The Need For Eternal Suffering
Summary: Luna, Alexander and Josh turn nineteen and Luna receives the ruby necklace and a lesson on her mother's past. Luna goes to the Volturi, decided on not telling her father who she really is. Everything is fine until Alex and Josh show up, Alexander abhors Alec and Luna soon finds herself choosing between her father and her brothers. Everything has went downhill until Erik shoes up; he is Maggie's brother and Luna's old friend. He helps her through everything but what is to be done with a suicidal Alec? And Will Alec ever find out Ashley is Alive?
Disclaimer; I do not own Twilight, this will be the only disclaimer because frankly it's obvious I don't. This disclaimer covers the whole story. TEAM STEPHANIE MEYER! Whoop!
This story is mostly in Luna's POV, there is also romance with her and Erik but this story is mostly about Alec and how Luna tries to help him through his broken heart. Is basically a ALEC and ASHLEY story but from the outside veiw.
This story will be sort of written differently since it's from a different P.O.V, Ashley was a human teen her mind wanders easily and she had a low attention span which is why she never delved into information, Luna however is half vampire, she can think of many things at once, and puts alot of detail into her thoughts.
Chapter 1 – Family.
Luna P.O.V
I gazed upon the butter topaz, relishing in the colour.
At first glance you'd see a happy carefree woman, a beautiful, young woman.
Yet if you knew this woman, you'd see beyond the happy topaz eyes and cheerful white smiles. You'd see the sadness and pain that clouds her.
You'd see the invisible shatters in her broken heart.
Her aura of sadness.
Every day I see it. Being her daughter gives me sight and understanding of her pain.
I understand she's broken, her heart is broken but as to why I have no insight.
I know she's in pain like there is some sort of un-see-able force that draws her to something/someone but she is resisting.
This is one of the reasons we now live separate from the Cullens, be it only a mile. Her pain, made her guilty upon Jasper's suffering.
It's like the world is on pause making the pain more sufferable by twisted forms of distractions; my mother; arranging things, neatening objects, cleaning every spot of dust away, arranging things alphabetically and numerically. My eldest brother (be it a few minutes) Alexander; causing havoc in seducing young women, and I spending my time worrying about my family's welfare.
The only sane one is the family is probably Joshua my youngest brother (yet again by mere minutes), who works hard at school, reads, plays piano, has close friends and stops Alexander and I's arguments.
Speak of the Devil and the Devil shall appear.
I watched angrily as Alexander pulled a blonde upstairs, mother doesn't mind as long as no one ends up pregnant.
I hate her petty rules that circle around no love or intimacy.
Mother –Ashley- flitters around to no end arranging books that she'll never read. It is starting to get painful to thyself; to know she's breaking inside, or already has.
I stood with a sigh so loud it could probably be heard by the Cullens.
"I'm going for a run" I quickly inform the woman who gave me life.
She merely nods, choosing not to voice her thoughts as usual, it's almost as if talking hurts her.
I cannot count how many times I prayed for her to confide in me, I've even confronted her and asked what is wrong.
She only sighs, dry sobs or walks away to do all three on her own.
I have gave up, completely.
I needed time to clear my mind, something to distract the thoughts of my mother.
I soon decided on going to see the Cullens.
It was somewhat sectioned for the hybrids, Joshua spends his time mostly with Carlisle -going over medical studies- Edward -playing piano-, or Bella –reading over the classic novels-.
Alexander on the other hand surprisingly spends all his time with Esme.
Renesmee often spent her time with her parents, Jacob –the love of her life-, Alice and Rosalie –shopping- and Joshua and I –who just...hangout?-.
I on the other hand have low tolerance for certain things such as shopping and romance novels (any girly thing), I spend my time swapping witty words with Emmett, Jasper –who teaches me to fight- and Edward who I find it easy to talk to, I also often spend time with Carlisle but not as much.
I finally reached the new Cullen mansion. I wasn't surprised that Jacob moved to Idaho with us.
"Hello" I called through the door and was instantly greeted with warm welcomes throughout the house, but the only people in the front room were Alice and Jasper.
I ran up behind Jasper and Alice and hugged them, they were possibly the cutest couple.
"Hello lil' lady" Jasper laughed, is southern twang shining through.
Alice just giggled.
"Wanna spar?" I raised my eyebrows.
Jasper rolled his eyes and Alice nudged him.
"I'll judge" Alice grinned and Jasper couldn't not fall for her smile so agreed.
I soon found myself outside facing Jasper.
"Okay, no biting, remember" Alice warned. "Or throwing my husband in the lake" she laughed.
We nodded and stood afore each other, we began to fight and I must say Jasper is skilled.
Jasper is hardest to beat, he has been trained and is a master at war.
Edward is impossible for everyone to beat except Bella, Alexander, Joshua and I.
Bella because Edward cannot enter her mind, Alexander because he flips the power so he is the one reading Edward's mind (which Edward absolutely hates), Joshua because he only needs to paralyze his opponent and I because I can effectively shut of his power, (which yet again he hates). Mother can't beat him because her power only makes him stronger.
But if wanted Bella could stop all our powers from working on her husband.
I sparred with Jasper for a long time until I heard a high pitched squeal from Alice's direction.
"The birthday cakes here!" she called.
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I know it isn't alot but I'm grounded and my mum managed to sneak me my laptop for a few hours while my step dad is at work =S
Sorry!