DSK: erm...Okay...I'm sick,m running a fever of 102.3, and My plot bunnies popped up suddenly and I HAD to write this...and a while back I made a promise that i wouldnt ever read or write tyhis [airing but heh...I guess all promises are broken sometimes eh? So yeah..

DRB: omg...DONT READ THIS! TRUST ME!

DMK: *whacks DRB Hard on the head with his mallet* Don't listen to him, he's just jelous.

DNK: Yeah..

DYM: @.@ Oh my...Mandi-chan I think you've lost it..

DSK: Maybe...but heh...*shrugs* Y/A?

Y/A: Oh yeah! RYUUZAKI!\

Ryuuzaki: *coughs* DarkSetoKaiba does not own Yuugiou. If she did, we'd all be insane.

Y/A: *whacks him hard* Anyways. On with the story!

Sure, I was born of hate and all of these... Emotions. That show no such thing of light. But that doesn't mean I can't feel too. After all, Malik is apart of me and I'm apart of him. Our bond shares these emotions with me. I might not feel emotions totally. But they're there. And I don't know what I'm feeling towards you. I can't get my mind to stop thinking of you! Dear Ra! I'm thinking of you right now. Here. Now. During this duel. All of this.. I didn't mean to hurt you.. I don't even really know what I'm saying or what I'm feeling. It's just so much. Is this emotion, I can't discribe it. Lust? Passion? Maybe even love? Gah! It's all too confusing.

My mind is so clouded. I can't think right now. Who are you?! And what gives you right to come barging into my life like it's nothing out of the norm?! Bah. I don't know what made me notice you. Or what made me feel this. All I know is that I saw you.. You. And you alone. After seeing those eyes of yours. So pure. So. Caring. My world was upside down. My mind whirls when I see you. My heart longs for you. Call me insane, although you know I already am. But I think I love you.

Yes, that's what It is. Love. I love you. I cannot find another word for this feeling. Lust. Love. Passion. Longing. It's all three mashed together, hitting me full force. I don't care about the duel now. All my remarks, all of my cold glares? They mean nothing. My eyes might look blank. But their full of longing and captivity. And their both set on you.

I hate the pharaoh. I want his power to become powerful. But.. It wouldn't be the same without you. Don't you see? The only reason IU controled you. Used you... Was because I loved you. I didn't know it then. I'm sorry. For hurting you. I broke your trust when I lied. Although, that was Malik, it still was apart of me too. I've lost...

I've lost, and I don't really care. I growled and stormed off. Although, as I walk off. I look at you. I loathe you, but I love you. I hate you when you look at that baka pharaoh that way. But I love it when you do. It shows who you really are. It shows the light I long for...

Yes, Anzu Mazaki. I love you...

DSK: *twitches* Rather...short..and yet...yeah...

DYM: I can see now, don't let her get sick, run a temp of 102.3, and let her plot bunnies strike.

DMK: Yeah!

DNK: Well, it happens! at least she wasn't hyper or sleep deprived.

DMK: That too..

Y/A: Review please! praise, critisize, or downright flame her if you wish. Anyways.

All: Ja!