Normal.
What is it? It is easily defined. The software father gave me
can give an exact definition; nor·mal (P) Pronunciation
Key (nôrml) adj. But what is it truely? How do humans clasify normal? As an
android, is this a concept I can never grasp? Roger tells me
to act normal, but what is it. Is it to act like he does? Or maybe
act like that women, Angel, does. With so many others out
there, what normal standard should I adhere to? I have seen
people on the streets, hungry and in need of shelter and heat. Is
that not their normal, to be homeless and hungry. What of
those women who sell there bodies for a profit? Is degrading
themselves not normal? The have become accustom to doing so, so how
can it not be normal. Is being normal simply being who you
are? If so, how can I be normal? Who is myself, what is my pattern?
Can I ever be normal? But, am I not already myself? I do not
know who else I could be. Even if I have taken the real Dorothy
Waynewright's former image, she is not who I am today. I can not be
her, even though I use her form. Yet I wonder, what was her
normal? Was it calling someone a louse? Was is tending to fathers
whim? What would her normal be if she lived on? Is normal
just a pattern? Something you do, without even realizing you've done
it again? If so... Yes, I do have a normal. Calling Roger a
louse is my normal. Helping Norman is my normal. Standing by all of
them is my normal. I am my normal.
Conforming with, adhering to, or
constituting a norm, standard, pattern, level, or type; typical.
