A/N: This is my first fanfic and a bit nervous about it. This contains the character Damien. Please Review and I will update soon.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gossip Girl or its characters.

Serena didn't know how it had gotten to this point. Her life was spiraling and she didn't know how to handle it. Her problem had started after the incident. That horrific night had changed everything. It had made her feel worthless and unwanted. She shuddered at the memory.

Flashback

She had plans to go the French Ambassador's Ball that night with her old boarding school friend Damien Boguard. Serena had gotten into the limo that night with Damien but immediately regretted that decision. She knew that something wasn't right and she felt it. The driver closed the door and they began to drive.

" Wow you look really beautiful tonight" as Damien said it he started to inch closer.

" Thanks you clean up well yourself" said Serena.

" Well not as well as you. You look really hot."

Damien moved his hand to her face and started to stroke her cheek. Serena had gotten really uncomfortable and protested. She pushed his hand away.

" Damien I have boyfriend and second even if I didn't I don't like you in that way."

" Serena I'm sorry. Look I just thought that we had something since we were friends at boarding school. I didn't mean to make feel uncomfortable."

" It's ok just don't try it again."

" Alright."

His words weren't genuine at all. In his head he knew he would have Serena Van Der Woodsen by the end of the night. As the their conversation ended the car came to a halt.

" Were here already?" questioned Serena.

" No. not yet. I have to run in my hotel room to grab something. It won't take long I promise. Come in with me."

" Alright. I have to freshen up anyways."

As Serena exited the limo and entered through the hotel doors she felt uneasiness in the pit of her stomach.

TBC.