Ginny's P.O.V

Chapter 1

Standing there in the darkness, I feel as if walking dead. His grey fierce eyes piercing deep into my soul. A thin ribbon of light seeps underneath the door. My heart feels if it has just been stabbed by a thousand sharp daggers but it cannot compare to the pain I am feeling inside that he Draco, the monster standing before me knows not. The most painful thing is that I love him. A beast. "What are you doing?" his voice cold and infuriated. The real answer - hiding from him - but it would not help. "I was looking for my…... err jacket." I lie fearfully. His eyes turning scarlet, vomit rises in my throat I cannot stop it or keep it down despite how much I try. He grabs my throat violently. Fear filling me rapidly. "It's on you" I gasp for breath my lungs feel as if they are about to burst. I kick him unable to reach for my wand which is my back pocket. His grip around my throat tightens. I'm going to die aren't I?

My instincts are screaming to run yet I cannot. I struggle feeling my blood gushing around my body. "I'm sorry" they are the only words that can escape although they are barley words more like breaths. The door bursts open with a whoosh of fresh air. " STOP your hurting her. JAMES he is hurting Mummy." A young girl with flaming hair much like my own, screams. Who are the three children before me? Draco releases me. I fall onto the ground. A flash of light shoots from the end of Draco's wand. A creature inside me is ordering me to kill him for attempting to harm the children it is as if I am supposed to, like they are my own children and it is my motherly instinct it is impossible isn't it? "Avada Kedavra!" I yell. A body falls onto the cold floor. "NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" There Draco lye's dead. My stomach lurches at the sight but I have no time to worry for myself when I have three fearful children in front of me who I do not at all know but I oddly feel as if I do. They saved me. But I have no time to speak now we have to leave I have to protect them don't I ? "Come on Run quickly" I say sharply catching my breath. The two boy who look faintly like Harry stare at me as if I am insane. "You don't remember us do you mum ?" The eldest asks doleful. My heart is racing What is he talking about ? and why is he calling me mum? I'm sixteen this should not be happening. I do not know what to reply. "Come on please you shouldn't have to see this." I shoot back beckoning the children out of the door. My mind is spinning. "JAMES she doesn't, what are we going to do?" The young little girl cries tears beginning to fall down her cheeks. I can feel bubbles rising in my stomach rapidly at the sight and I cannot stop it. I have to comfort her. But I do not know how. "Lily don't cry it's fine everything will be ok." I don't know how I know her name it just slips out. "We need dad" Albus adds in. James turns to me "Where's Harry Potter ?" I laugh. He pauses "Ginny please I mean mum." I supress a sigh. "I…. Ginny's fine and Harry he I don't know where he is my family kicked me out when I fell in love with Draco and I have not spoken to Harry for weeks." I say my tone cold. All of them turn ridged and stiff. "She's written history, Draco's had mum under the Imperious Curse." James sighs speaking as if I am not in the room. I don't know what their speaking about I don't understand.

Author's note : I will write more sorry it's short. Please Review or follow thanks ! All comments welcome - Sophie Bea Louise