Everything and nothing

All at once

Surrounding and clouding

What it is I feel.

What do I feel though?

Is it pain?

Is it love?

Or is it something else?

Is it something

That will lead me,

Into further pain

Or unknown love.

A love that

Is truly and

Completely

Felt and real.

A love that

Changes as I do,

One that is

Returned.

Do I get to stay?

Can I remain

After my heart

Is barred to all?

Yes, no, yes, no

Choose, decide

Just make it

STOP!!!

Make it end,

Only you can.

One whispered word

Yes or no.