Hey, I've finally returned to the Kurtty part of fan fiction again. I'm over book couples… for now. Until then, I'm totally Kurtty crazy. Believe it or not, I actually dreamed this whole thing last night! Tell me if it's too crazy and I'll try to fix it.

Disclaimer: Come on, If I owned X men Evolution, would I really let it stop after four seasons without Kurt and Kitty kissing or dating? Yeah right!

Come on, come on! Where are they!

Kurt was sifting through the cabinets in the infirmary, looking for band aids.

If Logan keeps at it with these grueling training sessions in the danger room, I will need more than extra band aids from the infirmary! He thought as he looked through another cabinet.

Extra Tylenol, Lysol, Motrin, where the heck are the stupid band aids! Wait… what are these?

Kurt was looking at a set of vials filled with a weird green liquid. Kurt, being as curious as he usually is, tried to read the label. It was written in Beast's too intelligent to be comprehendible language. As far as Kurt could figure, It was some sort of serum that suppressed the X-gene. Plus, Kurt's English wasn't the best.

I wonder if it could make me look normal! Sure, I can't use my powers but I don't have to hide behind my inducer anymore! I don't have to wear long sleeves! No more blue fur that I have to hide! I don't have to worry about my tail coming loose! I can won't have to worry about having only three fingers! I can have ten toes!

He knew how lame these outbursts would have sounded to the rest of the mansions residents, but they didn't have to deal with all of the worries he had to. Sure they had to keep their powers a secret, but at least they were normal! Or at least as normal as a mutant teenager could be.

But why did beast keep this hidden from me? He would have told me if it worked. Besides, he has the same problems that I do. Well… most of them…

Kurt was referring to his crush on Kitty Pryde, who also just happened to be his best friend.

Kitty would like me to stay true to myself, even though I am blue and furry. It probably doesn't work anyways. Besides, chicks dig the fuzzy dude! Kurt thought as he found the elusive band aids.

He closed all of the cabinets and tried to leave everything the way it was when he had found it. Beast did hate it when people messed with his stuff. Kurt shut off the lights and teleported to his room. Still one really annoying thought lingered in his head.

If the serum was bogus, why did he keep it?

It was annoying, because it was half right. Or at least that's what Kurt thought.

"You're vat?" Kurt tried not to shriek. He was sitting on the balcony outside of his room, standing next to Kitty. Or at least he was until took a few steps back.

He looked at his best friend like she had just stabbed him. In a way, she did.

" But… vhy? Vat is so good about him! Keety…?" Kurt hung his head.

"Kurt, please try to understand! He's not like you think he is! He's really sweet and… Kurt, Don't look at me like that!" Kitty scolded as Kurt tried not to look as horrified and as heartbroken as he felt.

"But vhy Lance! He's in ze Brotherhood! He's our enemy! If he's so "good" then why isn't he on our side!" Kurt argued.

"Hey, I thought that you'd finally be happy for me. You have Amanda! I didn't have anyone until he asked me to be his girlfriend! He's had a bad life and I think he's pretty ok for someone in his circumstances!" Kitty argued back.

"His circumstances! His circumstances! His life isn't near as bad as ze stuff I've been through! And Keety, never date someone because you feel bad for zem! It never vorks out!" Kurt fired back, to mad and hurt to register what was coming out of his mouth.

"Am I not good enough for you! I thought I was someone in your life! I call you my best friend! Now I've been demoted into nobody! What is up with that!" Kurt said. Then he saw the big, angry tears coming out of Kitty's eyes.

"I always thought you were my friend too Kurt! Friends are supposed to help and support each other. You don't seem to know anything about that! I guess your heart now matches your appearance!" Kitty spat. Then, she looked afraid that she went too far with that last part.

"What, what do I look like Keety?" said Kurt angrier than before. On the inside he was terrified of the response.

Kurt's last remark put Kitty over the top.

"A demon, Kurt! You are a demon!" yelled Kitty as she stormed away. Kurt didn't see the tears pouring down her face as she phased through the nearest wall and to her room where she could mourn the death of her friendship with Kurt.

Kurt teleported to his room where he cried hot angry tears and totally, completely heartbroken tears. He couldn't believe that someone as beautiful and as smart as Kitty would settle for a rockhead like Lance. She could do so much better. Kurt never, never wanted to be called a demon. Not again. Especially by his best friend/ love.

Then that annoying idea came into his head again. Along with it, came a really stupid plan.

(Wouldn't it be funny if I stopped here!)

He didn't have much time, Beast would come in around five minutes to close up the infirmary for the night.

Kurt dug through the cabinet to find the green vials glowing a strange, iridescent light. Kurt was too heartbroken to think about it. He grabbed one and teleported to the privacy of his room.

He sat on his bed and gulped down the contents of the vial. The liquid burned down his throat, but was nothing compared to the tremendous pain of heartbreak.

Kurt's eyesight got fuzzy and he felt dizzy. He was blacking out, he knew the feeling all too well. All he wanted was an emotional sanctuary from the excruciating pain. He then let himself be consumed by darkness.

So was it good? My grammar and spelling are a little rusty, sorry about that! I am also sorry if the characters seem to OOC for the tastes of some people. Hey, my subconscious mind came up with this so cut me some slack there! The best thing you could do for me is to review so please, please review! It kills me to only have one or less reviews per chapter! Flames will be used to fuel the story! ( If it really is good though, try not to flame me too bad!)