Disclaimer: I am NOT Stephanie Meyer.
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Do you know what it's like to be so scared that you stay up all night thinking why not just end it?
Do you feel so trapped in you head that you think about suicide daily?
Have you ever tried to stop cutting and feeling so guilty when you slip up?
Do you know what it's like to watch you mom burn on the second floor of you house, feeling guilty because the only reason you got out was because you were getting a snack?
Do you know what it's like to come home feeling depressed and hopeless to see your father worry about you which causes you to hate yourself even more?
Do you know what it's like to be called fat by a group of trashy teenagers and then come home and purge what little food you had that day?
Do you know what it's like to be afraid whenever someone gets close to you because your afraid of what they might find out about you?
Well I do. My name is Bella Swan. I'm 16 and I have problems.