DON'T TRUST ME

Ch.1-things are different

Rachel's prov

It was a cold bitter morning in the month of September . It was the first day of school and thing were hopefully of to a fresh start. I walked through the familiar doors of mikinly high feeling rather confident and excited. Today was the day I got to see my boyfriend Finn. Well, we started dating again because of the passionate kiss we shared that cost us nationals last year. And because of the fact he had to go to football camp all summer haven't seen him eversence the last day of school. You may be wondering why I didn't just simply call him but just to inform you his cell phone broke. So anyways back to present time. As I continued to proudly march my way to my locker I was met to the cold familiar penetrating splash of sticky clinging grape slushy hitting me like a bullet. My face instantly dropped in to a shocked expression. I felt wet salty tears swelling my eyes while mixing with the freezing artificial substance. Quickly I rushed my way to the nearest abandoned bathroom. There I quickly washed of and changed not wanting to be late. I felt defeated. Like at first when you shout out the wrong answer confidently. But then again I reminded myself that I'm Rachel Berry the know it all girl slash brodway loser slash freak. And that was that

Finns prov

Today was the day the new me would be confronted by people. This summer has been a huge impact on my life

Flash back

It started when one of the guys from the foot ball team shoved it in my face. I was rather familiar with the substance because Mr. shue had accused me of with helding it in order to get me to join glee club. The one so called named Jim told me if I didn't try it they would make sure I wouldn't be seen again. So did it. But instead their was a sensation. Ever since i have been hooked. I discovered that life sucks and im gonna live it to the fullest.

Back to presence

So then my life changed I got a harley, I wear leather jackets I smoke, I have one night stands, and I don't care any more. I continued to make my way down the halls when a certain small brunnete caught my eye. Time suddently froze

Finn? Rachel said

Rachel prov

I was memorized no way in hell would I think I would ever see MY Finn would be so broken and so … Damaged. Finn just stood there looking back with his bloodshot eyes that used to be amber with specks of gold that were so warm and welcoming. It felt like eons went by while they stood their so sighlently,

Rachel soon broke that silence . What happened? She asked

His response was what she least expected.

Change happened. Finn said he continued to go on, cant you see? The world isn't a pretty place Rachel , everythings not like fucking rainbows and lollypops. LIfE SUCKS. And god forbids I ever go back. You were just gonna leave me and go to Broadway anyway. I'm never going to get out of Lima. His words were like daggers. She suddently had tears in her eyes. And because of that I can't be with you. He sid harshly leaving Rachel standing there so dumbfounded.

Finn prov

I became fed up with school. Why did I even come back in the first place. I thought as I rode my harley down cowpath rd . Ever since I started riding I found a exhilarating adrenaline to it. Once I saw the cops were following me I just simply smirked and said to myself ….Game on! I sped up even faster gaining space between the police. I quickly sped off and made a u turn going past the car at full speed. Either the cops gave up or they thought it wasn't worth it because they didn't follow me. As I made my way home I picked up a few bottles of beer with my fake ID. Being friends with puck did have its ways. Later on I spend the whole night drinking and smoking with some football buddies.

Rachels prov

I was sobbing on kurts shoulder as he rubbed my back trying to console me.

There there its ok. Kurt said as he tried to calm me down. But I just can't stop sobbing.

Mean while Santana and Britney are pacing back and forth across my bed room.( they all agreed tht we needed to take the day of and had a sleep over) OHHH im gonna go lima heights all over his sorry ass santana said. Then Britney just said finn was a big fat meanie That just made me cry more. Then I came to say while hyperventilating (I ) deepbreath (loved) deep breath (him) right then and their I broke down crying. I still couldn't believe the new finn.