Chapter one
Lucy felt broken. She had woken up in the most joyful of moods, ran to the guild to meet up with her boyfriend who she had lost it to the previous night in a rush of bliss and pleasure. Her boyfriend natsu dragneel was there alright, sucking face with lissanna. She felt the weight of all her hopes and dreams as they came crashing down on her. She saw the guilty look of her now ex, as he realized he was caught. "Lucy!" he grabbed her hand as she turned, about to flee from this nightmare. "Oh let her go honey" the sick, false honey sweet voice of lissanna purred behind him. "She is right, you really should let me go" Lucy spat before yanking away her hand and ran all the way back to her apartment, ignoring the random boat guys who told her to be careful. She bolted her door and locked her windows so that pink haired traitor couldn't come in, before sinking down on her bed and crying her heart out. She cried and cried as she relived that one moment from hell over and over in her mind, her heart breaking and shatteringbeyond repair. She didn't want to live anymore. She stopped crying abruptly. She didn't want to live anymore. The one person she had lived for had betrayed her and she had nothing left to live for. She got up as though in a trance and walked out her apartment and headed for the great river of fiore. "It will soon be over "she whispered, her voice cracking and fresh tears springing forth, hot and burning. As she walked, she reflected on all the good times she and natsu spent together. All the missions they went on together, all the promises he had made, and the times they just lay and cuddled in bed. But it was gone now, shattered and swept away by the wind. She had reached the hill overlooking the river. It roared beneath her like a wild animal rampaging through a crowd, it was time. She jumped.