SLOD Chapter 1- Starting over

Disclaimer- do I look like Stephenie to you?

Ayo : ive had this idea for awhile and had to persue it. I think I might need a beta for a lot like love- talk to me if ur interested. Well on with the story: D

It's been 4 long months, since my Edward left me. I miss him with every fiber of my being. Sometimes I wonder if he knew he knew what had become of me, if he would come back. If he knew that, my friends didn't talk to me anymore, the only thing "social" in my life was my job at Newton's and that I cried myself to sleep every night, wishing he would come through the window to save me from this hell called life. I probably would have committed suicide by now if it wasn't Charlie. He was my rock; if all was wrong I had to keep going, for him.

Finally after days of deciding I chose to do something new. I was going to try to meet someone online. Come on, think about it. What are the chances of my heart getting broken even worse then it already is? After about a week of thinking about it I decided to suck it up and try it. That Friday after my shift at Newton's I drove into Port Angeles to go to a Cyber Café. My computer was too slow. I didn't want to meet anyone I knew on here so I would go by my middle name- Marie. I went to and made an aim account. SimplyMarie. Now to find a chat room.

I went to Google and typed in – Chat rooms. I found a ton but finally chose one that looked appropriate- "Love and Loss Chat room- Express Yourself." I clicked on it and it loaded in about a millisecond. When I got on I saw that most of the people we re already talking to one another. I scrolled through the list of people and finally saw someone that I thought I would get along with- under the name LoveSucks. I clicked on the name and began to personal message the person.

SimplyMarie: Hi.

LoveSucks: Hello.

SimplyMarie: umm… so what are you doing here?

LoveSucks: Long Story… in short- trying to get over someone. Not really working.

SimplyMarie: yah… me too. So, what's your name?

LoveSucks: Uhm… Anthony. Yeah Anthony.

SimplyMarie: lol you sure? j/k

Just as I was about to type something my cell phone rang.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Bella?" Charlie asked breathless. "Where are you? You do know its 9 right?"

I looked to the time on the computer and just as he said it was 9:00.

"Sorry, Dad I'll be home soon, Love Ya." I hung up before he could reply.

SimplyMarie: Sorry I gotta go, talk to you soon?

LoveSucks: Sure. Bye Marie.

SimplyMarie: Who?

LoveSucks: Isn't that your name?

SimplyMarie: Oh ya, Bye!

As I ran out of the place like a speeding bullet my mind was stuck on whoever this Anthony was. For some reason, I couldn't tell but I could feel we would get along.

Okay so that was a crap first chapter but I really just wanted it out there. As you know most of my stories begin short- so no worries, it will get longer. I have all these stories bottled up in my mind pounding to get out, and this bad boy was giving me a migraine. I actually have a nother story starting called A teachers sin you can see were that's going. Okay well 5 reviews? Please? Thanks you guys

Much Love and New Storys

-LANNA

oh if no one likes this i'll just delete it or give it to an author i know can write it :D