Raw intense emotions

Swirl, twirl within

My shattered soul.

Slowly it breaks again.

Breaking until gone,

Taking away my heart,

My liveliness

And my courage.

Courage that brought hope,

Peace and understanding.

Courage which I clung to,

Until stolen away.

Now the hope is gone.

Hope that I might,

Ever so possibly be salvaged

From my spiraling doom.

Hope that I, me,

Could ever find love.

Love that I want,

That I desperately need.

Without peace,

Without understanding

My mind will never,

Never let me rest.

Happy emotions flee,

Flee my once happy heart.

They leave me alone,

To wallow in depression.

Why me, why me,

Goes around my mind,

Screaming forever.

But alas no answer is there.

What will come from this

I cannot tell.

All I truly know,

Is my hope is gone.