The Unthinkable
Hey everyone, this is my first fanfic... I would've started sooner if I had known you could do this all on Notepad :) Ummm... I am a major Jaria fan, I love writing, and I will be posting chapters fairly quick because once I start writing something... I DO NOT WANT TO STOP. Please leave reviews so I know if my story sucks and I shouldn't continue :) -Rachel 3
Disclaimer: I do not own Pretty Little Liars or any of the characters.
Pairing: Jason and Aria. Aria and the other PLL's. Those are just the main people though, we won't forget about Jenna, Garrett, Mike, ETC
Summary: Aria finds her self becoming friends with her dead best friends older creepy brother. But there is just something about him that shecan't stay away from.
Authors Note: This is chapter 1. I am going to base it off the show up till near the end of the first chapter :) ENJOY
Chapter 1: I'm Sorry__ As I walked down the street, the sky began to get darker, it was like it knew that I was walking home alone and wanted to creep me out. I was never the one to get freaked out about little things like this, until this whole -A mess... Now I was pretty sure I could trust nobody but my closest friends, Hanna, Emily, and Spencer. I felt like running, but I just couldn't, after running away from Jason when he stopped to talk to me I just felt weird. I had gone out for some cookies from Lucky Leons and started to walk home like I was doing now. It felt like I would be home in no time, until Jason pulled up in his silver convertible. "Taking a study break?" He smiled at me, referring to earlier that day when he had come over to my house. I went down stairs and was surprised to see him standing there. "H-hi... What are you doing here?" I asked him with a startled smile. Why was he in my house? Did he break in? "Your dad let me in." There was a pause. " I wanted to give you this" He said handing me a card. I looked down at the card. "Neko Stamos..." I looked up at him "Cramer Hill youth center?" I pretended like I had no idea why he had given me it, but I new why. " I met him at a counciling seminar today... I figured if mike was open to it-" I stopped him. "Wait. W-what did you tell him? About Mike" I must've sounded mad because he replied fast, not wanting me to yell at him. "Not much... Why?" "Because I'm just not sure if my parents would want the whole world to know about-" He interrupted me "I didn't say anything... About the cops, I figured-" I interrupted him, feeling rude for doing that again I said "Um, Thank you." "I did tell him you were worried about him though" He said with a knowing look in his eyes. His voice was so soft and comforting, I felt like I could talk to him about anything. " Yeah well... Worried was sort of last week." I kind of felt like crying. I hadn't in awhile, but Mike was really scaring me. He was my little delinquent brother who hadn't talked to me in who knows how long. Jason must've sensed what I was feeling, so he put his hand on my arm. It felt nice... But wait! It wasn't supposed to feel nice, I loved Ezra. I quickly made up the quickest excuse possible to keep him from making me feel so relaxed and comforted and said " Um... well see I have this HUGE history test tomorrow and-" "Tomorrow is Sunday" He looked at me suspiciously. "Uh, yeah I meant Monday, yeah... really piled it on this week" He hesitated. "Doesn't teach Biology?" Shit. "Um yes!" I grabbed my biology book from off the table. "I have a test in that too, so you should probably get going." I pulled him to the door bye his arm. "Bye!" I said pushing him out the door. I shut the door before he could say bye and set my books on the table.
I felt kind of bad, but it was his fault for making me feel , so back to when I was walking home from Lucky Leons (YUM) and Jason pulled up looking all hot in his silver convertible. You have no idea how much I hated myself for saying that, but it was true! "Taking a study break?" He started getting out of his car. " More like a sugar break." I smiled and held up the blue bag of cookies. "Ahhh... Thats sounds better then what I've been up to" He looked annoyed. He looked at my questioning face and said,"I had to go and buy a padlock for my shed, someone broke in today." For a moment I almost thought that he was accusing me! "Really?" I said, trying to sound as innocent as possible so he would get his mind off of blaming me. He said Yeah under his breath. I soon figured out what he was probably thinking. "Wellll... It couldn't have been Mike, he hasn't left his room since Thursday." I thought about Mike... Just sitting there staring at his wall.
He stepped closer. "I didn't go there." He had a sincere look on his face. I smirked a little but then I looked at him. He looked like he was going to say something important so I made sure he knew that all of my attention was on him. "Look... I'm actually glad I bumped into you, i was hoping we could talk." I gave him an approving nod. I saw headlights across the cul-de-sac but I didn't really pay attention to it, it wasn't like Jason was an alien. I wasn't scared to talk to him like others were. "I uh... Hope i didn't step over any boundaries Earlier. I really was just trying to help. So he DID pick up that I wasn't happy with him. But I just couldn't stay mad at him, it wasn't like he knew I had a boyfriend. "No! You didnt" I shook my head. He stared at me with his blue eyes, like he was waiting for an answer on why I had rushed him out so fast.
"Uh... I just have alot going on right now" I looked down. And said "so..." under my breath . He opened his mouth. Hmmm maybe this was the important thing I thought he was going to say. "The truth is, I really do care alot about Mike... But I also care about you" He said gesturing his hand towards me. Yep... there was the important thing he had to say. I didn't say anything, but he stepped closer, perhaps a little over the aquaintence line. "And... I wanted to tell you" He paused, not sure he should say anything else. "In an off chance that, you may feel the same way?" He stepped closer and tilted my chin up. No...No...No this cannot be happening right now. But before I could remove his hands from my face he leaned in and kissed me softly. I was sort of shocked that he had kissed me, so I just kissed back not knowing what to do. But then... I could hear Ezra, My boyfriends, Voice in my head. "Aria! How could you?" He had tears in his eyes. I pulled away from the kiss. I didn't know what to say but " I-I can't do this" I shook my head. He looked taken back, a little hurt. "Well... Why not?" It seemed like he was genuinely curious as to why I had pulled away when he thought that I had liked him back. But did I? That was a question that I hadn't asked myself yet. "I'm not... I'm not available" I looked down. "Sorry" I started to walk away from him... but I felt his eyes burning on my back. I could tell that he was really hurt and that made me hurt, so I began to ran.
And so there I was. A 17 year old girl walking towards her house in Rosewood. All I had wanted to do was go to my bedroom, curl up in a ball, and die. The feeling of guilt wrenched in my stomach. How could I be so mean to the person who clearly has... or had major feelings for me? No. I did the right thing, I am not single and he deserves to know that. When I was about to open my front door, my little brother opened the door, finishing a sentence he was shouting at my dad. He turned to walk out the door and realized I was there. "Oh... Hi... Bye." He brushed past me and ran until he was out of sight.
Okay, so how did you like that chapter? I know, I know, it was pretty much as same as the show, but next chapter will be what I come up with from next weeks previews. REVIEW PLEASE... I MEAN EVEN IF YOU DON'T I'M STILL CONTINUING :) i would just like to here your comments on what I should change, yah know? CORRECT MY MISTAKES PLEASE
-Rachel a.k.a Queenbarz