A/N: This is my first fanfic so go easy on me. Um...I'm quite of a dumb-ass so it took me a long time how to figure this out. It's rated M mainly because of language or other shit (probably my cursing) or sex which I assure you will be in future chapters...if I have future chapters. I honestly don't know why fanfiction has ratings because kids will go ahead and read erotic fanfic anyways which I do approve of.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight. If I did, pretty much everyone would be gay.

Chapter 1: Releasing My Demon
Bella's POV(BPOV):

I paced my room while a certain pixie sat on my purple bed-sheets, twiddling with her thumbs. I was lost in thought when she finally broke the silence.
"Bella...I'm so sorry. I never wanted to leave. Jasper and Edward forced me to. As soon as I got the vision of you jumping off the cliff...I had to break away from them." I looked into her golden eyes. Sure, all the Cullens' eyes were mesmerizing, but Alice's eyes held a certain gleam, one that was so...I can't even describe. But this look, it was filled with sadness, pleading, and...it looked strange. Like almost determination. I sighed out loud, knowing I would eventually succumb to her. I sat down by her and wrapped my arms around her small waist. I instantly felt her arms around my neck, bring us closer. Of course her skin was cold like any other vampire, but Alice's brought a warmth too. I felt her sobs against me and her grip around my neck grew stronger. I pulled her as close to me as possible.

"Alice...don't be upset. Of course I'm angry, but it kills me to see you like this." She sniffled and she looked up at me. It already looked as though the pain was already sub-siding.

"Really?" she asked. I made a best attempt to smile, but I guess it came out as a weak grimace. She held my hand and my accidental grimace turned into a bright smile. She seemed to perk up at my mood.

"So..." I raised my eyebrow.

"Alice..the reason, well the main reason, is why you didn't say goodbye to me...I didn't know where you guys were and I was worried. I thought you guys were just figments of my imagination and I kept sending you email after email." Her eyes seemed to be studying her shoes. This gave me a moment to take in her appearance. I started at her shoes, up her blue jeans, to a plain white t-shirt (which was unusual for Alice, seeing she was a fashion nazi). However, as embarrassing as it is, my eyes gazed to her breasts and I could easily see a lacy, black bra, and I began to shift uncomfortably in my spot. I began to fill warmth in my lower...regions and I looked at Alice's expression in alarm. Her nose was up in the air, as if she couldn't help but smell. My face was as red as a...as...a...the point is that I was goddamn embarrassed!

She looked at me with a weird expression. She gave me a nervous smile, but I could see her nostrils slightly flaring, and I knew she was still smelling my...erm...for lack of better terms, juices. I sat there awkward silence...but of course she had to speak up. "Um..Bella...I think you and I both know you have sort of a mess in your pants." I looked back at her and saw her smirking. I of course blushed and bit my lip, which I always did because I was nervous.

"Well," I chuckled somewhat awkwardly, " I can't help it. I'm only human." I ended up laughing at the human bit and Alice did as well. Once the laughing calmed, she was still smelling me.

"Seriously though, you need to take a shower. That smell is almost as alluring as your blood." she laughed slightly. I nodded and blushed embarrassed as she went to the window. "Also, I know it'll take a while for you to forgive me, but...I want you to know that I thought about you every single day. I mean it." And with a flash she was gone. Part of me was suddenly overtaken with sadness seeing her go, but the other half of me was jumping in joy. She thought about me?

Xxxxxx

Alice's POV of that night:

Alice's POV:

I sat on her bed, twiddling my thumbs. I usually did that when I was nervous. Bella kept pacing the room and I have to admit that she looked very submerged into her thoughts. I finally broke the silence. "Bella...I'm so sorry. I never wanted to leave. Jasper and Edward forced me to. As soon as I got the vision of you jumping off the cliff...I had to break away from them."She stared at me, for what seemed a long time. I cocked my head to the side thoughtfully and she seemed to have snapped out of it. I heard her sigh and I quickly flashed a smile, because I knew I had her right where I wanted. At least she's forgiving me, I thought. She wrapped her arms around me and I quickly wrapped my arms around her neck. I couldn't help, but cry...or well, sob. It's impossible for me to shed real tears. I thought she would have hated me and I would not be able to live in a world without my Bella. MY BELLA?, I thought to myself. "Alice...don't be upset. Of course I'm angry, but it kills me to see you like this." I heard her say. I looked up hopefully, for I couldn't believe that she wouldn't want me to be in pain. " Really?" I asked. There was a pause and I spoke up again while holding her hand in mine. "So..."

"Alice..the reason I'm mad, well the main reason, is why you didn't say goodbye to me...I didn't know where you guys were and I was worried. I thought you guys were just figments of my imagination and I kept sending you email after email."

I didn't reply. Truth is I got every one of her emails and I wanted to reply so badly, but Fuckward (Edward) made me get out of any form of contact with her. I just stared at my feet in shame. It was only a few minutes later that I smell something that was just divine. It had a alluring strawberry scent, but a hint of honey. That was when I realised I had nose in the air like a mutt and the smell was from Bella being...well turned on. If I could blush, I would be the color of a Beet. Thankfully, Bella did all the blushing. Damn she sure looked cute...wait where am I getting these thoughts? I continued to smell, I mean; I couldn't help myself, but I tried to make my smelling less noticeable. I gave her what was suppose to be a reassuring smile and said,"Um..Bella...I think you and I both know you have sort of a mess in your pants." I may have smirked. She bit her lip, and I gripped the sheets. I had an urge to push her against the wall and attack her with my tongue. I restrained myself and just sat there.

"Well," she chuckled adorably," I can't help it. I'm only human." She started uncontrollably laughing and I couldn't help but laugh. Laughing is contagious.

I sat up straight and looked at her,"Seriously though, you need to take a shower. That smell is almost as alluring as your blood." I laughed a little. She nodded and blushed furiously. I stood by her window, but before leaving, I whispered softly, but loud enough for her to hear. "Also, I know it'll take a while for you to forgive me, but...I want you to know that I thought about you every single day. I mean it." I ran out of there with a dopish grin on my face. Something in me saddened at the thought of being away, and I contemplated about coming later at night, but I didn't want to seem rude like Edward, who was a creep and watched her while she slept without her permission, might I add. I decided to take this time to hunt. All that time, I thought about Bella.

A/N: Loved it? Hated it? I have ideas for this story, but I gots to know! xD Sorry about my outburst. Well then...I think I made progress. My updating schedule should be me uploading every day or so. Bye :)