Being with Renesmee has always been the best part of my life, or my existence. She makes me smile whenever I'm sad, and is really the best person I know. After being with her for so long, I wonder what happened before her. I remember my obsessive stage with Bella, and unfortunately so does everyone else. But honestly, the only other things I remember about my "love life", before even Bella, are my firsts. First Girlfriend, First Hug, First Kiss, First 'I love you', and First…well you know what else… and the best thing is, they were all with one girl. The best girl, the one and only girl I thought I would ever love. Of course, I can't compare her with Renesmee now, or even with Bella, but she was always there for me, she was my best friend, and my girlfriend, and I always thought it would last forever.
Her name was Abigail, Abigail Louise. Abigail and I had been friends since… I don't remember when. Birth? My dad says that we used to play together when we were both less five months. We were born the day after each other, me first then Abi. I always used that as an excuse, "I'm older!!" unfortunately, once she got older and got the come backs going, her answer was often, "Yeah! But I Act Older!!" And that's were I lost most fights. She had blonde-bronze hair with natural highlights that made a beach blonde and slightly green eyes that were often a lot like a vampire's know that I think of it. Sometimes Renesmee reminds me of her so much. She was also Embry and Quil's friend too. In fact, she was everyone's friend, even Leah's, and that's hard to be. She was smart, but could be the blondest and clumsiest person I knew. Walking into doors, tripping up stairs (it's a talent), and forgetting things like the name of World War II…yeah, she did that. She was the best friend I ever had.