Prologue:
"And the Brit Award goes to One Direction!"
I cheered and got up to congratulate the boys. I kissed Zayn passionately and gave him a tight hug. Danielle, Eleanor, Amanda and I just looked at our boyfriends proudly as they quickly walked on stage and accepted their award. The boys worked so hard and they deserved it. They walked off stage and Liam had the award in his hand. They walked back to the table and I gave them all congratulatory hugs. Zayn put his around me and held me close to him. I could smell the alcohol on his breath.
"To us!" he cheered as he raised his glass in the air.
"To us!" we cheered back as we raised our glasses.
I smiled at Zayn and he gave me a cheeky grin back.
"I'm so proud of you, babe!" I said as I kissed his cheek.
"Does this mean I get my prize later?" he smirked as his hand traveled up my dress and stroked my inner thigh with his thumb.
"Isn't the award enough for you?" I teased, as I squeezed his cheeks.
"Please, Amy," he begged with those pleading golden chocolaty orbs that made me melt, as he stroked his thumb even higher up my thigh.
"Ok"
I should've known I was going to give in anyway and he knew I was also. I always melted when he gave me the puppy dog eyes. I just couldn't say no to him, especially when he shone those eyes at me. He smiled with a look of victory on his face. I just wanted to wipe that look off his face and I knew I was going to do just that as soon as we got home.
Later On
Zayn and I both giggled and stumbled our way to the elevator. We definitely had too much to drink tonight, but it was the Brit Awards and everyone was wasted anyway.
"Time for my prize," he said in his deep, husky voice.
He kissed me feverishly and I kissed back. I wrapped my arms tightly around my neck and his were holding a firm grip on my waist.
"Jump"
I jumped up and wrapped my legs tightly around his waist and I could feel him starting to harden. The elevator doors opened and we traveled our way down the hallway to our flat.
The minute he opened the door and we walked inside, he shut the door quickly and carried me hastily to the bedroom without breaking the kiss. He gently laid me on the bed and climbed on top of me. He kissed my lips quickly and kissed my cheek. He stared into my eyes and caressed my cheek with his thumb and I could see all the love that he had for me filled into his eyes.
"How did I get so lucky to have a girl like you?" he whispered.
"No, it's more like how did I get so lucky to have a guy like you?" I answered back with a smile.
He made his way down my neck, sucking, biting and nibbling on the skin, leaving bright red and purple love bites. I pulled his hair tightly as a moan escaped from my lips. He reattached his lips to mine and kissed me as he unzipped my dress. He threw it across the room while never breaking the kiss. I removed his jacket and unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his toned chest and abs. I ran my hands up and down his chest and abs, tracing circles with my fingers. He went for my bra and I started to feel self-conscious. I mean I have a fairly decent chest, I'm just naturally insecure. He unclipped my bra and pulled it off my body, throwing it across the room, joining my dress and his jacket and shirt. I noticed him staring at me and I placed my hands on my boobs, trying to cover them.
"You're beautiful no matter what," he reassured me as he removed my hands from my chest.
"I love you," I confessed with a smile as I placed my hand in his hair.
"I love you too," he smiled.
I brought his lips to mine and he kissed me passionately. He placed his hands on my breasts and started to rub them while sucking on the skin on my neck. I moaned loudly and he brought his finger to my lips.
"Shh, baby girl. You don't want to wake up the neighbors, do you?" he asked as he cocked an eyebrow with a mischievous look on his face.
He returned to rubbing my breasts and biting my neck and I bit my lip in an attempt to stifle my moans. He smirked as he watched he watched my attempt to keep quiet. He detached his lips from my neck and made his way down to my breasts, kissing, licking, sucking and biting on the skin, leaving sizeable marks. I bit my lip hard and little whimpers came out of my mouth. He started to harden even more and I could see the bulge through his pants, my pleasurable sounds turning him on even more.
I smirked and brought my lips to his ear and lightly whispered, "Let me help you with that."
His face turned to pure excitement and I pulled his pants down and stopped when I saw the bulge through his boxers. I slipped my hand inside and ran my hand along his rock hard length which resulted in small groans from him. I moved my hand faster and he groaned even more.
He removed my hands and sighed, "I won't last long."
I pulled his boxers and my eyes widened at how big he was. Holy Fuck! How was he going to fit inside of me? I brought my lips to his length, lightly sucking on the tip. He let out a frustrated groan and pulled my head farther down on him. I filled as much of him as I could into my mouth and rubbed the part I couldn't reach with my mouth. He bit his lip at an attempt to shut himself up and it was the sexiest thing I've ever seen. When I felt he was close, I stopped. He looked at me puzzled when I stopped.
"You're not going to cum until I say so," I demanded into his ear, biting it.
He was shocked at my statement and I could tell that he was turned on by it. He climbed on top of me and positioned himself in between my thighs. He kissed up and down my thigh and missing the place I needed him the most.
"Zayn," I whined and he stopped kissing my thighs. He out his fingers on top of my panties and rubbed them in circles. I've never been so wet in my life. He pulled my panties off with his teeth and I let out a frustrated moan. I needed him now. He rubbed my entrance and I bit my lip, trying not to be too loud. He shoved a finger inside and pumped them in and out. I arched my back as the pleasure shot up my spine. He slipped another finger in and pumped that one in and out as well. He removed his fingers and replaced them with his tongue. He ran his tongue along my walls and I could feel my walls tighten around his tongue.
"I need you in me now," I begged.
"Your wish is my command," he responded.
He removed his tongue from my entrance and shoved the head up against my entrance. I moaned at the contact and he slowly pushed himself all the way in. He gave me a moment to adjust to his size and he looked at me, waiting for me to let him know when he could continue. I gave him a nod and he gently started thrusting in and out. I moaned as I felt my walls tighten around him. He brought my hands above my head and started thrusting harder into me. I felt him getting deeper and deeper inside me and I dug my fingers into his back. I threw my head back and arched my back as I screamed his name.
"Shh babe. You got to be quiet," he warned.
He went faster and faster and I dug my nails deeper into his back and bit his shoulder at an attempt to control my screams. Sweat was forming on my forehead and I felt myself nearing my high. Every thrust was hitting my g-spot and I knew I wouldn't last long.
"I'm so close!" I screamed.
I felt my walls tighten as I reached my climax and I screamed his name as the orgasm took complete control over my body. I pushed him down and climbed on top of him. He placed his hands on my hips and guided me up and down. He thrusted up and he got deeper into me. I went up and down faster and he thrusted deeper into me. I felt that he was getting near his high, when his cock started twitching inside me. He pulled me off of him and I finished him off by sucking on his entire length. His head flew back and he screamed my name as his release filled my mouth. I swallowed it all and licked up all that was around my lips and chin. I laid beside him and he wrapped his arm around me.
I closed my eyes and pulled the covers up over us and he whispered, "Goodnight sweetheart."
He kissed my cheek and I fell asleep in his arms.
The light from the windows woke me up and I sat up, rubbing my eyes. Talk about a fucking hangover. I realized I was naked and I checked under the covers and saw that Zayn was naked as well. I smiled as I looked at how peaceful he looked. I got up slowly, trying not to wake him up and walked across the room, picking up my clothes. I walked to the bathroom and hopped into the shower. The warm water relaxed my muscles and I started humming. I heard the door creak open as I turned off the water. I opened the curtain slightly and smiled as I saw his beautiful face.
"Morning beautiful," he smiled.
"Morning," I replied with a smile.
I grabbed my towel and started to dry myself and I noticed he was staring at me.
"You see something you like?" I smirked as I wrapped the towel around me and stepped out the shower.
"I do actually," he smirked as he continued to brush his teeth.
I blushed and hit him playfully in the arm.
"Perv!" I yelled.
"Feisty," he smirked.
"You're such a dick!" I yelled with a giggle.
"You know you love me babe," he said as he flashed that cheeky grin and I melted.
"I hate you…" I said playfully.
I walked out of the bathroom and back into the bedroom.
I got dressed and my face dropped when I saw Zayn start putting clothes into a suitcase. The reality finally hit me that he was leaving tomorrow for two months. This wasn't the first time he left me for tour, but this time it wasn't a UK tour, it was a US tour. He was going to be thousands of miles away from me, while I stayed here at the Dance Academy. I felt tears starting to fall and I placed my hands over my mouth and he looked up.
"What's wrong, dear?" he asked, his eyes filled with concern.
More tears started to fall and I broke down. He walked towards me and kissed my forehead. He stroked my cheeks with his thumbs and stared intently into my eyes. He hugged me tightly and rubbed my back.
It's okay, angel. Let it all out," he whispered into my ear.
I rested my head onto his chest and continued to cry.
"Please don't leave me," I croaked against his chest.
He lifted my chin up with his finger and stared deeply into my eyes.
"I really wish I could, darling," he sighed.
"Promise me that our relationship won't change," I whispered as I wiped my tears away.
"I promise I'll try my hardest to talk to you as much as I possibly can."
I smiled and rubbed my thumb on his cheek.
"I love you, Zayn Malik."
"I love you too, Amy Ventura."
He kissed me softly and I melted into the kiss. He continued packing for a while and we left to the boy's final rehearsal before the tour. Al through the car ride, he held my hand tightly and ran his thumb along it, which made me melt inside. I wanted to enjoy the last moments I had with him and the boys. When Zayn and I entered the room, I noticed that everyone was already here.
"Best friend!" Louis yelled as he ran towards me and hugged me.
He picked me up and spun me around in a circle.
"Nice to see you too, Lou," I managed to say through giggles.
"Holy fuck, Zayn. What'd you do to her?" Louis asked as he pointed at my neck.
I turned bright red and covered my neck.
"Aren't I allowed to have sex with my girlfriend?" Zayn asked with a hint of sarcasm in his voice.
"I got my eye on you two," Louis warned as he stared Zayn and I down.
I walked towards the girls while Zayn walked towards the boys. Danielle, Eleanor and Amanda were my best friends, especially Amanda. We would talk about everything and right now the topic being discussed were the marks on my neck. Of course the girls asked me what happened last night and I explained everything in detail.
"Alright guys, let's do this poo!" Harry yelled and everyone burst into laughter.
The boys grabbed their mics and walked to the mini stage.
Zayn looked directly into my eyes and said, "This one's for you, babe."
The music started playing and I automatically knew it was More Than This.
[Liam] And as I walk up to your door, (And I say) When he opens his arms and hold you close tonight, When he lays you down,
I'm broken, do you hear me?
I'm blinded, 'cause you are everything I see,
I'm dancing alone, I'm praying,
That your heart will just turn around,
My eye turns to face the floor,
'Cause I can't look you in the eyes and say,
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than, this[NIALL]
If I'm louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
'Cause we are the same
You saved me,
When you leave it's gone again,[Louis]
And when I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I'm on my knees,
Praying,[EVERYONE]
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,[ZAYN]
I've never had the words to say,
But now I'm asking you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That's shining from the stars above,
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,[ZAYN]
'Cause I can love you more than this[EVERYONE]
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this
Tears were falling down my cheeks as the boys continued to rehearse. Before I knew it, the rehearsal was over and the boys had to go home and get some rest. Tomorrow was going to be a big day. I still didn't know if I would be able to handle saying goodbye to Zayn tomorrow, but even if I was ready or not, I still had to do it. The whole car ride Zayn and I were silent. There was nothing more to say. This was going to be the last night we would be together for two months and it was pretty depressing to say the least. We entered our flat and got ready for bed in almost complete silence. I looked at the suitcases near the front door and I started to cry again. He held me in my arms and told me he wasn't going to let go, but he was. He was leaving me tomorrow whether he wanted to or not and it's going to be hard not having him around me 24/7. I'd have to deal with the time zone difference and our busy schedules. I'd be lucky if I even get to talk to him every day.
"You should get some rest, babe. You have an early flight tomorrow," I advised.
"Goodnight love" was the last thing he said before he turned off the lights and pulled the covers over us. I closed my eyes and tried to see if I could fall asleep, unfortunately all the nerves that I had, stopped me from trying to get any sleep, to be honest. I tossed and turned all night and I groaned as the alarm clock went off. It was 3am and I didn't get any sleep. Just my fucking luck. Zayn and I got up and got dressed as we made sure he had everything he needed with him. We didn't want him to leave anything behind. We left the flat at 4 and we made it to the airport by 5. When we got there we were met by the boys and the girls. Every boy was with their girlfriend except for Harry, since he was the only one of the boys who was single. Harry had Anne with him instead. The room had a very somber mood to it because everyone knew that soon the boys would have to board their flight. I just sat on one of the chairs next to Zayn and cuddled with him. It was very relaxing and it was a good way to spend the last few minutes with him.
Sooner or later we heard a voice through the speaker say, "Flight 69 to Chicago, please start boarding the plane."
Harry and Louis laughed at the flight number. They were so immature.
"I guess this is it," I choked, trying not to break down.
"I guess so… I love you so much Amy Ventura," he admitted and he kissed me passionately.
I kissed back and all the emotions that were running through were expressed in the kiss. I clung onto his neck and he had his hands firm on waist, pulling me closer to him.
"Last call for Flight 69," the voice over the speaker warned.
We broke apart and tears were falling quickly from my eyes as he slowly walked away from me and boarded the plane. He blew me one last kiss and waved goodbye as he disappeared into the plane. Danielle, Eleanor, Amanda, Anne and I just looked at each other sadly. The only thing that was on my mind was how was I going to survive these two months without Zayn Malik.