This has been sitting in the archives for a while

Sorry guys, my computer broke down and now all my documents are gone, so I'm waiting to get them back and, in the meantime, writing one-shots.

This ones called, I can't forget. It's from Alec's point of view. Fluffy guy x guy. Don't read if your homophobic.

I can't forget.

I sat up, breathing hard. I shook off the dreams that I had had, just another about Jace. I looked around my room, laying beside me in the bed, looking at me, was Jace.

I gasped, "Jace? Why are you-" He put a finger to my lips. At his touch, I shivered.

"Shhh... Don't talk." He blinked slowly, my heart fluttered. I love it when he does that.

"Why can't I talk?" I whispered, taking his hand away from my face. He half-smiled, I love his smile.

"Because if you talk, we can't do this." And he kissed me. I gasped, I never thought, he couldn't, he wouldn't. But I had to take advantage of the situation I had

wanted for years. I wrapped my arms around him and ran my hand through his hair, he parted his lips and I did too. He was a good kisser, he had lots of

practice. Unlike me, who was probabably really bad. I couldn't understand why he was doing this, he was strait! He had a girlfriend, Clary.

"Mmpfh." I mumbled. "MMPFH!" He pulled away, breathing hard. "Stop." I repeated for the third time.

"Why?" He whined and tried to kiss me again.

"No! Stop! You have a girlfriend." I yelled at him.

"She doesn't matter, I-" He argued.

"Yes! Yes she does matter! You love her Jace!" I shouted at him.

"I love you." He kissed me again.

"Jace! Jace! Jace! Stop!" He pulled away.

"Alec? Alec are you okay? Alec? Wake up!" He said.

"What? Jace?" I was very confused.

"Open your eyes Alec." His voice sounded wrong.

I opened my eyes to find a very confused Magnus, my sparkly boyfriend. He looked a mixture of sad and confused.

"Wha? What happened?"

"You were talking in your sleep, what were you dreaming about?" I blushed at the memory.

"Nothing important to me." I smiled, and it wasn't a lie. Magnus was more important than anything. He mumbled something I couldn't hear.

"Was your dream about, him? Again?" He asked and I nodded. He looked hurt.

"But, I heard dreams are sometimes nightmares in disguise."

"I'm sure."

"Do I really need to prove to you that I love you more than I love Jace Herondale?"

"Depends, what does proving it amount to?"

"This." I leaned in and kissed him, it was the first time I had leaned in first.

"I love you." He said, "But I think you still love Jace more." he looked hurt.

"Magnus, I. Love. You. I don't love Jace anymore, It must just be my brain adjusting from years and years of that dream." And worse, I thought.

"Fine, I believe you, but your going to have to prove it a lot more." He said, winking.

"I promise. I will." I said sincerely.

But I promise this too, a love i've had for half my life, I can't forget.

There you go, my first Angsty/Romance one-shot, I'll write a Magnus chapter too. So it's gonna be a two shot? Haha.

Well, ttyl. ;)