Everything and nothing
All at once
Surrounding and clouding
What it is I feel.
What do I feel though?
Is it pain?
Is it love?
Or is it something else?
Is it something
That will lead me,
Into further pain
Or unknown love.
A love that
Is truly and
Completely
Felt and real.
A love that
Changes as I do,
One that is
Returned.
Do I get to stay?
Can I remain
After my heart
Is barred to all?
Yes, no, yes, no
Choose, decide
Just make it
STOP!!!
Make it end,
Only you can.
One whispered word
Yes or no.
