Raw intense emotions
Swirl, twirl within
My shattered soul.
Slowly it breaks again.
Breaking until gone,
Taking away my heart,
My liveliness
And my courage.
Courage that brought hope,
Peace and understanding.
Courage which I clung to,
Until stolen away.
Now the hope is gone.
Hope that I might,
Ever so possibly be salvaged
From my spiraling doom.
Hope that I, me,
Could ever find love.
Love that I want,
That I desperately need.
Without peace,
Without understanding
My mind will never,
Never let me rest.
Happy emotions flee,
Flee my once happy heart.
They leave me alone,
To wallow in depression.
Why me, why me,
Goes around my mind,
Screaming forever.
But alas no answer is there.
What will come from this
I cannot tell.
All I truly know,
Is my hope is gone.
