Author's note:

This is my first Fanfic so don't be too harsh on me. I am a poet that has been published two times and working on a third, but I wanted o try to work on an actual story and go threw with the whole thing before I get sidetracked and star writing another. I'm going to try my hardest to regally publish chapters of this story. I have several ideas of this story and we shall see where it takes me. :3

And also pointing out any spelling errors are appreciated.

Ch 1

Dark. It was very dark. Everything around me was black. I was disconnected from everything. My mind, my body, as if I didn't even have a soul. There was just darkness all around. I embraced this feeling, I didn't know how long or how short of a time period I've been like this. All I knew is that it seemed as if this was timeless. I was just floating in all that was black.

I was startled out of my oblivion by a sudden noise, like a twig snapping. 'A twig?' Then I heard muffled voices that I couldn't comprehend. I concentrated on the clamors furrowing my seemingly non existing eyebrows. It was then that I felt, I actually felt something. Pain, excruciating pain, throughout my whole body. I can't even start to describe it except, it hurts like bloody hell.

'If I can feel then I must have some kind of nerve endings and with nerve endings comes a body right?' Right. I focused on the intrusion at hand, the voices got louder, now knowing I wasn't any sort of threat in this unconscious yet coherent state. They were just mumbles still, quite as if they were contemplating something.

Besides the voices ringing in my ears, I started to awaken my other newborn senses. The air was damp and cool, my frame cold and wet from what it seems like early morning dew, I was sitting upright against something hard and immobile I can only describe as a tree. I was on the ground, in a forest of some sort and it was drizzling.

I finally decided that it was time to make myself known, since I just had discovered that I had a body, I tried to open my heavy eye lids, big mistake I twitched as the piercing sun hit my screaming pupils. I inwardly groaned. Even though my body rejected the idea of me opening my eyes, I slowly forced them open to take in my surroundings. Blurry at first I scoped out the area, I was correct about the whole forest and tree thing, with the unsuspecting voices now came faces.

There were only two of them, and they seem like they were arguing in hushed tones a few yards in front of me. I was glad that there was a tree directly behind me because I might have fallen backwards if it wasn't there, from a loud screeching voice that raped my ears "The girl, sempi! The girl-chan is awake! Tobi is a good boy!" It was the worst thing you could do to a person who thought they were a floating mass of nothingness not a minute ago.

I flinched at the voice coming from behind the tree on my left. I mentally noted that moving even an inch is a bad thing. I hissed at the bouncing mass, I would have turned to glare at the annoyance but my body forbids me. Instead like listening to my thoughts it appeared in front of me as on que. "Tobi did what sempi said! Tell him when the little girl wakes up!" it looking at me through one whole in an orange mask with a black spiral leading from the eye hole that covered the being's' face, taking my chance I glared at the vivid idiot.

This idiot was just a flash as it disappeared and was now next to the other two that were beyond the tree in front of me. I took this chance to study their movements. They were all wearing black cloaks, odd but seemingly organized as they matched, every one of them had red clouds outlined with white peppered everywhere. One restless orange masked buffoon, one pale red-head that was outwardly emotionless, and the third an apparent hot-tempered blonde with their hair tied back with bangs covering their eyes. By the looks of it the blonde was irritated at something, the orange masked one was ditsy bouncing on his feet, and the red-head I couldn't read a thing.

I started to get ahold of the pain I was feeling and eventually was able to feel my hands and feet. I risked it, moving my head to look around a bit more, mostly to escape the strange trio. It was then I saw a fourth in the tree that the others were behind, he was staring me down, cold heartedly. It was a standstill, my glaring eyes against his. Sparks flew between me and the dark-haired associate 'This arrogant bastard thinks he can out glare me. Well he has another thing coming.' Our trivial clash was interrupted by the blonde "Oi! Itachi. Get over here, yeah." The older one broke the stronghold, I smirked inwardly. 'I win.' He turned to the blonde and only a "hm." was audible, he looked back at me one more time before slipping out of the tree and to join the small team on the ground.

'Itachi eh? I'll have to remember that. Seems like I'm going to have a few more run-ins with that egotistical bastard.' I was shifted out of my thoughts as the group approach my character. They stopped in front of me giving me enough room to breathe having the four in a semi-circle around me. I didn't falter at the scowsl that were given. "Who are you." the red-head stated more than asked. I didn't reply. "Hey. Little one the man asked you a question, yeah." The blonde interrupted.

"Tobi thinks that girly-chan forgot how to speak." The masked one tilted his head as if he was confused. "No she didn't you fool. She is just being stubborn, even you of all people should know that, yeah." The blonde spat at the orange masked man. "Now shut up. Sasori what should we do with her, un?" He looked to the red-head as he asked the question.

"We need to inform Leader-sama at once. She as I presumed is alone and close to our base entrance. He would want to know how she got through the traps and who she is. Deidara. " The one called Sasori retorted. "Why not just kill her, yeah? She isn't worth the time. Just one more useless thing over with, un." The blonde Deidara snorted. He folded his arms over his chest and took back a step sizing me up.

Something in me snapped I don't know what it was but I lost control over my own body and my actions. I suddenly stood up facing them all, the pain that was in my body was gone. "Go ahead. Try. I dare you. I have. Many times and I haven't succeeded yet." I came out with an unfamiliar ice-cold voice that was nonexistent to me until now. I smirked and brought my arms up in front of me, they were small, porcelain white skin gone unmarked. "See?" The words flew out of my mouth I had no control over myself.

My arms started to blur and then they revealed horrible deep bulging red scars all over my wrists and up to my elbows, there were at least a hundred that covered them both. Profound incisions both horizontal and vertical scattered about on my thin arms. There seemed to be an endless amount, one scars buried beneath another, with another one under that. Seemingly healed gashes and stab wounds, needle marks and burns. It was endless.

It surprised me so much so that I gave out a squeak, but nobody seem to have heard. They all gawked at the sight that appeared in front of them. My arms, just as quickly as it appeared they formed back into what they once were, pale unblemished skin. I retreated my arms, it left me wondering how I did that illusion. My lips moved on their own, "So let me know once you've figured out how to kill me. I gave up a long time ago, I've tried many poisons" at that word I've seem to get a raised eyebrow out of Sasori. "An extensive amount of explosives," one from Deidara "slicing my own throat a few times, and even once I pointlessly tried hanging myself." I cackled to myself so darkly even the devil himself would be jealous.

They all just stared at me. They seemed confused at my insane laughter and so was I. 'There was this cold voice that was coming out of me that didn't sound like my own. The scars that appeared on my arms, where had they come from? How did they get there? Was the words that melted off my tongue true? Had I really tried to kill myself? Did I try countless times in various ways? If yes, then why?' All this thinking came rushing in at once over taking my mind. The view before me of the men of various heights and traits stared at me and my form shaking with amusement.

"Tobi don't like the new girl! Tobi scared of her!" Tobi hid behind Deidara with his arms on his shoulders cowering. Deidara still staring at me with a confused yet secretly weary look. My head snapped the one who interrupted my fit of laughter. "You should be." was all that was said before I got dizzy. My eyes fluttered open and close, my vision blurred, then everything was black once again.

A/N: please review! I want to know if this is worth continuing or not.