BPOV
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this pa-
"Hello?" I answer my cell phone."Bella where are you?! You're going to be late... Again!" My manager Angela screams through the phone. "For what?! It's a Saturday we don't have anything on Saturdays" I snap back at her. "It's Sunday and you're on 'Ask the Star'" "Shit that was this weekend?" "Yes, now get your ass dressed and get over here." I hung up the phone and picked out one of my newest outfits in my giant closet. About half an hour later I was at the set. "Bella!!" Angela screeches "You're on in five get your ass to set 4" I bolted it to set 4 running in heels, which yes I can do. They quickly put on my makeup and I was off. "Hello! And welcome to 'Ask the Star' today's special guest is Bella Blackwell!" As soon as he finished saying my name a roar of applause broke out and that was my cue. "Hello! I love you all, Thank You!!" "Hi, Thanks for being on our show, my name is Matt . Please have a seat." I did as I was told and took one of those big comfy round seats beside Matt. "Now today on 'Ask the Star' we have a couple of interesting questions. 1st one is: Is it true you have a drinking problem? If so why?" "Well, it's half true, yes I do drink but I mostly do this because I'm out with my friends clubbing and it's just a way to get away from all my fans." "I see 2nd question: Were you, or are you pregnant? If you are who with?" "No, I'm not pregnant" I put on my pouty face "Am I that fat?" I say and let out a chuckle. "Alright, 3rd question: Have you been in any recent relationships? Or are you interested in dating?" "No, I haven't been in any recent relationships." I say lying to the camera and all my fans. "And no, I'm not interested in dating, not yet" I quickly added. "Well, keep us updated." Says Matt with a wink. Ugh what a pig, I'm like 5 years younger than him. "I will." I say with a warm smile. "And finally 4th question: Can you play us one of your newest songs?" "Sure" That's the best question they asked this whole show, I say in my head. "I walk up to the nearest piano, sit down, close my eyes and start signing.
It's your life
Thing may not always go right, for you
In those times
Just leave it behind
Cause sometimes you gotta play the game
Just to survive
Without losing yourself
It's a fight, it's true
It takes time
Don't have all the answers
No matter how hard it gets
Hold on to what's inside
(CHORUS)
Don't never let nobody bring you down girl
Don't never let nobody tear your world apart
Look in the mirror and see who you are
Beautiful U R
In the dark
The paint chips have waited your heart
So deep
Can't you see
See the light in the distance
Open up your eye, look, look to the sky
And believe
There's much more to life when you free
That's the key
And in time
You will find all the answers
Don't have to loose your pride
Wondering what's inside
(CHORUS)
Don't never let nobody bring you down girl
Don't never let nobody tear your world apart
Look in the mirror and see who you are
Beautiful U R
Don't never let nobody bring you down girl
Don't never let nobody tear your world apart
Look in the mirror and see who you are
Beautiful U R
Don't care what they say anymore
There's no time to be insecure
I leave it all at the door
She steering at him in the face
She's taking it day by day
I'm finally on my way
(CHORUS)
Don't never let nobody bring you down girl
Don't never let nobody tear your world apart
Look in the mirror and see who you are
Beautiful U R
Don't never let nobody bring you down girl
Don't never let nobody tear your world apart
Look in the mirror and see who you are
Beautiful U R
Beautiful U R
Beautiful U R
Beautiful U R
I open my eyes and was hit with a wave of applause. "Yet another fantastic performance by Bella Blackwell, we'll see you next time on 'Ask the Star'" I blow a kiss to the crowd, and then strut off the stage. Only to find my manager waiting there for me with her hands on her hips and her body shaking with anger. "Bella, you promise me that you will never be late again." "Hey," I put my hands up in surrender "I made it here; I had a good show didn't I?" I ask her. She then moved her hands from her hips, to her sides. "You see it was a good one." I continue then walk away to my car, I need a drink.
EPOV
"Eeeeeek!!" Squealed Alice. "What?!" I ask knowing it's probably about some shop or mall. "I had a vision." "About….?" I ask with an impatient tone. "Look I'll show you" she flipped to 'Ask the Star' When I saw a breath taking girl walk onstage. Vampire. "Oh No" I scream. "She's going to feed on all those innocent people" "No, she's a vegetarian like us." Says Alice in a fascinated voice, and I feel a rush of relief enter my body. "Except the funny thing is she doesn't have a coven, no one, she's all alone. Can you believe it?" Alice asked me. And to be honest with you I really can't. "Who is she?" "Uhm, her name is Bella Blackwell" I froze at the name of Bella. In my human years I was best friends with a girl named Bella Swan, she was 12, I was 13. I moved away when I turned 14 and I always felt like a big chunk of me was missing. We moved back to Forks when I was 17 and me and Bella left off where we started when I was with her it was like we were the only people in the world and she filled in that missing chunk of me. I realized then that I loved her. I went to her house to tell her but was told she had left for my house. I ran as fast as I could to get to her when I was hit by a car. Next thing I know I'm a vampire. "Yes, that's right Bella does go to tons of clubs and the most popular one that she is spotted at is the Spoof" the TV program answered Alice's thoughts. "Edward we're going to Spoof in Beverly Hills". Gulp.
BPOV
A red one
Convict
Gaga
I've had a little bit too much
All of the people start to rush.
Start to rush babe.
How does he twist the dance?
Can't find my drink or man.
Where are my keys, I lost my phone.
What's go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can't see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, alright.
Chorus:
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gunna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance.
Wish I could shut my playboy mouth.
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside out babe.
Control your poison babe
Roses with thorns they say.
And we're all gettin' hosed tonight.
What's go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can't see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, alright.
Chorus
When I come through on the dance floor checkin out that catalogue.
Can't believe my eyes so many women without a flaw.
And I ain't gonn' give it up, steady tryna pick it up like the car
I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex until the til done until tomorr' yeah.
Show me I can see that you got so much in the jean
The way you twirling up them hips round and round
There's no reason, I know why you can't leave here with me
In the meantime stand, let me watch you break it down.
Chorus
I'm psychotic synchypnotic
I got my blue burners and phonic
I'm psychotic synchypnotic
I got my brand electronic
I'm psychotic synchypnotic
I got my blue burners and phonic
I'm psychotic synchypnotic
I got my brand electronic
Go. Use your muscle comin out work and hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Go slow. Drive it, clean it like so clean it's been molesto, I got it, and your popped coll'
Chorus
I hear music blaring from the outside of my favorite club Spoof. I walk up to the nearest entrance and automatically get a VIP pass. Without saying a word I walk toward the bar. "Hey Charlie. I'll have my usual." "Wow that's a nice outfit you got there Bella." Thank you Charlie, just for that you get an extra tip." I say with a playful smile. "It was what I was aiming for" Charlie answers with a mocking smile. Hmm maybe I will give him a tip, maybe. I start walking to the dance floor when my favorite song comes on
Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees
But that's the moment u came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human
Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
And I can see tomorrow
Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human
It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
Super human
I like this song because I can relate to it.You know feeling 'Super Human' and because of my human years. You see the reason I lied about having a recent relationship well that's technically half true. You see when I was 12 my best friend was 13 his name was Edward Masen. He moved away when he turned 14 and I felt a big chunk of me go with him I was never the same till he moved back when he was 17. All those years we were apart all the pain I went through, it was never there when I was with him. I loved him and I had to tell him. I went to his house to tell him but his mother told me that he had went out. The next day I got a phone call telling me he had died in a car accident. Once again a chunk of me went with him and I'll never get that back, never. Another song came on and I started to sway my hips in beat. For some reason I kept edging off toward the exit where the bouncer was, that was when I overheard a nearby conversation. "Why aren't we aloud in we have the money, that's what you're charging." Says a girl with a beautiful voice. Vampire? I step around the corner and see a small girl with short spiky hair and a tall handsome boy. "There with me" I say to the startled bouncer. "Ohh, I'm so sorry Miss. Blackwell I did not know. Here two VIP passes. He hands them their passes. "You see was that so hard?" says the girl and sticks out her tongue. I chuckle under my breathe and the girl gives me a sweet smile. "Thanks" says the girl. "I'm Alice" "Bella" I say and notice the guy beside her flinch. Ouch. "And you are?" I ask the boy. "Edward" this time it was my turn to flinch. "So are you guys here to party?" I say trying to get off the subject. "No we came here to ask you some questions actually." "Ohh. Well we could go in the VIP room."
