes to punch Crowley but you move in front of it and he hits you in the jaw instead. "Shit, (Y/N) I'm sorry," he says. "Ow damn you can punch, you say, as you rub your jaw, feeling it start to bruise. You laugh I guess that's payback for me hitting you the other day."
"Crowley you need to quit showing up and leave (Y/N) alone," Sam tells him.
"Well I'm just making sure my baby girl is doing okay." You feel yourself blush and Dean's jaw drops, he opens the door and rips Crowley out and slams him into the side of the Impala but Crowley snaps his fingers and is on the other side of the car opening your door. He pulls you out and in towards him. "Umm, Crowley what are you doing?" You say as you push him away.
"You look so beautiful kitten I just wanted a kiss." Shocked and somewhat angry you just laugh. Looking at Dean whose about to blow up you turn to Crowley "just leave me alone right now I'm not in the mood to be dealing with this."
"Whatever love just call my name if you need me, and remember, as his eyes go red, you still owe me and I will be calling for that soon." Then with a snap to his fingers he disappears.
"Well shit another thing I have to worry about," you mumble. "Don't worry about him (Y/N)," Sam says as he pulls you into a hug.
The rest of the ride back home was quiet and you could feel the tension in the air. Before getting out of the Impala you feel eyes on you, you look up to see Dean staring at you in the rear view mirror. You lock eyes and smile. Turning away you grab your bag and head inside.
"I'm taking a shower and then going to bed, you tell the boys, I'm exhausted."
"Us too, but I'm going to make a call I think I have someone who could help us and you will love her." Sam walks away pulling out his phone. "Whatever you say Sam." As you head to the showers taking one last look at Dean who seems to be lost in thought.
Chapter 6
After your shower you throw on one of Sam's shirts which almost goes to your knees. You pull on your underwear and head to Dean's room deciding to take him up on the offer of sleeping with him.
Once you get there he is nowhere to be seen so you wander around trying to find him. Hearing movement in the kitchen you step in.
"Oh hi Sam, you say scanning the room for Dean. He smiles at you from the table. Do you know where Dean is?" You ask.
"He decided he needed a drink and went out, he sighed, do you need help with something?"
Blushing you just shake your head no, feeling disappointed and climb into his lap. "Don't get me wrong I love the cuddling but I'm disgusting and need a shower and your already clean." Sam laughs lightly.
"I don't care right now," you say looking up at him through your hair. He gently brushes your hair to the side and sighs. "It's been a horrible few days," you whisper and he nods. "We will figure this out I can promise you that (Y/N). I called in a friend her names Charlie and she is amazing and smart if anyone can help its her and Bobby." You jump off his lap at the name of Bobby.
Really Yay I haven't seen Bobby for almost two months I miss him so much, you jump around saying and I bet Charlie is amazing," you say as you stop and smile at Sam.
He laughs at you and picks you up and throws you over his shoulder. "Hey you giant don't you drop me I can fall to my death from up here," you giggle. "Ha-ha your very funny short stuff." He says as carries you and throws you unto his bed. "What? feigning a shocked looked, I am not short I'm perfect. It's not my fault you're a mountain. Sam bust out laughing "A mountain?" he laughs. Giggling you say "That's what I thought when I first saw you, your just so tall and built."
"Okay well this amazing mountain will be taking a shower, get comfortable I'll be back in a bit." Feeling yourself get nervous you whisper out "Thank you for letting me stay with you."
"Anytime (Y/N), I will always be here for you," he smiles before leaving the room. Smiling you snuggle into his bed and wait for him to return so he can keep the monsters in your head at bay.
You wake up when you hear someone stumbling and cursing as they come into the room. You can feel Sam holding you, his chest is to your back and his arm around your waist. You push back into Sam to try to wake him.
"Dean is that you?" you ask nervously before the light on the table clicks on from Sam. You see Dean block his eyes and fall unto the bed in front of you. "Dean what are you doing?" Sam snaps.
"I went to (Y/N)'s room to make sure she was okay but she wasn't there so I figured she be in here," Dean's words come out very hostile. You move towards him and Sam reluctantly let's go of you and you scoot over and pull Dean into a hug. "I went to your room but I couldn't find you and I ran into Sam he told me you went out," you mumble sadly.
"I'm sorry I just needed a few drinks after these past few days of weirdness," he answers. "I think you had a few drinks plus mine and (Y/N)'s drinks to yourself tonight," Sam laughs. You giggle, " you do smell like a bar."
"Well this bar is going to go to bed, you want to come sleep with me I can keep those nightmares away just as much as Sammy boy over there."
You look over at Sam not wanting to leave him plus he looks pretty content on you staying as he puts his hand on your hip, but you also want to be with Dean. You felt torn but then got an idea. "Why don't you stay here and you both can keep them away together plus that way you don't end up stumbling to your room and falling."
While looking at Dean in deep thought. You squeeze Sam's hand and he sighs, "Dean just stay and go to sleep."
"Fine but this does not get out that I slept in the same bed as you." Dean growls. Scoffing Sam goes to shut off the lamp. "Wait! You say loudly Dean needs to take off his boots and at least his shirt I don't want to smell so much alcohol. Dean goes to sit up but fails and lays back down. "I can't I'm to drunk."
"Really ugh I suppose I will get them," as Dean smiles at you. You untie his boots and pull them off, then his socks. "Eww your feet stink." Sam just grunts out a laugh. "What no way, Dean breaks out in a laugh, the smell fine."
"Whatever," you say as you head back to your spot, but Dean grabs your arm. "Can you get my belt and jeans?" You blush and nervously nod and head towards his belt.
"DEAN!" Sam yells. "What I can't sleep well with them on," he sheepishly smiles. Sam groans and looks at you with an apologetic look. You quickly undo his belt and unbutton his pants. You quickly look up at him and he stares at you smiling. You pull them off and throw them to the floor. Then move up his body glancing at Sam quickly as you sit Dean up and help him out of his shirt. You jump into the middle and Dean grabs you while Sam shuts off the light and spoons into you. Sam rolls unto his back and tries to pull you into him but Dean holds on.
"Dean let her go," Sam growls. "Shut it Sammy you got your cuddle time with her it's my turn." You bust out laughing "cuddle time huh I like the sound of this cuddle time." Sam laughs and Dean just grunts and pulls you closer. You relax as Dean wraps his arm around you and puts his face into your hair. You reach out to find Sam's hand and interlace your fingers. You can feel him start to relax as well and you start to drift off wishing you could be between them every night like this, it's the safest you ever felt.
You wake up to see a girl with short red hair and a giant grin looking at you. You jump and Sam pulls his gun out from under his pillow and points it at her. "Damn Charlie I could have killed you, don't sneak up on people." Sam says with a smile. You look at her and she's still smiling at you. "Why was I not invited to this party she gestures to all of us in the bed and Sam's face turns completely red and my jaw falls open. Dean just groans and opens his eyes. "If you would have told me she was this gorgeous I would have been here hours ago," she continues. You shut your mouth and feel yourself turning red as well. You giggle and look at her shyly. Thinking to yourself, I already like this women.
Chapter 7
It wasn't hard to like Charlie she was funny and sweet and beautiful. Everyone was in the library looking through all kinds of lore books. Cas hasn't reported back yet so who knows if he knew anything more then we did yet. And Bobby was going through all his connections and lore at his house. You promised him you would come see him soon.
"So (Y/N), Charlie starts off, you been with the boys about six months right?" "Yeah something like that," you tell her. You've been noticing her looking at you from the corner of your eye all morning. And you blush every time you think about this morning when she came in the room.
"Why?" Dean asks. "Nothing important was just curious," she says. But looks at you. After a couple minutes Sam's phone rings and he answers it. "Hello, hey Bobby what you got?" You look at Sam and he tells Bobby to hold on a second and then leaves the room but you see the look he gives Dean that means follow me before he heads out of the room. Dean makes an excuse to get something to drink and you roll your eyes.
"Everything will be okay (Y/N)," Charlie says as she sits down by you and pats your back you smile at her. "So how you liking it here?" she asks. "I actually like it, I mean don't get me wrong they can be a pain in my ass but I love the boys," you tell her. She raises her eyebrow at you and you laugh. "Not like that Charlie I just mean they are my family now and seriously we were just sleeping and that's all in the bed together. I have these massive nightmares where I can't close my eyes unless I can feel someone next to me. It helps keep the things in my mind away I guess."
"I totally understand that, I have a few demons of my own," she says pulling you into a hug. "So do you like one of the boys or do you bat for the other team?" she asks innocently and you bust out in a loud laugh.
"What's so funny girls," Dean asks walking in. "Oh nothing just having a bit of girl talk," Charlie says. She leans and whispers, "we will finish this later," and gives you a wink. You give her a smile back. Dean just stares at both of you curiously.
"So Sammy what's the damage?" you ask him when he returns. "We don't really know (Y/N)," he sighs. "Then why did you leave the room Sam to talk to Bobby huh?" I asked anger rising in my voice. "(Y/N) calm down we don't know okay." "Whatever Sam!" you push away from the table and head to the kitchen. "I'm making dinner," you yell over your shoulder.
They all leave you alone to make dinner. Once you get the casserole in the oven and put on the timer. You try to sneak outside but walk into Charlie. "Hey girl where you heading to?" She asks. "I just need some fresh air," you tell her. "Would you like some company?"
"Not really Charlie I kind of need some alone time, but was hoping we could have a girls night if you don't mind? I haven't had that in forever, you can stay with me," you ask nervously. "I'd love to (Y/N), it'll be a blast," she answers excitedly. "Thanks Charlie I won't be long just a short walk but would you mind keeping an eye on the casserole for me?" you ask her. "Of course doll," see you in awhile. "Thank you." "Anytime see you soon," she pats your shoulder and walks off leaving you to continue your way outside.
After about 5 minutes of walking you lean against a tree. "What am I going to do?" you whisper to yourself. Then you get an idea. Knowing it probably will get you in trouble with the boys but you didn't care at this point. They were obviously hiding something from you anyway.
You sit back and take a deep breath finally letting yourself relax. Then you call out quietly to Crowley. You say his name twice and wait. You can smell him before you see him.
"Hello love, did you miss me? Come to give daddy some love?" "Hi Crowley," you say walking up to him. "Why so gloomy kitten? Did Moose and squirrel hurt you?" he whispers leaning into you. "No Crowley, they just hide things from me and I'm tired of it." "Sounds like the Winchester's to me," he replies. "I know that's why I was hoping you might know what's going on with me," you ask looking into his eyes.
"I don't know much yet love but I'm working on it. I can promise you that." He pulls you into his arms and looks into your eyes. "I can sense something about you, your different then anything I ever known. That's why I was there the day you killed that vampire. I felt you and had to know what it was. The moment I laid eyes on you I knew you were important to me, but I believe your important to others as well, so there will be bloodshed to be able to have you."
You pull away feeling sick, "but I don't want anyone to bleed for me. I can't lose my family again," you tell him. "The hardy boys can take care of themselves (Y/N) now don't fret." Crowley tells you. He pulls you back into his arms and puts his hand under your chin to make you look at him. "Your absolutely amazing," you feel him purr. Looking into his eyes you feel yourself get lost. He leans in and gives you a soft kiss and you move yourself into him. You look at him when he pulls away. "Why am I always kissing you?" You ask him. "I was thinking because I'm good looking," he laughs. "I shouldn't be doing this I can't do this to the boys," you tell him and step back. "(Y/N) it's no one's business what we do you're your own person. I know you care for the boys but I can feel a connection between us."
You look at Crowley and smile. "I feel it too," you say. Before he gets to answer, you hear Dean calling for you. "I have to go, thank you for coming to me." "Anytime kitten, just remember the choices you make are yours no one else's." he gives you a quick kiss before snapping his fingers and disappearing. You can't help but feel sad as you find yourself walking back to a worrying Dean.
"Thank God I was starting to get worried," he says running over to you as you head towards him from the trees. "You okay (Y/N)?" He asks as he approaches. "You look upset." You look up at him and try to smile so he won't worry but he takes a step back. "Whoa what's wrong with your eyes?"
"What do you mean Dean?" you ask scared. Reaching up to touch them you feel nothing wrong. "They are a deep blue," he tells you and you sigh. He gets down closer to get a better look. "I think they change when I can't control my emotions," I tell him. "This happened before?" he asks. "Only once that I know of," you say. "I was feeling sad so I'm guessing that's why they went blue." He just nods and puts his arm over your shoulder and pulls you in the way of the bunker. "I can't say I'm not a little weirded out but I've seen weirder things out there. We will talk to Sam about it and see what he thinks." "Okay Dean," you say. "Well I'm starving and I bet you are too. Let's get back before we make them worry," Dean says. You look up at him smiling feeling the sadness fall away as you head back to the bunker. All you want to do is sit down with your family, have dinner and have a conversation about anything besides the supernatural. Then have some well needed girl time alone with just Charlie.