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Dedicated to the fantastical Katie, who gave me the inspiration! 'Cos Jacob's not bad… he's just really really annoying. Anyway…hope you like it. Please Review
JPOV
I was running, in my wolf form. It was exhilarating. After all these years as what I was, I now enjoyed the feeling of adrenaline as it pulsed through my veins. The invigorating feeling it left me with…the sense of detachment, detachment from my human life, my human feelings. The continuous feeling of pain; of hurt…of loss.
I could remember her. The way she smiled, the way she bit her lip when she was nervous. The way her skin flushed when she was embarrassed. The way she would smile when she saw me. How she called me her sun. I remembered how her lips felt on mine, those few minutes where she belonged to me, and only me. I could remember but it hurt me so much to do so, a physical pain in my chest that slowly would tear my heart to shreds. No-one had ever replaced her. No one ever could.
I missed her. A constant ache in my every fibre of my being, sometimes overshadowed, but always there. Never leaving. I missed my Bella, not the one I knew she had become. I missed my warm Bella, not the cold, heartless leech she had become.
In the beginning, when she'd first left, I tried to hate her, hate him. But I couldn't. I thought of how she had left me for him, how every time she would choose him over me. How she told me she loved me, but that it wasn't enough. How I wasn't enough. But I couldn't, I could not bring myself to hate her. I loved her too much. My Bella.
I slowed down, my limbs ached. I felt so tired, so alone. The pack was gone, all dead with their loved ones, I missed their voices, their thoughts. Sam, Quil, Embry, even Paul. My pack-brothers. My family. There was no-one left for me. No place I could call home. My heart was far away, with someone who could never return it.
I stopped, and slumped to the floor. I could feel my heartbeat slow down and stutter slightly. I waited for the darkness to come. The respite, the painlessness. The peace. I lay in the snow, surrounded by the wilderness. I saw an outline, between two trees. A familiar outline, altered slightly, but how I had always remembered it. Bella I thought smiling, and then; I was surrounded by darkness.
That's all folks. I might do this from Bella's POV what d'ya think?
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