Kurt looked desperately at Blaine's retreating form. He couldn't blame Blaine for being angry, not really. He had gotten too wrapped up in the fact that Blaine being bisexual meant he had less of a chance of dating him. He couldn't remember the last time he had screwed up this bad. If him confessing is feelings to Blaine didn't ruin their friendship, this will. Just thinking about how angry Blaine had looked made Kurt want to crawl into a hole and never come out.
He burst through the doors of The Lima Bean and to his car, trying, but failing to hide his steadily falling tears. When he reached his car he thought he was in the clear, and leaned his hands on the roof of the small car, and placed his head between his hands. Little did the countertenor know, a certain soloist was watching sadly from the doors of the coffee joint.
Kurt's head shot up from the cool metal of his car when he heard someone speak his name. He turned to find Blaine looking at him with the same desperation on his face Kurt had just 5 minutes ago.
"Kurt…I'm sorry…I didn't mean to yell…please don't go…"
Kurt shook his head, but inside, his heart broke, and all he wanted to do was pull Blaine against his chest.
"No, Blaine. You're right. I have no right to make this my problem. I should be supporting you completely. This shouldn't affect me."
"Let's just say we were both wrong to get mad, and blame it on the stress of Dalton, hmm?"
Kurt just smiled a sad smile and looked away. Blaine noticed the poorly hidden sadness in his best friend's eyes. He grabbed Kurt's chin to force him to meet his gaze,
"Kurt? What else happened?"
Kurt sighed, and turned his head, forcing Blaine to let go,
"Nothing. I just can't believe what a fool I made of myself. If this argument and that wretched party taught me anything, it's that I rely too much on you, and don't even give a thought to your feelings. It isn't fair for you. You deserve better. You're the dapper, perfect Blaine, and I'm just the annoying, clingy, and eccentric best friend. We both knew this time would come sooner or later, we just hoped it wasn't until later. Goodbye, Blaine."
Kurt leaned forward and kissed Blaine's cheek. As he turned away he whispered,
"Just do me one favor? Don't forget me…"
Blaine nodded, tears in his eyes, "Never" Was his simple answer.
