Hey, guys, this is my first history and is in english. I'm brazilian and I'm so sorry if this contains many errors. I really hope you enjoy this history about Addison and Derek. I love them, really. Reviews are very welcome and I love to read them.

Before you read my history it's necessary you know something's:

1 - Addison slept with Mark and Derek saw this;
2 - Addison don't stayed with Mark after Derek left;
3 - This history it's about ADDEK! If you don't like, don't read.

and more one time: sorry for my english, I'm still learning.

Thanx Mariella for your help, would be impossible without you :D

Enjoy!

Beijos, Bárbara

CHAPTER ONE

HOLD ON

Four months ago Derek left Addison, four months ago he found Addison in bed with his best friend, Mark. Addison was a traitor.

Addison spent the last months before Derek left her, trying tell news to him, trying to talk to him, but Derek was always busy or in a bad mood, arrived late, did not remember their anniversary of marriage or dating. Derek would be father, but didn't know it. He disappeared, he left Addison.

Addison collapsed after Derek left, but she knew she had to stay strong for the baby. She moved. She left New York, where everything reminded her of Derek and her betrayal, she moved to Los Angeles, she needed to be near their friends Naomi and Sam.

These four months were difficult. Addison had left several messages for Derek, but he never returned any of her calls. She called him over and over again, but the calls were never answered!

Addison was six months pregnant now and expecting twins. Everyone always thought Addison was beautiful, but pregnant she was beaming. She was prettier than the woman everyone knew and she loved her belly and the idea of having twins. Derek really was needed and Addison lived sad for not having him with her, he would have loved to be with her, even now, even they were having twins. Having children had always been their dream.

Derek was in Seattle. He was a famous neurosurgeon. He missed Addison, but was too proud to return her calls or even listen to her messages.

The morning had been complicated for Addison, but she did it, she saved a mother and baby. Addison was the best, always did the best she could and almost every time saved the mothers and babies. She was tired and very hungry. Naomi picked her up to have lunch together, as she did almost every day.

Naomi loved Addison, Addison was like a sister to her and she loved taking care of Addison, especially now that her best friend was pregnant with twins. But Naomi could not understand Derek, Addison needed Derek and this was notable, as much as Addison tried to pretend otherwise, she knew that Addie needed Derek and she missed him, she loved Derek and he was the father of her babies.

Addison insisted she was fine and asked Naomi not to phone him, he didn't cared anymore about her. Naomi hated the idea of having to keep quiet about it, but she loved Addison too much to call Derek now. Both knew that Derek would be mad not to know about their children or to doubt that he was really the father of the babies. Addison did not need it, she just needed a friend, someone to be with her at all times of this phase of the Addison's life.

They finished lunch and Addison had been called to an emergency. They went to the hospital as fast as they could. Addison was extremely careful with her belly, she entered the car without the belt, however uncomfortable it was. Naomi felt funny.

Before they had to leave for the emergency they were having lunch in one of Addison's favorite restaurants and this was about 30 minutes from the hospital where Addison worked. Naomi was driving meanwhile Addison was babbling and talking about clothes and shoes as she always did when she was with Naomi.

The signal was green and when they were passing through the intersection a truck hit car. He knocked on the passenger side, Addison' side. Everything went black.

After a few seconds Naomi began to wake up, she did not understand anything, her head ached, there was blood, there were many pieces of glass and she could hear some people screaming, but they were far away. That was when she remembered Addison.

Addison was apparently unconscious and having trouble breathing. Naomi started to freak out when she saw that Addison was bleeding.

"Addie?" Naomi called Addison, while trying to wake her.

"Addie, please, can you hear me? Please Addie, wake up. "

"I. .. I can't ... breathe ... hurts, Nae ... "Addison strove to say that she was in and out of consciousness.

"Addie, stay firm, the ambulance is already coming to pick us up, ok?"

"It hurts, Nae" Addison said crying.

"I know, Addie, but you need to stay awake, okay?"

"My babies, Nae, I can't lose them, help me, Nae, please." Addison was freaking out, the pain was increasing, sleep was getting closer and she was bleeding.

"Everything will be alright, Addie, I just need you to stay awake for me, okay?"

"Nae, promise me you'll take care of them? They can't die and if you have to choose, you choose them, promise? " Addison asked crying

"Addie, everything will be fine, okay?" Naomi had no such certainty, but to see her friend dying was not an option, even if she asked Naomi that promise was not an option.

"You need to promise me, Nae!"

"No, I'll not promise this, you will not die, you three will not die. Do you understand? "

But Addison did not answer this, she had erased.

what you think? Reviews are very appreciated

Beijos, Bárbara