OK... this is a rewrite of the old fanfic I had written. A few days ago, I reread over the fanfic and noticed that it was... kind of bad, so I started to edit it. Originally, I started to just correct misspelled words and punctuations, then I started to reconstruct a sentence, then a paragraph... then the chapter. Before I knew it, it was kind of a different fanfic, but not really, so to be on the safe side, I've deleted the old version and replaced it with this one. I hope you all enjoy this one and to those who may possibly like the older one better, my apologies. :( If you notice anything I should change in the story, message me and I shall correct it. Pointing out a writer's mistakes is what makes a better writer for the future, meaning (hopefully) better fanfics lol
DISCLAIMER: Even though it would be awesome... I do not own Naruto
-Rated M to be safe.
-Yaoi (Sasuke/Naruto)
-Character death
Prologue
I quickly sat up on the bed, trying to catch my breath. A trickle of sweat slowly ran from my forehead as I tried remembering how to breathe correctly. When I caught my breath, I slowly laid back down, but not able to fall back asleep. I stared at the ceiling of my room for about an hour, thinking of the horrible dream that woke me from my slumber, a dream I had, had a lot recently. My mind didn't really know how to take the dream; be fearful or fearless, be angry or sad, run away and be sad but live, or stay and be happy, but in return… death.
These "visions" always came when I fell into darkness about twice a week when it first started, but now it seems to take place almost every night. Every time, it's always the same thing, but switched out between two scenarios. But every night, it would have the same person in it… Sasuke.
Two years, four months, and eighteen days from today, my rival, my enemy, but most importantly, my best friend left our village of Konoha. Ever since he left, the dreams began, but I never knew what to think of them. They may be premonitions of what's to come, but I'm not ready to bet my life on it.
In the dream, it's always the same, just with different twists…
I'm walking through the forest cautiously, looking for something… or someone. When I turn around, I see Sasuke standing there. We're not trying to kill one another, just staring. Slowly, we start approaching one another. We stop about an inch away. For a moment, we do nothing, just staring. Slowly, I lean forward and kiss him lightly, but he continues to do nothing. He stares another moment before saying one word, "run." So I do, run for my life, but saddened from what had happened.
The other dream I have starts the same way. We meet in the forest and walk up to one another and stare for a while. Slowly, we both move in till our lips meet. We kiss passionately for a long moment until we have to part for air. We stare at one another for another moment, but his expression saddens as he slowly takes out his sword. I already know what's about to happen, but I don't do anything to try and prevent it… just stand there. We slowly move towards one another in one last kiss, one last embrace. I lay my head on his shoulder and close my eyes. A small wet droplet falls on my cheek as he raises his sword and I feel metal ripping skin. Before everything goes black, I hear three words I know I'll never hear, "I love you…"
From those dreams you can clearly tell I love Sasuke, more than a friend. I've felt this way about him for a very, very long time, but the dreams still confuse me. The dreams make me sad, but at the same time make me feel… confident. Sad because, if one of these dreams do come true, I either get my heart broken or die, but also confident, because it's a good chance I will meet him again, one way or the other….